Between Certainty and Loyalty
Introductions
Me, Meri and Fina followed two extracurriculars one of whom we compactly followed eskul scouts, Meri and Fina they followed eskul PMR, one of which we compactly followed eskul scouts, Meri and Fina they followed eskul PMR, only I'm different myself following eskul basketball I'm not too interested in following eskul PMR. Eskul scouts are held on Friday, while PMR on Thursday changes the schedule to Tuesday, eskul basketball on Tuesday and Thursday so we can go home together after attending the Tuesday and Friday eskul.
My school routine was as usual whether it was studying, school picket or eskul but there was something that made me feel disturbed at rest. Every time I walk to the cafeteria behind him in front of the class always calls me to shame, Meri and Fina always make fun of me saying things like, I and him have a special relationship. Over time I got used to it and ignored it again Meri and Fina just returned a smile without a word, which they used to mock me and encourage me to meet him. A few days passed he was no longer seen in front of his class and there was a loud voice calling my name, I was kind of looking for where he was lost, but only because of the habits he often did, I was kind of looking for where he was lost, when the habit was nonexistent I felt lost, hollow. I tried to ignore the taste, I tried a new atmosphere by changing the canteen subscription, although the front canteen was a bit far away but inevitably I had to do, he said, Meri and Fina also want to follow with the excuse of changing the rest food menu, udh bosen with the back canteen. Although I admit the front canteen is a bit expensive and the food is more diverse but more comfortable in the back canteen, it is not visible to the teacher while the front canteen is close to the teacher's room. Because of that, the back canteen is a place for people who skip learning. They are sometimes allowed to go to the bathroom to urinate was hanging out in the back pocket which is not far from the restroom. Because I thought he was calling me I didn't see the stem of his nose I was a little worried thinking this and that, but confused to ask who knows not his name and why I asked. It made me so lazy to the cafeteria with the reason the price dkantin ahead expensive so I bring provisions sometimes when fasting I come to the library to read and borrow books for me to read at home fill my free time, while eliminating him who was on my mind.
While resting Meri and Fina ran towards me with gasps, I who was in the library was surprised and asked them "what's the matter?" my question is, those who try to catch their breath speak "Monik a.ada... yang ca..seek you" Meri replied stammeringly, "who?" in reply, Fina answered ""that's what used to call you when the city passed her class if you want to go to the back cafeteria", "what's really looking for me?" ask me again", "i don't know either but he left this letter for you" Meri replied, "maybe it's a love letter for you Monik" added Fina. Doubtfully I took the letter and when I wanted to open it I closed it again, I told Meri to return it, "Meri you better return this letter to her", I asked Meri, "why?" ask Meri, "or keep it if you don't want to return the letter to her" I asked again, "well, I'm sorry" Meri replied, "at least you read first who knows it's important" added Fina, "alright but I don't want to return this letter" I said. I opened the letter and I read, Meri and Fina peeked as I read the letter, the letter said, My upperclassman invited me to meet in the back street of the school, there's something I want to talk about. The mockery of Meri and Fina was cheering loudly to fill the library room, the library officials also rebuked us not to be noisy. We walked out of the library to class, thinking about what was written in the letter, whether or not I should follow it, Meri and Fina kept pushing me to reply to the letter and wanted to see him when I got home from school. I didn't really want to serve my upperclassman, why I met him, but I was a little curious about what he wanted to talk to me about.
"my sister, what's there to see me?" I said, "can we talk together?" the question is "why?they don't bother" Balasky, "there's something I want to talk about, I'm embarrassed" she asked again, "alright" I replied. Meri and Fina I asked to kind of keep our distance from us, because she was ashamed of what she wanted to talk about. He started the conversation, at first he apologized to me because he liked to be nosy to me and he introduced himself, he told me how he could know me.I who was already agitated because I was worried about being scolded by my parents for being late home, he said, so I decided to end the conversation with him, and I decided to go home first with Meri and Fina. I came home in a hurry to run and hope in my heart I didn't get angry with my parents. I finally got home and I was 1 hour late, when my father asked me why I came home late I told him that I asked the teacher to clean up the library with Meri and Fina. If you do not believe just ask Meri and Fina who I have called to equalize the answer when my father asked. My father was well known for being overprotect, because he had three daughters whom I understood for his concern for us, keeping us well.
