Broken Heart Wrenches My Crown

SELF-DISCOVERY

the more Ela thought like that...

it was as if the word in that instinct had already dominated the entire mind and heart of ela

Years changed...

Growing up as a teenager, she is now in middle school (SMP)

The relationship between ela and both parents is still the same as before which does not look as familiar as the relationship of children and parents in general...

And right in the age of ela who was a teenager and entered Junior High . born sister ela. birth sister ela make the relationship ela and her parents more tenuous especially with ela's mother. with the birth of her sister, she increasingly thinks that she really is like far away and not in love.

each malem ela accompanied her mother at home with her baby adek because her mother's house and her grandparents were different

ela always heard her mother say that her baby is her favorite.His one child is in her mind increasingly becoming question after question

so. I'm not in. consider a child the same mother?

so I'm not really his son?

is it not. there is love. affection. in the heart of the second. my parents??

until, in the end, ela graduated from Junior High School

then proceed to High School .

there she lived in her bude house in another town.

3 Hours drive from ela's house

because of the home environment and his relationship with his broken parents, hebawa judih until he attended high school..

young adults he carries the burden in the heart of the conflict of the house, thus forming the personality of ela calm and introvert (closed)

ela could not trust anyone, and she never told her family about any of her problems.

so very closed because it has trauna to the family

her mother was so busy. With her sister growing up she felt alone . as if no one cared.

ela from childhood only. Deket with her grandparents..

grade 3 rise High School.Ela expressed willingness to bude to move places to kost an. ela want to spend.

at the boarding house he roomed himself but more distance to school..

the High School period was a period of transition where he also wanted to try everything he had never done

many people ask him to try new things

like alcohol. cigarettes and hanging out with friends of the opposite sex.

the curiosity of ela was increasingly.become when ela in the bargain alcohol and forced to smoke.

at first I was sure not..

ela ... glekk glekk...

hot and pahitt taste in ela's mouth..

that's alcohol? which people have liked all this time..?

then he tried his cigarette.. .

ssssst.. ssstt. while 3 breaths in the try the cigarette.

and now ela has tried promiscuity.pa father and grandparents ela did not know that the behavior of ela in the place where he demanded the knowledge outside the limits of appropriate teenagers..

at that time the mother and father of kos ela knew her and ela got reprimand . and ela was in his nasehati

contemplate and

ela also realized that what he did was very wrong and wrong.His family in the village must be very disappointed if you know the thing ..

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