Big Boss Love (Ken's Book)

Cowardly

Ken helped Kiran stand up, he felt very happy to see Kiran again. Especially now Kiran looks so beautiful in a casual dress.

" I guess you're not coming ? " Ken asked indifferently, pretending not to be too excited when meeting Kiran.

" Yes, I was seasick on the boat, so until I went straight to the toilet, now my stomach was very uncomfortable " Kiran replied weakly and rubbed her stomach which was still nauseous, her face looking very pale.

" You're so reckless, you should have told me, we could take a helicopter together "Ken's pissed at seeing Kiran neglecting his own health.

" Let's treat "Ken pulled Kiran's hand, led her to her room to treat Kiran.

But just a few steps, Kiran suddenly stopped, she let go of the hand that Ken held to hold her mouth that wanted to vomit again.

" Huek "Kiran felt nauseous but could still endure it, his face looking increasingly pale. One hand rubbed his stomach that felt nauseous.

Ken who saw that immediately wrapped his hands around Kiran's shoulders to lead her to the toilet.

" Huek "Kiran still feels very nauseous and wants to vomit.

" You okay ? " Ken asked concernedly to Kiran, she patted Kiran's back gently.

" I'm dizzy and nauseous "Kiran answered softly.

" I know, that's what it's like "Ken's trying to cheer Kiran up.

And rubbed Kiran's stomach which felt nauseous. And keep leading him to the toilet.

All of the scene after scene was witnessed by Mr. Tomy, a new math teacher, who was going to his room, but because he saw Ken and Kiran, he didn't come through and just peeked out from behind the wall, eavesdropping more precisely.

Jesus !! What was that ? Ms. Kiran is nauseous and Mr. Ken is...

Mr. Tomy who witnessed it was only able to gawk, covered his mouth with his hands so as not to scream, seeing the unexpected event with his own eyes.

His mind churned between believing and not, between fear and wanting to gossip. The debate between the devil and his angels began, if he gossiped of course it would be great news, but he also had to prepare for the consequences if it was discovered, he said, he had to face off against such an unforgiving Clan. And in the end he decided to investigate the news first before deciding whether or not it would be gossip. He immediately returned to the group of teachers who were in the resort courtyard.

While Kiran who was done with her vomit came out of the women's toilet, Ken who was waiting for her by leaning against the wall immediately straightened his back as soon as he saw Kiran.

" Have you done it ? " Say worried.

" Yes but I'm still a little dizzy, I want to rest but I don't know where my room is "Kiran answered limp.

" Then go to my room first, I will ask the committee you are in the room where "Bawar Ken to Kiran.

" No, I'll just ask Joni where my room is "Reject Kiran smooth but still hold her stomach which is still very nauseous.

" Why so stubborn, I won't mess around, if you don't believe I'll just take you to the front door and then I'll go "Ken answered annoyedly, his tone started to rise but Kiran just fell silent and looked at Ken with her pale face.

I don't trust you, I just don't want my feelings to grow out of control.

Kiran shook her head against her current unrelenting feeling of being near Ken.

But Ken moved faster, he did not wait for Kiran's reply and immediately pulled Kiran's hand to follow him. They walk through the hallway to Ken's special room.

The room is almost the same as the one in Ruby first, only with a different view angle.

Ken pulled Kiran towards the large sofa that was in the room.

" Wait a minute, I'll have the waiter prepare food and medicine for you "Ken quickly grabbed the phone plane in the room and called the resort manager, Ken, ordered him to bring food and special medicines for seasickness.

Before long 2 maids came by pushing a trolley containing a variety of foods, ranging from steaks to refreshing fruits, not to forget also some traditional warming drinks to relieve nausea due to motion sickness.

" Have eaten, consider this one of my responsibilities as a principal to his subordinates, if you are sick I will also be bothered later " Ken replied indifferently as well as annoyed that Kiran was so stubborn.

