BIASED

MYSTERIOUS WOMAN

Even I can't recognize you just once, so mysterious is the nature that you keep showing in front of everyone. Even so your timid nature is my innumerable sense of happiness.

“Befit or not it depends on my will.”

I rushed back to follow his footsteps from behind. Iring–olong made with his friends– somewhat makes me more doubtful.

“Crazy !, should it be now ?” I murmured in my heart.

His steps grew faster like lightning, dragging his feet until he faltered.

“I'm afraid again this time, you mysterious woman.”

I've never been so stupid as to be curious. Time and time again the woman escaped from my pursuit. Either I'm too obsessed with him or he's so charming.

“Dumb hui ?! How many times have you done that ?.” came a voice that shocked me from behind.

“You mustn't be rash, do you deserve to be made like this?, I told you he's so far away from you. You're nothing but dust to him.” He continued his chatter.

Teti, one of the girlfriends who always acts like a guardian hero who always comes out of nowhere to appear. His advice often makes my ears hotter and makes my brain boil. Although I admit she is quite sweet and considerate.

I turned my steps towards the empty chair near the school garden. I leaned back my body while raising my head up while closing my eyes.

“I am really tormented by this feeling of mine. Suppose the mysterious woman knew.” I murmured in my heart.

Teti who seemed to not want to lose track of me came back to me.

“Woy, kayak talking same stick wood !”my shoulder was patted.

“Aaan anyway, ngerecokin aja ”ketus me to Teti.

“Plaaaak .. !!!” Suddenly his hand landed back on my shoulder.

“What did you say just now?!” Ask Teti in a loud tone.

Without waiting for long, he left in a frenzy while showing his regretful face.

“The basis is strange, sometimes good, sometimes trance” I said.

I get confused sometimes. It was as if she was the CCTV in my brain that was always watching my way of mind. It's been a few weeks that I've really been troubled. Like he could not escape his sight for a second. Whatever I do always gets a note from him.

Not nearly half an hour after school's bell passed. It seems there are still some students who still have to finish extracurricular hours, passing by in the school yard. I who at that time did not have a schedule should be able to immediately rush home. But my mind is still not calm. I still want to laze on the chair while enjoying the view of the school yard that is spread with various fillings.

Suddenly a voice sounded from behind, “Si the delusionist has not returned nih”.

I turned my face back while staring hard at “Ba***at, where have you been today ?” I asked someone with a thin, curly-haired small stature who was slowly approaching me.

“ Biaaas ... Bias... Wherever I am, it's none of your business. Unless you miss my handsome face , hahahaha. “ fun.

“Hai ba***at, that handsome face does not smell like you this” Reply me while holding his clothes that look a bit rundown because of the dust.

“Hey man, this is a sign of a man . Always dare to take risks and not fear anything.”

“Including dare to skip from all subjects today right?, oh yes tomorrow awaited soon in the room of Bu Asti our beloved teacher BK. Remember not to be late, at 8 am pass !” My timpal.

“Basic, diligent child who is too diligent ... You shouldn't have been my best friend .. hahaha” Ejeknya with a loud tone.

Bino is a tough boy who was met when we were just in the 1st grade of High School. Although he often does his best and seems naughty, but actually he is a genius child. Not about lessons, but about solving life's problems. Often times me and Teti ask for the spoils of life against him. Bino was born into a poor family. However, because the mother's desire to continue to send him to graduate was accompanied by his persistence working part-time at a restaurant as a dishwasher there, he was finally able to continue his school to this day. Actually I was so amazed by his figure who did not give up.

“Eh ... What about the girl ? Have you tried samperin ?” Ask Bino.

Suddenly I was silent sighing, “huuuuuh..”.

“That's how, sometimes what you want to get is dubious to you. You hesitate to step up, although you also do not know what the result will be like” As he spoke he tried to sit right next to me.

“As for friends, it's been a long time you can only watch him. Actually before 3 months of our graduation, it would be nice for you north of your wish to speak honestly to him” Back Bino continued his conversation.

I am still dissolved in confusion and courage to feel increasingly depressed by what my best friend said. If the world knew without me having to talk, maybe I wouldn't be this weak.

“About Teti, I saw that she was crying in front of the school gate. Something bad happened ? Ask.

“So please, I've been too cold with him lately” I replied.

"Well, I know. Actually, he doesn't have the heart for what you're going through. He is so sorry for your condition that he is always tortured by admiring without being known by the person. She actually supports you, but her fear is that one day you will walk with the mysterious woman and you will be hurt more by her” Bino said.

Keylia, a beautiful and charming name. I don't know how much longer I'm stuck in your long game. It's been 2 years I can only observe your sweet smile. I was so fascinated by your beautiful face. Ever since you came to this school, my intention to become a better person has been stronger. On the other hand you also weaken me with your circumstances that are so unacceptable to me. I am just a student of ordinary parents, whereas you were born to wealthy parents. Getting close just want to say hello I can't afford. Maybe you look good, but I can't lie that I'm not capable.

“Bung stop the daydream, just believe your fear is just part of the pseudo. I've always supported you” Bino is encouraging.

“In your opinion ?, does it have to be him? ,Why should he?” I asked that absurd question.

“As long as you're sure, then why? Can't your feelings not be lied to?” the answer.

I realized more and more, that the feeling of love could not be fused with logic. Love is the way in which we can get more lives, but it can also kill us. Fear, disappointment, happy feelings, joy, sorrow are perfect when we have consumed them.