BIASED

TETI

“Sorry about yesterday, I have no intention of making you ..” While sticking out my right hand .

“No need, it's okay... I'm too possessive of you. Bias ?” His face was facing me with a rather adorable look.

“Forward when it is your wish. I as your best friend, wish you the best, he continued in a soft tone. His body turned around, his head lowered occasionally looking up holding back the tears that seemed to want to come out.

I know he's too hard to tell me that. Whatever he said, I actually knew a long time ago that there were difficult feelings for him to express to me.

Slowly she went to class feeling sad. Unlike usual where she always wanted to sit in the back seat, this time her decision seemed to want to move a little away. Pensively pensive himself he was in the back seat. Her hands were propping up her soft thin lips, her eyes as if glazed over the window with her blank stare.

“Why do you make me more guilty ? Should I hurt you like this ?” I murmured in my heart with regret.

I kept staring at him hoping he would look at me sometimes right then and there. Yet no one seemed to care, he was still in his daydream.

Teti, the first girl I met. Still remembered in my memory, how ridiculous his face was when he was compassionate to ask for help when we were just entering the Student Orientation Period at the school. Her cheerful and quite chatty behavior makes me comfortable to just chat things that are not important to her. Sometimes the nature is a bit fun also that makes me slightly frown; “Kok there are yes people who like gini”.

As time went on, it seemed like the comfort was becoming more and more pronounced. All things and events do not escape our knowledge by always sharing stories. However, the one that always made him a bit less interested in talking to me, was when I opened up the topic of my feelings to others. He always distracts, or he always pretends to be busy talking about it. Well, actually without him saying it I already understand what he feels. But I don't want more than that. More than one who loves each other as friends. Because this affection is too big to be divorced someday when we are no longer willing to be together. To be honest, I also don't want him to tell me what he really feels for me. I'm going to be more confused and I'm looking for answers so he doesn't get hurt.

“Halooo halooo what's up niiiih?.” A voice that breaks my attention.

“Seriously looking at him ? What's up again? Studdy?” Bino who had just arrived, asked curiously.

“Do not pretend to be stupid and do not know.” Answer's short.

“Exactly, as I thought. Why don't you just express your true feelings to him ? Than the more you make him cry” said Bino.

“No, it's not as easy as you think. It's too complicated to talk to him” I replied.

“You see, how beautiful her face is when she daydreams like that ?” Whisper while covering his mouth so as not to be heard by others.

“Hey b****at, without you telling me I was aware earlier” I muttered in my heart.

I only replied with a faint smile to Bino without saying a word.

“It seems I was too presumptuous to say this, why don't you just go out with him and forget about the mysterious woman? “ Bino's proposal in a rather mocking tone.

“Bung, a real man knows better what he's living” replied I'm sure with a rather cynical tone.

“ba***and you're ,” While changing the way she sits she smiled back at me.

We shared the conversation with our focus on taking the lessons that were going on. Sometimes I see Teti still with his daydreams throughout class hours. Maybe his mind is still fixated on what we're going through.

“Tengs... Teng... Teng...” The bell goes home .

“Teti, wait for me” Rushing I left the class following the steps of Teti who walked quickly.

In a hurry I chased after his steps by hindered by many students who increasingly crowded the streets. Teti was getting more and more invisible, but I kept sneaking between the cracks of the bunch of students who were also scrambling to walk each other first.

“Eh... So..sorr...” I fell silent as if I wanted to apologize. I was unconscious while chasing Teti, my body suddenly nudged a woman. This woman is very familiar to me, her fragrance, her eyes, her beautiful face.

“Siaaal... Why should it be in a time like this” I said in my heart.

He just slightly stared at my face with a slight thin smile as if saying “I'm fine” with continued with his reflex hands to pick up his fallen book.

My heart was pounding, my cold sweat as if it was starting to come out through the pores of the skin, my eyes getting harder and harder to get rid of. Suddenly,

“Keylia, call me Key, sorry I was wrong too slow walking” stuck out his hand.

“Hah?!!” I'm stunned.

“Hah??? Huh what?” He answered as if he was helping to wake me up.

“Eh... What is it?” Really getting more and more gagu of me.

“Mas Bias right?” Reverse question.

“You know my name?” Not to lose I also threw a question while also sticking out my right hand to shake hands.

This is the first time I've felt such a crazy feeling. Mixed between shock, confusion, disbelief, groggy, happy that can not be overflowing with words. I held her right hand, for the first time I touched a woman I admired so much.

“Hey mas, don't hide anymore,” His hand trembled a little, I know he was nervous not to believe that we should meet with this situation.

He smiled again this time with a loose smile and with sparkling eyes. My feeling was like high release in the embrace of clouds accompanied by gusts of storms and colored by the radiance of aurora light. His body swiftly picked up all the books that had fallen by continuing with his footsteps to leave. She looks occasionally at me with her very warm smile. Shy but willing, I described what happened to me and him at this time.

“Ah... I forgot about Teti” Mumamku in my heart.

I speed up my steps to go back to chasing Teti who already does not know where. Arriving at the school gate, Teti was sitting pensively alone with tears that were already unbearable to take turns falling. I took my foot to get closer to her slowly. It was seen he was getting more and more as his head lowered and both his hands propped up.

As the world is still, I don't know what to do. My pity seemed as if I couldn't bear to whisper calmed her down.

“Teti, I'm sorry I came closer and sat next to him.

Shaken in surprise, he turned to his side, looking at her,

“Hei..” while wiping all tears on the cheek.

“Oh yes, congratulations ... Finally the moment came” Next.

His voice was raucous, cold and weakened as if he had just faced a thunderstorm. I held both hands, I looked at the two eyes.

“You saw it? “ my.

While wiping back the tears that came out, pulled his hand from my grasp. His body stood up and his eyes stared intently at my eyes. Without a word he turned around and passed away quickly.