Broken Heart Wrenches My Crown

The Free Communion

Ela's heart was stirred.

What the hell am I doing? I made a fatal mistake

I've been drinking that alcohol

I smoked it

I chose the wrong company

god, it is so wrong that I chose all of this.

whispers in the heart

(with fear and***********hair itself)

for a moment ela was awakened by the advice of his father kos.

from there he promised to fix himself more.

as time went on, she became a better person.

growing up, she also has a close relationship with the opposite sex. I often walk with ela.

as the Javanese saying witing tresno jalaran soko kulino

the more days of togetherness the tighter and the seed of love arises.

yahhc ... I've fallen in love with Andi (say the guy's name)

he who always knows me when I'm away from my family, he who always wants me. if I need anything.

I. start to depend on him . chirps in the heart

and finally the two people who are in a drunken romance that inaugurated the anniversary of dating. often andi play to kost ela

until at one time ela was invited to go to eat a mall with andi.suntil they arrived at the cafe cafe cafe young people hanging out

"that's a lot of people" chirped ela

andi smiled answering

"of course baby,

this is a place to hang out for young people who are hits".

ela .. answered "ooh so"

with a flat tone while smiling knots

they are cool to see the food menu and some food in his pesen.

they were also involved in serious conversations looking to the future.

"sad you want to marry me?" ask andi

leisurely

ela answered too

"yes, as long as you're successful, I want to

you already have a home and you have your own car

said ela".

" see if later klo I've been working already successful.I'll pick you up to your parents' house and I'll invite you to marry.your parents will agree".

andy answered while laughing

ela responded with a sweet smile

until they talk

then Andi whispered the words into ela's ear.

"did you sacrifice something for me, baby?

our relationship is getting more intimate

and our bond is getting tighter"

"what do you mean?" with a shocked expression

"yes I know what I want. Let us be more intimate."

andi continued with a relaxed tone

"we did what was not appropriate, that is,

like the husband and wife you mean?

ohh noo....

I didn't want to do that before I got married".

" you know what? because a woman's self-esteem will be seen from her chastity

that's the crown he's got". With your face getting angry

"why?

aren't we serious about this relationship?

did I promise to marry you?

so you're afraid dear".andi answered with confidence and held ela's hand

ela was still clamoring not to do it.

until finally the menu is finished and they are ready to go home

arriving from dinner they both stop by his friend's house . and until late at night andi and ela play to your friend's house

deg deg..

ela's heart...

ela starts to fret because time shows at 21:00 while she is still outside with her boyfriend

duuhh I want to say what to father mother kos yes..

as a boarding boy at this hour still with a guy friend . yesterday I made a mistake .

I don't want to disappoint my mother again

(in her mind she asked)

andi surprised ela.

andi said, 'We sleep here huh?

"hah ga ..ga. ga mauu ! ". strictly ela

getting more nervous with surprise

but eventually she gave up on all your requests.

because the reason was too late and it was not good to take him to his boarding house.

ela was first caught in a very painful promiscuity

at midnight ela fell asleep and forced her to have a husband and wife relationship.

relationships that should not be done by children when they are not halal. (married)

ela was forced with all her might .

andi was like a demon.

he stubbornly persisted in wanting to do so..

"awass I don't want you!

iu ga mauu.

this holiness is for my husband..".

and finally we heard the sound of ela

"aaahhhhh. ...

whopping....

sakiitt's sicktt banged"

the more we groaned the pain andi grew more turbulent.

andi also ended it, and he looked satisfied without seeing the response of ela who was so in pain

ela asked to rush home the hostel

"leave me right now to the hostel..

ayoo.." said ela while turning her face to andi.

"andii I hate you

you ruined my crown

you ruined my future ".

sally cursed ela

from the anger ela andi realized .

why am I so evil

why do I break the self-esteem of the woman I love?

why would I do that so much?

aaaahhhh silly me this..

how stupid I am

in your heart while beating your head and **************hair

throughout the journey, he regretted it.

moreover, ela is so sad because her virginity has been snatched the same boy friend who has not long known her

silence a thousand languages ela and andi

all the way there was not a single word said.

I'm sorry, honey.

I promise I won't be like that again.

I just want to prove your love for me

and I promise I will succeed and marry you one day

ela still looked away and spoke a thousand languages

" i don't understand...

you are the same as me....

I'm here at school...

away from my family and I'm here to do something that would put my parents and my extended family to shame.what if my parents knew it".

say ela while geregetana

"you know what you're doing it's been very upsetting.me.l hurt and feel the dirtiest woman tauu gaa?!".

while shouting, she held back the cry

arrive ela and andi at the kostan ela.he delivers until the gate of the boarding gate.the reason to the mother of the hostess .ela bobo in the place of her brother.

upon arrival in the room she cried, she pondered while thinking

god, I have missteps.

forgive me, allah.

I've been caught up in this free association.

ela's cry broke out instantly

I promise I won't be in touch with Andy..

in her heart she whispered

days passed. ela was lost contact with andi. she did not want to know the name andi in her life.

he wanted to focus more on worship and in pursuing his studies a million dreams ela painted.It was clear in his mind that ela wanted to succeed so his parents were proud of him. especially her grandparents who had raised her since childhood

daily life ela in kost an ela fill with learning and worship

occasionally. hangout if his female friends take to play at his boarding house.

and it was time to celebrate the graduation of 3rd grade High School..

beautiful girl with bright skin.it looks so. her gleeful

"haiiii. haii .. thank God we have all graduated.

where are we going to eat? yuks akh's..".

he put it that way

"we eat yuks, deket here aja .we gather before we split up".

(because each of them will definitely split up to continue the lecture again)

will you meet andi. back?

or. when you go to college you find love?

the love that I brought to the wedding?

SERIATE......