Big Boss Love (Ken's Book)

I Want to Die

Ken came home with a face of sumringah, actually his work is now very profitable for him. He comes home during the day and can do one of his hobbies, take a nap.

But this time he didn't want to sleep, he wanted to see Ruby to talk about something.

Tok, tok, tok !! He knocked on Ruby's bedroom door, long time no answer.

Brak, brak, brak !!! This time he hit the door hard, deliberately to make his sister-in-law annoyed. Imagining the face of his sister-in-law who would open the door in annoyance made him giggle himself.

" Why ? " The look on Ruby's face was exactly what Ken had imagined.

" Maybe it's because my sister was so happy to tease you, your angry look was really something "Keel Ken teased Ruby.

" Hello Dad ? No. I just want to... " Ruby replies to Ken by pretending to call his father-in-law.

" Ei "Ken immediately snatched away Ruby's phone that was stuck in her ear.

" You've been like the buffalo king's demon for a long time, you can't joke around "Ken sneered at Ruby's cynicism.

" What's up ? " Task Ruby without saying anything.

" Let's go for a walk "Take Ken with his head slightly tilted.

Ruby then follows Ken from behind. Seeing Ken whistling cheerfully can be sure because the car will be back soon.

They went out into the courtyard, in front of the fountain, towards Ruby's favorite wooden bench. Ken immediately sat himself on the wooden bench and patted the empty spot beside him.

" Cih, what a walk, I thought you would treat me good food "Cibir Ruby who turned out Ken just took her around the house.

" You're not gonna crave weird anymore, are you ? Because now this isn't a story about you, it's a story about me, so don't spoil my story "Ken answered Ruby threateningly.

" Alright, alright "Ruby answered lazily, Ken is really chatty.

" Sister where do you know Kiran ? " Task Ken with a serious face.

" Kiki ? He was my friend when I was working as a night dishwasher at the club "Ruby answered in surprise because Ken was questioning Kiran.

" Kiki ? His name is Kiran "Ken, and Ruby's words are correct.

" It's just as good as if I've met him, but I forgot. As I recall she used to have long hair "Ken was like trying to remember the past.

" Yes I know, but I call him Kiki. I think he cut his hair when he moved out of town. Why ? Is there anything ? " Task Ruby curiously.

" She's a strange girl, how can you be friends with her "Ken replied horribly.

" Weird ? Strange what ? She used to be "Ruby was more astonished to hear Ken's judgment.

" You know today he's acting like a possessed man, and screaming like a madman, do you think he's sane ? " Tanya Ken enthusiastically.

" really ? I met him a few days ago, he's fine, normal as always. I actually see it a little differently now. She used to be a cheerful and silly girl like you, but last time I met her she was more reserved, but I think the rest of her was just plain "Ruby explained the details.

" I think he wants to keep his image alone, considering he is now a teacher major, maybe he wants to be an authoritative teacher "Ruby nodded his head to express his opinion.

" Hey if he's worked at a club, that means he knows me, doesn't it ? Because at least I was the 2nd most important person in the club "Ken answered confidently.

" Maybe, but why are you so interested in Kiki, does she make you flutter ? " Task Ruby curiously.

" Thump what is it ? He pissed me off half to death, knew me but pretended like he didn't know me, made me look like I was a pervert who would pounce on him at any moment if he let his guard down, to the point of having to keep such a distance "Ken sneered.

" I don't know if I also felt something was wrong with him, he used to be very chatty, but now he's very quiet. When I met her with Rai, she just kept quiet the whole time, bowing her head. But when Rai leaves us, she's like she's back to being herself, chatty and humorous "Ruby reveals her assessment of Kiran.

" Why did he move out of town ? " Pursue Ken curious.

" I don't know, the last time I worked as a dishwasher she didn't go to work, then Rai took me home to be his wife, after which I was locked up here, and then I got stuck here, and trying to reach him but his number is off, he's like he's disappeared in the earth. Suddenly she called me at the barbeque party the other day, told me she was back here and wanted to see me "Ruby explained to Ken.

" How long and how far have you known him ? " Pick Ken.

" It wasn't long for about a year and a half. If only he hadn't moved on and disappeared maybe about 2 years. She lives with her mother, just the two, because her widowed mother "Ruby remembers information about Kiran.

" It was strange but she received a call from her mother and then became hysterical "Ken muttered to himself.

" What ? " Task Ruby because seeing Ken muttering is unclear.

" Ah no, I just felt something was strange with her, something she was hiding "Ken explained to Ruby.

" As she was, I'll ask her later when I meet her again "Ruby pats Ken's shoulder gently.

Meanwhile, Kiran who had arrived at her boarding house immediately opened the door and entered inside. The hostel is not so spacious, consisting of 2 rooms, and one bathroom. Kiran immediately headed to her bed, placed her bag originally on the floor and then removed her shirt buttons to change.

But suddenly he felt someone was watching him, staring at him sharply from behind. Kiran is frozen still.

" He is not real, he is not real, he is not real... " Kiran just kept saying that sentence over and over again while closing his eyes. Cold sweat drenched his forehead.

With all his remaining energy he turned his head quickly towards the back. He then fell down with a loud sigh of relief. Then fold his knees and curl up on the floor. Crying so much.

The hallucinations get worse, and make the panic attacks worse.

After crying for a long time, she searched inside her bag, the medicine the doctor prescribed for her. Walk towards the mini kitchen on the other side of his room, fetch water hurriedly and immediately take his medicine.

The rest of her sobbing was still heard, with staggering steps she walked towards the bathroom, sat under the shower and flushed her body with cold water.

" Dirty bottom, I have to wash clean, wash clean, not left "He just keeps muttering with blank eyes.

Wash all the clothes he uses, brushing them repeatedly. And crying again in between her hands that kept washing.

" Aaaarrrgggghhh "His cry filled the small bathroom space, he threw away his clothes, ruffled the rows of soap and shampoo lined up neatly in the bathroom hangers.

" I want to die "The screeching then, and the silent atmosphere after, only her sobs rang out among the splashing sounds of water from the falling shower soaked her body.