
The tense atmosphere felt on the terrace of Intan's contract. Nature also seems to support the atmosphere felt on the terrace that is not how wide it is, the sky is dark without the light of stars and the moon that adorn.
Aji's gaze was fixed on the figure of the girl before him. He was still in shock after hearing the long words spoken from those thin lips.
"Say it clearly, Tan! what made you unable to marry me?" ask Aji to confirm Intan's answer once again.
"I am a girl who is not a virgin anymore" Intan said in a trembling voice, he lowered his head because he could not afford to look at the clear lake in front of him.
Aji was stunned after hearing Intan's confession. The flowers in his heart began to fall because of disappointment. Her heart suddenly claustrophobic because it can not accept the reality.
"No! no way!" Aji shook his head while staring at the increasingly vibrating body before him.
"You're lying to me, aren't you?" Aji still could not accept the reality that happened.
"That's how I am, Gus!" Intan straightened her head to look at Aji.
Aji took a step back from before Intan. Highlight the eyes that were once full of love and love, now as if lost carried by the night wind, leaving the eyes of disappointment.
"Why Tan? why can't you take care of her for me?" ask Aji in a regretful tone.
Aji rubbed her face rough when she saw Intan just shut up. Tears are the answer to Aji's question. The girl seemed unable to say her great sin in front of the man she loved all this time.
"Say! how many times have you committed adultery?" hardik Aji while staring at Intan full of anger.
Intan just shook her head, she was completely unable to say anything in front of Aji. Her tears flowed more and more to her cheeks.
"Do you not know that adultery is a great sin! are you not afraid that God will punish you in Hell?" Aji suddenly growled to see Intan who had been mired so deep in this abyss full of thorns.
"Enough! enough Gus!" Intan looked at Aji with eyes full of anger.
"Why?" sahut Aji with a sharp look, "you just realized if your sin is too great to God? or you start to remember that God has hell to punish sinners!" said Aji who made Intan widen his eyes.
"Enough! don't mention heaven and hell before me, Gus!" yell Intan. Fortunately, his contract was far from the neighbors, so no one heard his voice.
"I knew that Gus was a man who obeyed God! but Gus has no right to rebuke a sinner like me! heaven and hell belong to God!" Intan berated Aji without the slightest fear.
"We are just a people. So, it is not appropriate for Gus to be a committee of heaven or hell! gus should have known about this! but why would Gus rebuke me like that!" Intan looked at Aji with mixed feelings
Aji was stunned to hear Intan's words. There was a tingling feeling in his heart when he saw that sad look wrapped in great anger. Aji was unable to deduce anything at this moment, only a feeling of anger and disappointment was controlling her heart.
"I'm really disappointed in you, Tan!" said Aji in a lower voice. He could not bear to see the body trembling before him.
"I know and I understand that Gus must be disappointed!" intan said with a breath that was stinged because of the rumble that was inside the chest, "Then from that, I was honest before we went any further!" intan said while squeezing his hijab hanging on da-da.
Aji turned her face the other way. He refused, to stare at the roar of tears streaming down from the round eyes. It felt, all the trust that was in him for Intan, gone was gone somewhere.
Aji turned her eyes towards Intan. However, all that did not last long, because Aji was reluctant to see the sweet face filled with tears.
"I'm sorry, I can't go ahead with this wedding plan! I have not been able to accept the fact that the heaven I have, ever felt by another man," said Aji without looking at Intan.
Deg. His heart stopped beating after hearing the painful speech, which came out of the lips of the man he loved so much. Pain, that's what Intan feels right now, all Aji's words really make his heart break into pieces.
"Didn't Gus want to hear an explanation from me?" tanya Intan after a moment of silence.
"No! I don't want to hear anything anymore!" Aji stepped foot without excuse or saying goodbye.
Intan stared at the back which slowly started to move away from him. There is a huge sense of disappointment when you see the attitude shown by Aji. It is completely destroyed at this time.
"Is this what you call real love?" yelling Intan to make Aji stop his steps, "I am very disappointed, it turns out that people like Gus, not completely can be trusted! If it ends up like this, then what does the heartfelt love that Gus once said to me mean?" intan said with a flat face expression.
Aji turned her body. He stared at the dumbstruck Intan on the porch. Everything Intan says is like a bullet stuck into his heart.
"Love it ...." Aji had to stop her speech because suddenly Intan interrupted her.
"That's enough! don't say anything more! tonight the man I believe has lost with the love in his heart!" intan said with an increasingly passionate anger.
Brak!! the rented door was tightly shut after Intan slammed it. He left Aji alone in his rented yard. Intan does not care anymore with Aji who is currently still outside.
Aji was stunned to see Intan's attitude towards him. He stood up as he looked at the tightly shut door, a feeling of guilt slowly creeping through his heart. But all that happened, the rice has become porridge.
"I should get out of here soon," Aji muttered as she stepped towards her car.
Aji leaves Intan's residence. He drove his car somewhere, which is certain the road he went through was not the way back to visit his contract. Aji is devastated after knowing the truth about Intan.
The pain in Aji's heart may not be comparable to that felt by Intan. The sense of regret, disappointment and hurt mixed into one, making his da-da even more crowded because of all the excruciating taste.
"Blame it if I want a holy wife?" murmured Aji while bowing his head on the steering wheel of his car. The white car stopped at the edge of the city park in the Ciputat area.
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