Bride Shadow

Uninterested

"I'm sorry to have disappointed Elang mas" Mitha said regretfully. The eagle smiled as he stroked his wife's head.

"It was Mitha's accident, there's no one to blame. Papa and Mama didn't think you'd experience it either. Not that you've been scared of riding a horse from the beginning, but you've been forced to do it too?" Mitha's memory floated on the events ten years ago. He who is still young is not interested in riding at all. Let alone riding it, approaching the brown-furred beast he was afraid. But papa mama who was at that time there was a horse riding event with her colleagues was lured comments by some colleagues who brought her children to participate in order to make Mitha dare to ride a horse. As a result Mitha had to go up despite feeling full of fear. The horse that was originally fine became panicked and ran in no direction when the panicked Mitha repeatedly pulled the reins. Somehow at first, he suddenly slammed and suffered injuries serious enough to be taken to the hospital. Who would have thought his hymen was torn right then and there, along with the skin of his knees, hands and body parts that were bleeding.

"Did you tell me something else?"

"Another thing?" repeat Eagle does not understand. Mitha lifted her body, sitting next to her husband. The eagle that saw him moving quickly placed his head on the lap of his beautiful wife, a position he liked very much.

"Yes, the other thing that's the reason for our marriage." The eagle grabbed Mitha's fingers and placed them on her head. Somehow her lady's gentle caress made her opiate. His gentle rubbing seemed to carry a calm aura that was very reassuring to his heart. She misses Maria who always did it when she was a child. Ahh.remembering the mother made him a nelangsa.

"Buck....."

"hmmmmm..."

"Don't you want to know?" Questions that should not be because the Eagle did not ask for an explanation at all. But deep down he wanted everything to be so bright that there was no burden to come.

"Tell me if you know, but I'm not interested in that at all" said the Eagle indifferently. Didn't like the feeling of messing up a beautiful momet for a past reason that Mitha wanted to reveal. He was quite calm with his life now.

"The doctor said I would have trouble having children because of trauma to the uterine wall. My mom and dad are so worried about my future that they don't want anything bad to happen. Then they forced the Eagle's mas to marry me." There was no surprise or overreaction from the Eagle. The handsome man was still in his position as if he had heard nothing.

"Mas.." call Mitha again, feeling neglected by her husband.

"Hmmmm.." again just cleared his throat lightly like a sleepy person until Mitha felt hopeless. All men do so after getting his release, sleeping.

"Aren't you surprised?" curiosity is hard to hide. For some couples, the presence of a child is important. But this.His husband instead behaved like a duck and considered it a joke or maybe a hallucination.

"Darling, I told you I wasn't interested." replied the lazy eagle. The man moved after his wife, sitting leaning on the head of the bed.

"The reason I married you is because I love you. That'sthat's all. There's nothing else, little girl. And as for what the doctor said, I can't believe one hundred percent either. They only predict, not write destiny. Hard doesn't mean it can't, right? there are still many ways to get offspring, now the modern era of Mith. Don't think too negatively." Mitha looked at the Eagle in astonishment. The man ..why is he this mature? where is the Eagle who always says harshly to him? his head fell back on the Eagle's chest.

"I will not leave you because of a descendant of Mitha. I'm not going to be polygamous just to get it. You know, I've been in Europe long enough. There are many couples who do not even want to have children and live happily. Enjoy what God has given us. We just need to pray that God entrusts a child to us. We did it twice, right?" Mitha's cry broke. Reflex he hugged the Eagle and shed his tears.

"Darling why you're crying hemm..."

"Thank you for marrying me mas.." he said interrupted by a sobbing that never stopped because of haru. Be happy? of course the woman was very happy. The eagle that had been stroking his head pulled him deeper into his arms.

"Without being told by our parents, I will still marry you Paramitha. I won't leave you alone in this world." Mitha cried again and again.

"Don't cry like you've lost me. Better now we start the business." The eagle looked at Mitha's nose which was flushed red from crying.

"I will definitely try mas." said Mitha among the sobbing that began to subside.

"Yes, we're starting now."

"Se...now?" of course Mitha stuttered in shock. Just made love, but her husband has asked for more effort.

"The eagle isn't tired?" confused at last. Not according to the article he read the men will go straight to sleep after making love? why isn't her husband?

"Looking at you like this has made me want you again." replied the Eagle in a heavy voice.

"Mas...mas no longer drink alcohol?"

"You mean powerful medicine?" timidly Mitha nodded. The eagle who had originally only guessed became disintegrated because of the innocent face of his wife.

"Paramitha dear.without medicine I can still make you sigh all night." replied the man full of confidence.