The two of them eat in silence, clumsy each other, making Ken even more misbehaved, he wants his relationship with Kiran to return to what it used to be.

" Why are you avoiding me ? " Tanya Ken suddenly, she already couldn't hold back any longer. Now it was too late to feel the prestige of each other.

" I did not avoid "Kiran answered casually, and still ate the fruit salad that was in front of him.

" If you're not avoiding why don't you send me a message at all ? " Pursue Ken did not accept, he felt he had to finish everything today.

" What message should I send you ? " Task Kiran plainly.

" You're not trying to explain our misunderstanding ? " Task Ken annoyed.

" Misunderstanding ? What misunderstanding ? " Tanya Kiran was getting confused.

Ken who felt his frustration culminating in his crown could no longer bear it.

" You... So all this time you didn't feel the need to straighten things out ? No need to confirm anything ? " Task Ken with a half-scream.

" No "Kiran shook his head casually.

" So you don't have any feelings for me ? " Cecar Ken can't believe it, he's sure Kiran likes him too, but he doesn't know why he rejected Ken.

Sure enough Ken's guess, Kiran fell silent not answering and lowered her face, avoiding Ken's sharp gaze that was currently trying to investigate her.

Seeing Kiran's reaction he's getting more and more confident to get Kiran.

" I don't understand why you rejected me, but all I know is that you liked me too "Ken continued to interrogate Kiran, and Kiran remained silent.

" If you keep quiet, I don't care anymore, I'll be reckless. At the closing campfire tonight I will express my feelings in front of everyone "Tampering Ken, because he believes Kiran really likes him too.

" No !! " Kiran answered quickly.

" Why ? Why can't I do it in front of everyone ? " Tanya Ken is getting more confident.

" Ken, come on, are you gonna try this hard ? Stop, i... " Kiran dodged stammeringly, he did not prepare himself for this kind of debate before.

" No, I won't stop, I'll keep chasing you until you like me too "Ken insisted and stayed firm on his stance.

" I don't dislike you, it's just... " Kiran answered in a hurry, but he subconsciously expressed his feelings.

" Just what ? " Cut Ken fast, he felt his state was already above the clouds, the cornered Kiran was getting more agitated.

" I'm better, I'll excuse myself to go out first "Kiran decided to end this debate by running away, he's no longer able to handle Ken.

Ken had not been able to prevent it, Kiran had already reached the door and opened it quickly and ran out. With a breath of breath he hid behind a large pot in the resort hallway.

Yes you're right Kiran, you're right, don't accept her feelings, you won't be able to hold on.

Kiran regulated her breathing by patting her chest softly.

All of Ruby's disdain about being Rai's wife is back in her brain, how cruel the women out there are who have the heart to create an anti-fans club account just to give bad comments about Ruby, he said, they are like detectives who find out about Ruby to the roots and make it into material to further undermine Ruby.

" It's not that I never thought about replying to them, when I tried to meet them, it turns out that they were still a student or a young mother who just had a baby, and if I retaliate, it's the same as destroying the student's future or even destroying the future of that innocent baby, because you know Rai doesn't tolerate retribution when it comes to me. I told myself many times that I would be fine, I would be happy, but in fact it could not be easily done, who am I trying to lie to ? I myself am not okay, wherever I go, every eye is always watching me, waiting for me to make the slightest mistake, and then make it insulting material on social media, or slam me behind my back. You know, it hurt "Ruby's words while telling her on the bench of the mansion park still vividly remembered in Kiran's head, and Kiran is indeed a coward unprepared for such a big consequence of loving Ken.

" I'm sorry Ken, I'm not as strong as Ruby who can withstand the bad comments of people out there. I'm more fragile and I'm a bad person, you deserve someone better than me, I don't want you to be so good at looking bad just for liking the wrong person " Kiran muttered softly with tears streaming down her cheeks, she wiped her tears and left the hall to meet the outbound committee.