BIASED

CANDID

Morning sunlight adds spirit to the soul to do the routine. The sound of two-wheeled and four-wheeled vehicle horn as if to be my escort step to immediately leave for school. Seen in ordinary places already waiting for my subscription public transportation as a vehicle.

“Halo morn Sir?,” My greeting to Mr Driver who has been very familiar with my voice.

“Eh mas Bias.. early in the morning too, oya earlier mas Bino send greetings. He said he did not go to school today” replied Mr. Driver with a little shout.

“Hemmm... Want to skip where else is the child. “ my murmur.

“Oyaya sir , it's normal that pak” I replied.

Seeing the entrance clock getting faster, I rushed my feet into the public transport, as usual without looking left right I immediately sat in a chair near the door.

“Ayooo sprawl sir ? Later you” Tegurku to Pak Driver to immediately start the engine and leave for school.

“Lah is too late also ga papa mas, there will be his friend in dalem “ replied Mr. Driver with a bit of a crybaby.

I slightly frowned; “mean?” In heart. I tried to turn my head, and it turned out that right beside me was sitting someone I had never seen in my entire life on a public transport.

“Keylia ??” I reflexively called his name.

“Iya mas,” a thin smile with a little nod showing.

“What the hell is this !!!” I said in my heart.

As if getting a doorprize my heart immediately thumped, my adrenaline was increasing, my soul spirit was like increasing 1000% from before. I kept holding a smile to keep it looking authoritative; although I actually wanted to scream so excitedly.

The sound of a burning car engine breaks the cold atmosphere that occurs. Incidentally, there are only a few passengers who are on the bus.

“Keylia..” I tried to reopen the conversation.

“Key is enough mas, so it's not awkward” he replied in a polite tone.

“Eh Yes, Key... Hehe... Tumben rose this” Pleasant question but a little curious came out of my mouth.

“Why ask that? Don't like to see me?” The answer.

“Neg...engggg... I mean usually are you escorted by a private car, why should you ride this ?” I asked back.

“Mas, sometimes I think why keep pretending not to know. Isn't this what we wanted?” with complete confidence he answered.

It was in my mind how mature he was with some of the answers and behaviors I had just seen now. For a moment of silence, I looked at her face as if I were talking wordlessly to her that I loved her.

“Why mas? Stay honest?” He asked me a question that made me flinch.

“Hah... “ I'm dumbfounded.

“Do not make it back I wonder mas. I've been waiting this long with the thousands of codes I've been passing on to you. Don't let this opportunity disappear mas” His eyes look at me earnestly.

“A... I actually, there's something else I can't talk about, Key. But I miss things like this a lot” My reply.

“ Three more months mas, very short time” Key back sounding.

“I'm happy, really this won't end” Paparku.

“Key, learn with passion today” My words are right on my classroom door.

“Mas, I'll leave my phone number... Maybe there is something you want to talk about” Let him tear the paper with the phone number written in Him.

His trademark thin smile accompanied his footsteps to go walking towards his class. I could only smile back with a smile without a word.

I immediately went to class, seeing Teti already in there first. Again Teti sat on the back bench.

“Hai Teti,” My initiative to greet Him.

She replied with a slight, somewhat forced smile, slightly raising her right hand to signal that she heard me. I didn't stay silent, I approached him deliberately sitting in front of him right.

“Hay, I apologize for everything that happened. Not to ignore your talk, I just.”.

“Just want to say that you love her so much, don't you?” Suddenly he cut off my conversation.

“Where do you know all that?” My reply.

“Like like you're crazy about him. I'm the same with you” Teti started making confessions.

“You mean?” I asked.

“What not enough all this time I show all the attention to you. Actually I feel pain if I have to see you with others” Teti replied in a soft and clear tone.

Only able to sit pensively facing forward, I was unable to answer with a word. Throughout the lesson, my brain was still unable to concentrate. My thoughts continued to lead to Teti and Key. This complexity is becoming more and more when it happens in such a short time.

After the break bell rang, I saw Key as if waiting for me on the front page of my class. Unlike usual, he just sat alone without the usual friends accompanying him. Seen occasionally he checks his cell phone hoping a new number comes in. I just peeked at her from behind the classroom window.

“Why not go out and meet him?” Ask teti with a clean slit.

“Should I sacrifice someone's feelings for my own pleasure?” Answer me with a blank look.

“Indeed, I would feel very sick if I had to see the person I love so far should be in the grasp of others” Teti chimed.

“So, right my guess. All this time ... “

I'm not done talking, Teti cut

“Yes, I put feelings towards you. That's what I've been trying to hide all along. The reason I always forbid you to continue your struggle to recognize him, is because I don't want to lose a figure like you” Teti finally told the truth.

How painful and miserable he is, as I would have if I might have seen and had to let Key fall to someone else someday. But choice is still a choice. Any number of reasons will not make you lie to your own feelings.

I turned my back and looked at Teti,

“I can understand our situation now. Then, would I be selfish if I were to refuse to be with you ? If I have to stop with Key, may I consider you a selfish person too?” I'm in a state of mind trying to throw a question and hope Teti realizes what I really want.

Still no answer from Teti, he just kept quiet and sat leaning back with his daydream.

Key was still waiting, his face was anxious and he set his eyes on my class. The wrong decision I actually made, had to hang between two women who were hoping for me.

Half an hour's rest, the bell rang soon. Outside, Key began to despair. I finally saw him back in his class with a gloomy face. While in class, I was still in silence with Teti.