Black Heaven
Thorn in the heart,
"Who are the kids at home with?" sholeh asked when welcoming Nida in the hospital lobby.
"I put it in my mom's house, Dad!" nida said in a low voice.
Yes, Nida arrived in Surabaya right when the dhuhur adhan reverberated. He was picked up by Aslam at his house after this morning Sholeh asked him to come to meet Firda in Surabaya. After thinking long and knowing the illness suffered by his wife, Sholeh finally decided to contact Nida and tell the circumstances that befell his first wife.
Sholeh was really devastated after a specialist in diseases visited this morning. The doctor delivered the results of laboratory examinations when Firda arrived at this hospital. Firda suffers from chronic peptic ulcers, not only that ... Firda also experienced cirrhosis (severe damage to the liver or commonly called stage three damage). Therefore his heart was steady to bring Firda to meet with Nida, he thought maybe with this Firda more eager to heal.
"O Allah .. Why does Firda hurt so much!" nida muttered after hearing Sholeh's explanation as they walked towards Firda's room.
After passing through the hospital corridor they finally reached the fifth floor, where Firda's hospital room was located. Aslam himself did not want to come in, he preferred to wait in the canteen or in the hospital mosque. He just wanted to make room for Sholeh and his two wives.
"Assalamualaikum ..." said Nida after Sholeh opened the door.
Firda turned her gaze towards the door when she heard her honeyed voice. She was stunned when she saw the beautiful face standing by her husband's side, "waalaikumsalam ..." said Firda in a soft voice.
Firda's eyeballs followed Nida who was walking to where she was at the moment. Her heart was racing as Nida sat in the chair on the right side of her bed.
"How are you?" firda asked after Nida sat down and looked at her.
"My news is fine, ma'am. How's Madam Firda doing?" asked Nida in a soft-sounding voice.
Sholeh was just silent on the left side of Firda's bed, he was observing the interaction of his two wives. This is the second time Firda and Nida have met after Firda proposed to Nida for Sholeh.
"Mi, he said there's something to say." Sholeh reminded Firda about the chat last night.
Firda glanced at Sholeh at a glance, her lips still locked and her eyelids kept flashing, it seemed like she was stringing words to convey to Nida.
"Nida .. Can I ask you something?" asked Firda after a moment of silence. Now, the look in his eyes could not be separated from the beautiful figure that was at his side.
"please, Ma'am! I will definitely fulfill the request of Mbak Firda as long as I can for that matter" replied Nida with a very sweet smile.
Firda let out a long sigh, her eyes started to dew as her heart felt heavy to say everything. He knew that everything in his mind should not be said at this moment, but his heart could not bear all the feelings.
"Nida .. I will still fight to recover for the sake of children even though my illness is this severe! but if in the middle of the road I struggle it turns out that God wrote another destiny ..." Firda stopped his words, tears kept flowing from his eyes.
"More details .. If after this I have to return to the bosom of the Creator, then I leave all my children to you. Think of my four children as your biological children because they are also the flesh and blood of Sholeh!" firda said with a trembling voice. He could not imagine the fate of his children.
The gazes of Sholeh and Nida's eyes flashed, they were both stunned after hearing the long sentence that Firda had just spoken. Sholeh grabbed Firda's hand and clasped the cold hand.
"you're definitely cured, Mi! don't say all that. We can certainly age together to accompany children to grow up to be successful people." Sholeh tried to comfort his first wife.
"Yes, it's true, Bi. I also have the same desire as Abi but who can fight against the fate of the Power, Bi?" ask Firda while looking at Sholeh.
Sholeh just shook his head slowly, he could not answer the question from Firda. His eyes also dewed because of the feeling that was burning in his chest. Sad, maybe that is what enveloped Sholeh's heart at this time.
"Bak must be spirit healed! Allah must have given the cure to Mbak Firda" said Nida after touching Firda's hand.
Firda smiled wryly at Sarah's words. He himself was not sure if he could be free from this pain. The pain that started from the loss of attention of the husband due to his spoiled whimper.
A faint smile rose from Firda's lips as the two people by her side nodded their heads. Firda stared at the ceiling of the hospital room he was currently occupying.
"I really hope for you, Nida .. be a good mother to my children later. Don't let my kids lack the affection and attention of her Abi like I—because it feels so painful, Nida!" firda lamented with tears that were relentlessly dripping.
Sholeh raised one eyebrow after hearing a long sentence spoken from the wife's lips. He refrained from remaining silent before his wife finished taking out everything buried in his heart.
"I know you and Mas Sholeh had the same feeling before I got married to Mas Sholeh. I'm sorry that my presence made you have to get rid of the love you have, but ...." Firda turned her gaze to look at Nida who was pecking at his side.
"I'm innocent in this. I am only carrying out my obligation to obey my parents, so I accept the arranged marriage that my parents have agreed to and abah,"
"the household I went through did start without love but the longer love was present between us after the birth of the first child." Firda looked at Sholeh with disappointed eyes.
"Somehow at first, I was surprised when Mas Sholeh asked me for permission to marry you! at first I did not agree but after I spoke with my teacher first about polygamy, I finally agreed to propose you to be Mas Sholeh's second wife" Firda said, staring at Nida.
An uneasy feeling began to greet Nida's heart as Firda stopped her speech. He was preparing his heart to hear the cry of Firda's heart all this time.
"At that time I was sure that Mas Sholeh was fair in dividing things for me and you, Nida! including his love and attention but the truth is that it's all just wishful thinking!" firda's tears were increasingly flowing profusely when recalling all her suffering during this time.
"after the birth of my fourth son, Mas Sholeh increasingly looked unfair. He pays more attention to you and lets me take care of the kids alone. I was ignored just like that..Even Mas Sholeh never knew if I was sick," Firda was more and more embarrassed when conveying this.
Sholeh clasped Firda's hand, as if he had been slapped a thousand times after hearing the grievance felt by Firda. He was too late to realize that.
"i know that you often send messages to Mas Sholeh when Mas Sholeh's schedule is with me. Even I know if you complain of headaches and tell Mas Sholeh to come see you .. You shouldn't have done all that, Nida! you should realize that you cross your boundaries! you want to have Mas Sholeh alone!"
"We are both women! imagine if you were in my position? can you resist the feeling of not being envious? can you accept polygamy if your husband is unfair to you? I don't think you'll be able to, Nida!" finally Firda pulled out all the thorns that were tormenting his heart.
Tears were unceasingly dripping from Nida's eyes. He did not expect that his long attitude had hurt Firda. For some reason after hearing everything Firda said, he felt slapped and felt guilty. From all the long explanations spoken by Firda, he could conclude that he was the cause of Firda being like this.
"I'm sorry, Ma'am! sorry ... sorry! all this time I was not aware that my attitude had made Mbak Firda become like this," said Nida with a voice that shook because her crying broke while hugging Firda's body. He was crying over Firda's trembling shoulders.
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