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Ever looked at each other
Then choose steps to be in each other
Finding each other's happiness
Trying to find a more soothing rain.
Trying to find another protector
We agreed to no longer hold
We approach the roads that lead us to ever greater distances
Missing is just empty words
We no longer feel like wanting each other
Although it is possible that in the deepest heart there is still a shiver.
I made peace with myself who lost the fight defending you
I'm a walker who comes home no longer to meet you.
You're too wild for me to conquer
We don't find the same end
We are too stubborn to choose a different path.
Have you calmed down
After no longer fighting for everything we've ever been to.
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3 Months Later
" How are you doing? "
" Well, long time no communication, I'm just home from the task force." Nugi said from across.
" We also haven't met for a long time just through communication." Call Galih on his phone.
" I heard all the news about you, I'm so sorry."
" Thank you."
" You know how Puspita is? "
" I don't know, I don't want to know he's back in Java. "
" He's still sick, but yesterday my wife said he could sit but in a wheelchair, because he's been on medication, maybe a new year in his pen lift."
" When do we meet? "
" Main, I am now a duty in my own place, you can meet Puspita, he does not marry Heru."
Galih just kept quiet while holding his phone, and as if locked his mouth.
" You can take Puspita again, good chance"
" Don't talk about it, we'll connect again." Galih said immediately turned off unilaterally.
" Have you come to my wedding with Alexa? " Task Galuh who arrived - came and sat beside Galih.
" You seriously married Alexa? " Answer again asked.
" Yes, after I decided to become an entrepreneur, I applied for Alexa."
" Why don't you want to be in the Army again? "
" Axa's afraid of staying away, and she's comfortable with her life now being a connecting mother."
" Goodoo to grandpa."
" The banner we will take care of, Alexa wants Panji taken care of by her."
" Thank you, I haven't been able to take care of Panji, but I'm not leaving the responsibility as a father."
" Look for a companion, do you still want to stay alone."
" I'm not ready to be with a woman anymore. "
" Just go back with Puspita, she's not married to Heru. "
" Why today all told me to come back the same Puspita."
" Because I still like communication with him, even on my wedding day, a special invitation for him, even I'm willing to pick him up. "
" What is her relationship with me? "
" You can approach her on my wedding day."
" I'll never come, anyways your brain puts where your sick people invite."
" He can already use a wheelchair, even if he wants to attend."
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" How can you move to the left right? " Task Heru.
" It's a big brother, but it's still a little hard to stand up." Answer Puspita.
" Patience dong, it's a little bit." Heru Say.
" Sister, do I want to walk to the beach? "
" Could, when? "
" Now. "
" We're leaving."
" Aunty.. I'm the same Heru go the way ya." Puspita Saying .
" Where are you going? " Tanya Aunty Tini when approaching Puspita.
" The beach says." Answer Heru.
" May, but not late in the afternoon."
" The afternoon we wait until sunset, that's what we're waiting for."
" Silent Aunt, same Heru really."
" Heart on the road."
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" Likes? " Task Heru when he was on the beach. Heru pushed the Wheelchair of Puspita, as they walked by the beach.
" I want to play water, Sis, but I'm not possible, want to swim to the sea is also not possible. "
" I don't want to, heavy brother."
Heru then immediately lifted Puspita's body, walking to the middle of the sea while supporting Puspita's body until wet by sea water.
" Aaakkkhhh.. sis...!!! "
" Hahahaha, he said he wanted to swim."
" But this wet sister." Say Puspita pout .
" Said he wanted to play water, yes brother invite you wet - wet."
" Ough..!! "
Hahaha..
" Yes, we're sitting in that saung."
Heru also raised Puspita's body, and Puspita also draped both hands on Heru's neck.
" Sister, thank you so far brother is still loyal to be my friend." Puspita said when Heru was still carrying his bridal style.
" Sister will always be there for you, until you get the right guy."
Heru sat the body of Puspita, on a saung that is on the beach.
" Sister won't let you fall for the wrong guy until you find true love."
" Will my brother leave me if one day, my soul mate comes? "
" Sister may not always be close to you, you will get a companion for life later, brother too. Brother will wait for you first until you really have a companion of the afterlife. Brother though can not protect you as a husband, let brother will protect you as a friend, to deliver you to a man who is truly sincere."
" I pray that you will be able to mate quickly, may he be better than me."
" Amin, but that's a big brother's promise. Just want to accompany you until you meet your true soul mate, if you marry another woman, you can't do this a little later."
" Will brother now never let me Fall to the wrong person? "
" Obviously, because you don't want a woman who has almost become a wife of Heru, the prospective Mother Dharma Woman instead falls to the wrong man."
" Thank you."
" The same."
While walking on the beach is seen a man who accidentally saw Puspita and Heru.
" Puspita, you now look different and beautiful."
The smile of a man who is full of meaning, makes the sense come back let alone hear that Puspita is now still alone.
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" Heru, I'd like to ask for clarity with you? "
" What clarity? " Task Heru.
" Your relationship with Puspita is still close, right? " Tell Mom back.
" Yes why? "
" Aren't you intent on reuniting your relationship with Puspita? "
" It is more beautiful now, Heru's heart no longer always asks for an explanation, and vice versa."
" Daughter, don't you want to get married, if you want Daddy and I have a candidate for you? " Said Mr. Rudi.
" Heru will one day get a soul mate, but Heru's current mission, wants to deliver Puspita to the right man's hands to bring her to heaven."
" Daughter, I feel sorry for you, Mom and Dad feel your heart is hurt."
" Maybe the beginning, but now it's not. Heru is happy, can make Puspita smile even though he is now sitting in a wheelchair. My heart is also happy Mom, Dad maybe this way we are happy. Someday, it won't be like this anymore, so Heru wants to enjoy the last moment whether it's when, leading her into the right hands."
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" A little more Mba Come on." Said the Orthopedic Doctor who was helping Puspita to learn to stand.
Puspita held on to both sides of the Wheelchair by trying, little by little get up from her seat.
Aaartrrgghnn
Puspita sat back down as she tried to get up.
" Mba Puspita, just a little bit more." Orthopedic Doctor.
" I'm not strong, Doctor. "
" Try again, don't give up."
Puspita tried again, but still a little not strong to support her body.
" I give up Doctor? " Say Puspita back in her wheelchair.
" Mba Puspita can do it." The doctor gave a spirit.
" I can't."
" Well, I'm not pushy, but later the controls here again should be able to, if it's possible to get back on their feet, Pen Revocation Operation is done, and can return to activity."
" Good Doctor, I'll study again."
" Good."
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" Bang, is Puspita here? "
" Well, why? "
" Can I get close to him again? "
" A big mistake will be difficult to fix, hatred is tantamount to wasting good times."
" I want to fix it again."
" Never dream."
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I still remember very well when a plate of anger we always make a snack in the middle of the warmth of two cups of coffee that we have not tasted at all.
I also still remember the difference in viewpoint that became the third person between our relationship that has not even been even a year, Or about being so steadfast to egoism hoeing the seeds of romance that have not yet firmly rooted in the field of our feelings.
Here, I still remember you with all the honesty and lies you've ever been exposed to without a plea.
I also still memorize all forms of less and more that predestine themselves to be a part of your life.
About how the look of your face feels a cup of coffee that does not present sweetness in the last gulp, Or ? Ah already ..
Stop thinking if I can really forget even if the sentence comes out of my own lips. Because when loneliness is really real, there's nothing more beautiful than re-unpacking what can no longer be had.
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