
"Son Dunka, you better go home first." Mother stopped Dunka's steps with words. Dunka had no power to hold back when he saw half of his heart being treated badly. Shafa's shopping bag he tote after pulling the bike near the cot. Dunka put it there. The pain in his cheeks he ignored.
Syafa limped following Fahri's wide steps. His movements showed compulsion when he entered the house. The dumps in his eyes were a sign that he was in revolt against his brother's actions. "Sister, we didn't do anything. We just..."
"What only? Just doing indecent acts on the street. Aren't you ashamed to see so many people, huh?" Syafa silently looked down with tears on his cheeks. I don't know why Fahri couldn't hold back his anger this time. And for the first time Fahri was so angry just because Syafa took a photo with another man.
Dunka who heard clearly their debate felt very guilty. He should not impose his will. But what power. The love that had been ingrained in the heart since they were children, provoked him to act
"Sorry, but Brother Dunka just helped me out?"
"Help?" decih Fahri while pushing Syafa's body to the bed. Now they were in Shafa's room.
"Help make you like the wild girl out there? Huh yeah?" Fahri's hands rest on both sides of Syafa's shoulders. Fahri's sharp eyes pierced to the heart. Shafa doesn't know how to deal with it. All he had in mind was the desire to say honesty.
"Son Dunka was helping me when I fell." Unfortunately, the explanation was stuck in the throat. Syafa was unable to say as he looked into the sharp eyes of Fahri who was like a starving eagle.
"First he seduced you. Then touch yourself and after that..." Fahri closed his eyes, rising up like a frustrated man grabbed his own hair "What if he just used you? Don't you think about that?" Gripped by Syafa's shoulder just sat on the edge of the bed. Until the owner shuddered in horror and fear.
"Yes.k! Brother Dunka, you are such a person" Syafa denied in despair. Her voice sucked.
Syafa was so shocked by the change in attitude of her brother. Any anger Fahri, never once snapped it even to the point of being rude. Fahri's index finger hangs right in Syafa's face, but then the fingers clench and punch the edge of the bed right next to Syafa's. The girl went to snort, holding back the rumbling of her chest that was getting clenched in a heartbreaking sobbing. Fear dominates.
Fahri remembers that Dunka was still outside. He rushed to see her.
"Go you!" He was thrown out when he faced Dunka. Syafa was still in shock sitting quietly in the room.
"Mary...!" Dunka doesn't want any misunderstandings. He also did not want Syafa to have any trouble just because of meeting him. Dunka will explain the truth and apologize. That's what's in the brain.
"You...! Don't you ever see Syafa again." Fahri pulls Dunka's t-shirt until the owner staggers forward, then hits it hard.
"Ngger, Son! Don't do this. Solve the problem well. Find out what the truth is." Mom clasps her son's arm her son's arm.
"Go!"
Dunka slowly got up. Mom gave her the code to leave. After thinking for a moment, Dunka decided to go home. It is free to explain something to someone who is angry.
"Control yourself, Ngger!" Fahri just breezed past his mother without wanting to answer a word. The face of the twilight was increasingly fragile.
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A few days passed without happiness. Each one was submerged in their own thoughts. Fahri still silences Syafa despite repeatedly apologizing.
Shafa thought if it was a big crime? Isn't that normal? But why Fahri got so angry.
Is Fahri still mad at you? A WhatsApp message from Dunka made Syafa's heart even more uncertain. His finger lentiknya powerless resist the desire of the heart to immediately type.
Yep! That's so!
Do I need to come and explain everything?
Syafa just read it without answering. He was in a state of turmoil and wanted the matter to be resolved soon. Shafa put his phone on the table.
"What should I do, Sibu?" Syafa is now in the living room where her mother is sitting in a rattan chair. Her head was on my mother's lap. Slowly the old hand rubbed Syafa's hair. Her mouthpiece was like magic that cast spells of strength and tranquility.
"Prophey! Your brother is a hard man. But really his heart was actually so soft. The desire to take care of yourself exceeds his own sane sense. He loves you to forget his own limits. Patience, Nduk. We wait until his heart is calm."
Syafa sighed heavily. Fahri was the toughest punishment for him. Normally, no matter how angry her brother was, it would still speak even if it was less than it should. And this time, don't talk, just look at Fahri reluctantly.
"Mom wants to ask for my forgiveness?" Looking up pleading with all disjointedness. The mother gently stroked Syafa's cheek, but the hand was held by her daughter and then kissed her as if asking for her will to be granted.
"Mom will try it later!" Steady Mother tore down all the burdens that were squeezing on Shafa's shoulders.
When night falls. Mom was in Fahri's room. Syafa slowly sneaks around to steal what they're talking about.
"Sommy wants me to what?"
"The warmth of this house is back. Sibu wants you to make up. Sibu's heart aches to see you silent in the flames of anger. Take control of it, Ngger. Do not let the fire burn you slowly and spread devouring the whole house."
Fahri remained silent for a moment. It was hard for him to dispute his mother's words. He also did not understand his own heart. His mind wanted Syafa to be happy, but his heart did not want to share Syafa with anyone.
"Syafa forgot me, Sibu!"
I understand, Fahri said that because Syafa lately no longer obeyed his words so as not to meet with Arya.
"It was just a coincidence, Ngger. Shafa cannot hurt your feelings. He has great respect for you and also obeys your orders." Fahri raised his head, staring for a moment at the old net which implied honesty, shade and confidence.
"Syafa is not a child anymore that you always restrain his will. She also deserves to live a life like a teenage girl." Gluing Fahri's shoulder. The man immediately lowered his head back as if a piece of diamond was lying there. But his mind far weighed both good and bad the decisions he would take later.
"Ngger, maybe it's time. You are an adult, there are times when you also have to start a new life with your soul mate."
Fahri's heart was pinched. In her dictionary, she lives only to serve the Mother and side by side with her beloved sister. But it turns out that the laws of nature are not in favor of his desires.
"Don't do this, Ngger. Sibu is sad." The originally soft and calm voice now implied an emergency. The old hand was trembling. Fahri began to realize his mistake. Soon he took the old hand and harbored all the desires that he thought could make his mother worse.
"I'm sorry, Sibu!" Fahri slit his body in front of the Mother's lap. He stuck his head helpless. His heart was so troubled and troubled.
"Why aren't you heartened, Ngger? Sibu knows your immortality. But Sibu also understands your sister's immortality. Sibu wants the best for you. But if you yourself split the distance. Sibu can what?" Unable to hear his mother's complaint. Shafa also went to the mother's lap.
"I'm sorry too, Sibu!"
Silent
Syafa and Fahri looked up at each other, both staring at each other with intangible gazes.
Seriate....