Broken Heart Wrenches My Crown

my childhood was bleak

call her ela. little girl who lives with her grandparents in a village. The father of ela's mother went to make a living since ela was born to meet all her needs

ela's mother's father who married young since graduating high school . They were both entangled in the love of monkeys until finally breaking young marriage after High School. yang when he was a baby had to stay to make a living to his two parents.

ela lives in the village with her grandparents.month to month years changed ela was 7 years old when she was scolah SD. his mother and father went back to the village to meet his one2 children.

tok.. tok .. tok..

at the same opening of her grandmother.

grandma call2. elaa elaa. This is your mom's dad coming home son..

ela walked slowly, but she did not recognize her mother's father.

ela called her with the usual name.call her father's name anto and her mother narni. father's mother was surprised why her son like that? though he was very hopeful that his son called him mama papa

ela's mother's father felt very sinful since childhood had left ela and her grandparents alone in the village.

Oh Allah.if I took care of him from a baby, my child would not be like this. (said mama ela)

he doesn't even recognize us as his parents..

day after day her mother's father always seduced her so that she would call with her proper call.

until one day I want to go to school. He was given pocket money with his father . until he ran 2 and chased him. Because he did not want to receive money from his father.

likewise from his mother.

his mother. always. entrust the money to. temen temen ela

make d love to ela.

her grandparents always advised her that she was your parents ela. she gave birth to you. sent money to grandma when she was abroad . It's all for you . imitate your future and meet all your needs.

But ela thought....

Why do they keep me from the baby. don't they want to know how I'm doing

all this time I didn't know what the parents were like and who they were just the names my grandparents used to call

and papa anto

am I a dissident, God..

until. with parents. alone I do not want to recognize and do not accept them. it is difficult to say the word mama papa from these lips.

one time when I first called her mama narni.and mama was so. senengnya.

so did my papa . I call father...

both my parents were very happy because the first time I called it that.

one day I was told to mijitin papa

and papa nawarin all toys .

papa realized all this time.7 years left the child not spoiled with luxury

even the money to buy shoes that have been torn, grandma and grandpa ela can not

school ela wear. shoes that have been torn. and clothes ela was very.

because ela was aware all this time.he was lacking the attention of her mother's father

and always feel alone.

so even ela. often think what he is. an unexpected child?

why am I staying?

why do my parents care for me?

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