Between Two Choices

endeavour

nisa left the house of Lisya with a line of water .he must be ready to lose his first love but he does not know he can forget the asror he hopes it can.nisa stopped the angkot to go home and he came home still with a bunch of nemun he still held it because he did not good with others in captivity.Something at home nisa immediately went to her room she immediately took ablution to calm her troubled heart she prayed and worshiped God..

"o Allah forgive the sins of your most despicable servant, he has neglected you and he has deplored to love your servant, who is not the most forgiving of your servant, who has offended those closest to him if they are fooled unite them with happiness let the wounded servant as long as they are happy, O Allah.wait for the servant not to be selfish thinking of himself .protect us asror keep lisya, god indeed he has experienced the heavy thing he has no one in this world give happiness to him, God .

o Allah guard the heart of the servant help the servant so that he can forget the asror forgive the servant who has been presumptuous to love him so as to ignore you, O Allah .. ⁇ .HATTIT ..

اللهم اغفرلنا ولوالدينا ولأولاد أولادنا ولمشيخ مشيخنا ولجميع المسلمين والمسلمات .

ربنا أتنا فى الدنيا حسنة وفى الأخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار .وصلى الله على سيدنا محمد وعلى اله وصحبه وسلم .

والحمد لله رب العالمين .امين .

finished praying nisa took the quran and then she read it .that's how nisa when her heart was troubled she directly prayed and read the quran .

when Nisa finished reading the Quran, she prayed to win her heart..

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم .

اللهم اني اعوذبك من الهم والحزن واعوذبك من العجز والكسل واعوذبك من الجبن والبخل واعوذبك من غلبة الدين وقهر الرجال .

(god I take refuge in you from sorrow and anxiety and I take refuge in you from weakness and laziness and I take refuge in you from cowardice and immorality and I take refuge in you from the clutches of the forest oppression of people )

after that nisa's heart is more calm yes now feel good then nisa wrote a letter thinking nisa will go to the house of her grandparents to be alone and calm down there she does not want the shadow of asror back when he saw it he was also afraid later to feel when he saw it then he thought how nisa how to tell his brother to cancel his marriage with asror .

nisa long thought while daydreaming .then suddenly nisa daydream was renewed when someone said a greeting that is uminya.

umi nisa approached nisa and immediately umi nisa saw her eyes moist like a person who never stopped crying then umi nisa asked nisa.

umi: what is the end of your eyes as big as a child .anyanya umi nisa because she feels worried about her child .

nisa: it's okay umi nisa just there was an animal entered nisa mi.answer nisa lied to uminya .

"sorry mi nisa was forced to lie to umi "nisa's mumbling in her heart ..

umi: what nisa had forgotten In one hadith mentioned, "If a servant is lying then the angel distances himself from him about a mile, because of his foul smell. And if this only happens one lie then what will happen to the ugliness greater than that and worse ..

nisa immediately hysterically cries regretting it then umi nisa embraces nisa to calm her down .

nisa: forgive nisa mi hik hik nisa already lied to umi .forgive nisa yesah god really nisa has done wrong to self nisa yes god ..nisa said with her tears that broke because of her regrets..

umi: calm yourself son and tell the same story umi who knows umi can help .

nisa : mi nisa wants to cancel this marriage mi.ansawa nisa hesitated because she was afraid uminya wrath him ..

"give umi the right reason to "say umi calmly .

nisa: nisa does not want to ruin the happiness of people mi hik hik ..ucap nisa with her tears..

umi: calm down to talk with and explain everything to umi..ucap umi nisa while rubbing nisa's face that has been wet with her tears.

nisa: the first love mas asror has come mi earlier nisa hear them talk and mas asror given two choices by the girl while the girl is tenny nisa mi .he was very good he was the one who helped nisa when nisa was confronted by thugs on the road but now he was disappointed in nisa mi he did not want to talk to nisa mi hik hik while mas asror looked troubled and sad mi when lisya say to go if mas asror choose nisa .nisa kasian same lisya mi she already has no family anymore mi her family died which she knows is only mas asror mi ...nisa said to tell everything to umi not to forget also about the feeling of nisa on asror .

umi nisa who heard that suddenly hugged nisa did not forget with her cry they both hugged with the roar of old tears they hugged until nisa fell asleep in her arms .nisa has also told uminya if she wants to go to the house of her grandparents and leave a letter to her uminya for asror.umi nisa rest her son properly .he looked at his son who was so sad he knew that nisa had never liked any man but after his heart was open to asror the ordeal came to shake his love .umi nisa looked at Nisa full of pity she rubbed the head of her child .several said..

" look for eternal happiness, and the world is not really where we are patiently facing everything in the presence of God and make God the reason for every virtue you want "umi nisa at length ..

then Umi nisa came out of her son's room she closed the door very slowly so as not to wake him up .

in a room the size of king zize was seen a man who was pensive with the turmoil he faced.he could not bear with alisya because so he had considered his sister now .he doesn't want Lisya to go because he knows nisa has no family other than her .on the other hand, he really loves nisa is not his first love but he wants to make nisa as the last love for himself and hopes he will quickly be idolized to death and have offspring with him he was eager for nisa to be the next world....

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