
So much love I gave and everything was sweet. But there is one love that makes this heart more painful. The forbidden love that I should have lost actually thrived without me celebrating. Life is getting bitter and bitter.
~Fahri~
The home is back as it was. It also makes the body passion of the old house elders increasingly visible fitness. The flower buds they keep are now increasingly blooming fragrant spread.
Fahri is now sitting cross-legged, leaning the body on the mango tree which is also a reinforcement of cot legs. He placed both hands behind his neck and closed his eyes perfectly. He's not sleeping. But I'm thinking about something that's happened lately. The closeness of Syafa and Arya is the main trigger that causes his unrest to increase.
At the front of the house, a young man had just parked his motorbike. The man in the dark blue shirt circulated his gaze before being locked by the smile of a girl walking gracefully towards him.
"So come? I don't think you have that much guts!" ledek Syafa's.
"Don't just go see your brother. Even meeting a life-revoking angel I can if it's to get you." Automatic red tinge of blushing covering Syafa's pretty face. The girl gave a shy smile while occasionally lowering her head.
These days they meet in secret. Since the quarrel that caused Syafa and also Fahri still keep their distance until now. But neither Shafa nor Fahri showed that to their mother. The effect has all improved.
"Where is He?" Of course, what he meant was Fahri. Syafa shows the place where Fahri is
"Wouldn't it be better for Sister Dunka to meet Sibu first?"
"That's much better. The rest will be very useful to me."
"All right, let's go in. But it looks like I have to go out to buy some herbs." Shafa paused for a moment. "Sibu feels if his whole body is sore and stiff. Usually it happens when the uric acid goes up."
"It's okay!" Dunka had to smile to make it look all right. In his heart was very tense.
Syafa was so sure that his brother had accepted Dunka. Syafa is convinced of that because Fahri himself said it last night.
Fahri was still in the daydream. Not realizing there are guests.
Flashbacks
"Sister!" Syafa fearfully approached Fahri. One day they kept each other quiet. And it felt so heavy they went. No jokes or teasing. Very torturous. Shafa could not stand it.
There was no reply or just a look in the eye. Fahri threw his face in any direction. Syafa got closer and leaned his head on Fahri's shoulder.
"Don't leave me like this." Lirih Syafa. He put his head on the Big Brother's shoulder. Syafa believes that this is a very powerful way to get sorry.
It feels peaceful. Shafa is very comfortable in this position. Same with Fahri. Honestly, he was very happy. Like in the middle of a flower that blooms. Fahri reached out his hand, gently rubbed Syafa's head, then kissed Syafa's forehead. Down to the cheek.
"So, I'm tired of this." Lirih Fahri kissed Syafa's forehead again. The girl tightened her grip on Fahri's burly arms, a sense of happiness that was immeasurable after the storm hit.
Unlike Fahri who started to tense. She was worried that Syafa could hear her heartbeat. Fahri is increasingly convinced that his feelings have exceeded normal limits.
"Don't be like this, Shafa!" Fahri shook his arm until Syafa was away from him.
"Aren't you still angry?"
"No!" Fahri threw his face away. He did not want his brother to read what he was feeling right now.
"But why did you stay away from me?"
"That's just your feeling. Brother still has other business." Fahri moves but his hand is grabbed by Syafa.
"Sister! May I ask for happiness from you?" Fahri looked at his sister's face.
'Even the whole world and its contents I will give without you asking, Syafa!' inner Fahri.
"Sister! Can I?" Fahri finally chose to nod confidently.
"Let me marry Brother Dunka!" Shafa lowered his head timidly and also scared. Occasionally peek at her brother's reaction with her tail.
As if not on the ground, Fahri felt the world had collapsed and shattered into pieces. What is this feeling? Shouldn't he be happy? Her sister has found her life partner. Why are there only wounds? And don't want to share his sister with another man.
"I love Brother Dunka!" say Shafa again. Can her sister understand her feelings just a little? Can he ask to be destined to be someone else and be a match for Syafa?
"Sister!Brother why?"
"What?"
"Bak brother's eyes are reddening! Brother is like...!"
"No! Brother is okay! Sister just.just want you to be happy." Shafa wiped his hair trembling. He got up from his seat. But before actually leaving, Fahri flipped his body.
"Have Dunka come to see me."
"For!"
"Whoever wants to take you away from me, he must face me." Either as a brother or as a person who feels lost. Fahri smoothly said those words. And the goal is to convince his heart that Syafa will he off with the person he thinks is right.
"Thank you, brother!" So happy just reflex Syafa stood up and hugged Fahri. Do not hesitate to give a kiss on the cheek.
"Sister is the best. I'll get him here by tomorrow."
This emotional error cannot continue.
Flashback off
"Famey!"
Fahri's eyes instantly widened perfectly. The tense face of Dunka he first saw. Dunka stood right in front of him. Fahri gasped but was then able to control himself. His face turned calm.
"You...!"
"Can I sit down?" Fahri is allowed with a hand code.
"I'm sorry, also for my indecency with Syafa. That's all I do because I mean it to Shafa."
Fahri raised the corner of his lips.
"Men like you are nothing more than losers."
Fahri glanced at Dunka's clenched hands. Apparently he was holding back anger. Sure oes. Fahri's words must have hurt his heart.
"Whatever you're accusing. But my heart has kept only one name and that's just Syafa."
"On what basis do you want Syafa. She's just a pretty old country girl."
"No! Syafa is a simple girl who is alluring. He's so mesmerizing with his innocence." Surely Dunka did not hesitate to praise Syafa in front of Fahri. "And all I've done so far is for Syafa. Since childhood I have admired him. And as I grew older, I kept myself grounded. Become a successful person while waiting for Syafa to grow. Now, I want her. And I should have asked for your blessing. Even being told to prostrate would I do."eat Dunka
"Don't you tell me everything, Sibu?"
"But not yet to you. You are the true guardian of Shafa."
'Why does it feel ridiculous in the ears. Can Fahri change position to become Dunka in order to love Syafa like the lover?'
"I will not be a guardian in your marriage." Firm Fahri. Dunka was stunned for a moment. Isn't the big brother the real guardian for his little sister?
"Why?"
"please! Didn't you say you were told to prostrate you'd do it?"
Deg
"Don't delay, Brother!"
To be continued