Between 3 National Service

I'm Not Letting You Go

When about to enter the car, Galih was with Nugi down from his car. Galih immediately ran towards Puspita and blocked Puspita from getting into the car.

" Yank. "

" What do you want? " Snapped Heru.

" I'll take Puspita home, because this is my wife."

" I'll take him home." Heru Say.

" I am here who deserves. "

" Enough you're Galih, aren't you hurting my son enough." Said Mr. Anto.

" Pah, let me take Puspita. I don't have much time here, I want to spend a lot of time with him."

" I don't permit it.' Said Mr. Anto.

" Pah please, I beg you."

" Heru quickly tell Puspita to come in."

" I'm sorry, please give them a chance to talk."

" What right do you set Me, what right I refuse him. "

" Dad, what's wrong with this you." Aunt Tini.

" I want to help them quickly deal with the divorce."

Puspita saw her husband's face that looked tangled, with slightly contorted eyes. The face she missed so much was full of burdens, a pile of problems.

" Mommy, take me. " Puspita said suddenly walking closer to Galih, then a fluffy smile was seen on Galih's face.

" Take Me as You Want, just for today." Puspita said back.

" Puspita, you've only recovered if you why - how else? " Say Heru.

" Sister, I'm an adult so please don't stop me."

Mr. Anto has clenched his hands, but Aunt Tini always calms his brother's emotions.

Galih also brought Puspita into Nugi's car, while Nugi went home with Ikbal with a motorbike.

****

" What do you want to say now, this day I'll listen to it all."

The car driven by Galih stopped at the side of the road, right the car stopped right in front of the brawl.

" I want our household to be well back."

" I don't want to, because the child just doesn't exist. I can not continue, yesterday I wanted to survive because there is a child, now I do not want to be selfish, there is a child who needs more complete parental love. Mas knows how he feels, when he never feels the affection of parents, because I am a broken home child. His pain, seeing Mamah, Papah happy with his new family, whereas I just feel pain and envy. Berlin is like Me, this heart does not want Berlin to feel what I am like, here I am retreating, I will not hinder you mas, yesterday I rejected Berlin because our son also needs affection but now it's gone, maybe it's a punishment for I'm a very selfish mother."

" I'm not going to let you go, no matter what. "

" Help Mas, for Berlin's sake don't make him like I'm a natural."

" One time I said no. "

" Well, I'll fight for your divorce, Mas, whatever it takes. "

" Whatever, I'm not signing the divorce papers, and I'm not going to say the word until I close my eyes. "

Puspita glazed - glass, while gently rubbing her stomach that arrived - suddenly tightened, her crying she endured with the tightness she felt.

The car was back running, Galih and Puspita only remained silent when the car had started to drive back.

******

" You got guts there too? " Tanya Nugi's.

" I just want to see Puspita." Answer Ikbal.

" You still hope to get him instead, compete with Heru. "

" It's too honest to expect them to get divorced."

" I suppose it happens, it looks like you won't be able to get him, you know Heru is his Papah choice. "

" Am I not the best person, just because of one mistake, and they are after what they saw on Galih. I'm not Galih, I'm a jerk but I'm not the old Ikbal."

" I suggest not to try to take people's wives, at this time they are not good, maybe tomorrow they will unite. Don't make your heart hurt, get rid of Puspita let her answer herself what decision to take."Nugi.

******

Heru sat back down, and Mr. Anto was the same in order to calm down at this time. Because he knows his daughter's current condition and does not want to happen anything else on her.

Puspita immediately broke her body that was very tired, and occasionally rubbed her stomach that was getting tighter.

" Do you want anything? "Ask Galih.

" I just want Mas out of my room." Answer Puspita.

" I'm not going out, tomorrow morning I'm going home, we still have 10 hours to go."

Puspita then turned her back to Galih while hugging her bolster, Galih was sitting on the side of the bed and rubbed Puspita's stomach.

" Hopefully it will be quickly re-present in the stomach."

Puspita closed her eyes, felt comfortable when Galih rubbed her stomach, not felt a tear coming out of both corners of her eyelids.

" Go to sleep, I'll be here. If you wake up later Mas is no, then Mas has come home. "

By holding back from crying loudly, Puspita buried her face in the pillow. Galih still continues to rub the stomach and sometimes switches on the back.

****

The sound of adhan shubuh reverberating Puspita opened her eyes, she fell asleep for a long time, because of the effect of the medicine that should make her calm and rest.

His eyes combed the entire room, when he saw the figure who was beside him a few hours ago now no longer exist.

Hiks. hiks..

Puspita arrived - suddenly crying, with re-hugging bolsters beside her.

Hiks.. hiks..

" You really went Mas. hiks.. "

******

" Have you taken the medicine? " Task Heru.

" Satisfied you brother, brother must be happy." Puspita said in a loud tone.

" Now I'm ruined, same brother Papah is the same. " Say Puspita back.

" We do it, because we all don't want you to get hurt and just cry. Do you want to suffer like you did when you were little, seeing your parents, you want to cry even if you are happy. Which parents want their children to be unhappy, this is the only way - one, separation, you now understand why your parents separated, you know, and they just want the best."

" There will be someone in the victim."

" This will never happen as you feel, just little Puspita not for the Puspita now. "

" I'm afraid sister, I'm afraid I'll experience her, I'm afraid."

" Believe the same Brother, promise big brother will take care of you, big brother's hand is now back big brother's hand held."

******

Galih walked with a shammer towards his house, looking at the little girl smiling towards him. Her innocent smile instantly made Galih's heart rustle, and walked over by returning a smile at her.

" Is Papah tired? " Tanya Berlin as Galih crouches while tidying up Berlin's hair.

" Mamah hasn't come home from Dinas yet? "

" Mama's still at the Puskesmas."

" Have you eaten? "

" Mama just loves street money, Berlin is just waiting for a traveling food vendor."

" Are you like this every day? "

" Yes, just morning mamah love breakfast bread, and when mamah go home bring rice box."

" In Papah's house a lot of food, papah tipped the same key Mr Willy why don't you come in? "

" Mister Willy offered, Berlin would not enter fear Mamah would come later accused of stealing."

" Mamah Gladis? "

" No, my mom left yesterday. Berlin is afraid Mamah is angry, Berlin knows Mamah is not very fond of Berlin."

" I'm sorry..!! "

" Berlin is not angry if Pah, Berlin believes Mamah is good. "