Between 3 National Service

Between Love and Certainty

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Before you hang your ideals to the high heavens, you must plant your feelings first to the bottom of the earth, so that the earth and pride do not merge into you.

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Puspita sat waiting for Ikbal who never came, the night of Sunday plans for the road that has been planned.

" Where the hell is he? " Puspita tried to contact her phone but was not answered.

Puspita tried again, by chatting and contacting her again.

" What's the night patrol, but tonight's gone."

Finally, Puspita decided to leave on her motorbike, to the usual place she stopped by, but before she stopped by the kost an Ikbal.

" Lamp off, where are you? " Puspita tried to knock on the door but there was no answer.

" Where the hell is it? "

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On the way, Puspita sees her Mamah with her new husband and son as the result of the marriage to her current husband. Puspita's meaningful smile in the harmony of a family, and complete affection he never felt so far.

" Mah, Pah." Sapa Puspita while kissing the back of their hands.

" Eh Puspita, who's the same? " Tanya Pak Muji Papah Step by Puspita.

" Alone, usually later also friends like to hang out here." Answer Puspita.

" Where is your boyfriend? " Ask Lia's mother.

" Not come Mah, yet again on the road." Answer Puspita's lie.

" This puspita is for your snack." Mr. Muji offered some red banknotes.

" Thank you Pah. " Say Puspita while receiving the red sheet.

" Well, you never love that money, which there is a debt piling up here and there. " Say Mother Lia.

" Puspita does not ask for a lot of money, Puspita only wants genuine affection from the two of you. True love is like your love for your child."

Puspita put back the money Mr. Muji gave and preferred to leave, leaving them.

" Why are you talking like that? " Said Mr. Muji.

" Of course, it's the truth."

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Puspita sucks her drink while eating the snacks she ordered, while occasionally monitoring her phone but not incoming messages. And his friends could not come, because they had their own business.

" Betty." Annoyed Puspita.

" Can sit."

Puspita turned her head towards the man sitting beside her, and it turned out to be Heru.

" Whose sister? "

" Alone, are you alone? "

" Yes, bete's at home on a gray Sunday night."

" Where is your boyfriend? "

" Know where."

" Yaudah's weekly night with sister."

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" Where was last night? "

" Sorry last night, Aa came home."

" Oh my God, why not say. I'm waiting to know." Puspita said annoyedly.

" I'm sorry, she came home suddenly. And then the phone doesn't know where, it's eating it back from there straight here."

" Bete is really plus upset."

" I'm sorry, not anymore. Suppose you go home again, Aa tell you later."

" Yes right, don't repeat it again. "

" Promise." Ikbal said that immediately pulled Puspita's body closer to her.

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" Heru, what is your relationship with Puspita? " Task Mom.

" Good, what's the matter? "

" Said the same mother Daddy silahturahmi both parents, when was it? "

" Later Yes ma'am, for example Heru's soul mate is not Puspita is okay - is it Mom? "

" Maybe not a soul mate."

" That Mother and Father are already compatible with Puspita, even though they have met once."

" I'm sorry Heru Bu, all because of Heru. "

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Rena provides breakfast for Galih, and Galih eats her. Rena's smile expands, seeing Galih eating her cooking is very happy.

" Good Mas? "

" Good."

" Thank God, this is your favorite. "

" Why don't I know? "

" Obviously don't know, you don't remember anything. We will check our child's contents, right? "

" Hmm." Galih said briefly and then took out his ATM and handed it to Rena.

" Take it all for you, so it's my duty to support you."

" Thank you, I love you even more."

Galih just quietly ate breakfast made by Rena.

*****

A Few Months Later

" Want not help - help typing the report in the office Brother, there is a locker 1 person entered honorar? "

" seriously? "

" Yes, there will soon be a PKL, and the Final task. Could benefit the workplace as material later." Heru Say.

" I entered the proposal? "

" Well, be ready. "

" Thank you, sister, for the info."

" Samely, Brother deliberately asked for the same staffing section in the office to recruit you, after Passing can advance your diploma, like Brother has now graduated and has entered the present Diploma, adjustment."

" Hopefully I can take the CPNS test and pass like a big brother."

" Same...!!!

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" Oh my god, this can't be allowed. I have to tell you this, I'd better take a picture and then I show."

" You don't have to be negative, *who knows your family."

" What family see that, I'll report this."

" No, we don't know who he is. "

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I still remember very well when a plate of anger we always make a snack in the middle of the warmth of two cups of coffee that we have not tasted at all.

I also still remember the difference in viewpoint that became the third person between our relationship that has not even been even a year, Or about being so steadfast to egoism hoeing the seeds of romance that have not yet firmly rooted in the field of our feelings.

Here, I still remember you with all the honesty and lies you've ever been exposed to without a plea.

I also still memorize all forms of less and more that predestine themselves to be a part of your life.

About how the look of your face feels a glass of coffee that does not present sweet in the last sip, Or ? Ah already ..

Stop thinking if I can really forget even if the sentence comes out of my own lips. Because when loneliness is really real, there's nothing more beautiful than re-unpacking what can no longer be had.

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This heart will judge from the attitude, which I have seen all this time.

From your gestures, it will be seen which one is really sincere.

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Note :

Thank you, for faithful readers Friend Puspa. Thank you for the new readers who stopped by and thank you for making my work a favorite on your bookshelf.

Happy New Year 2022, hopefully in 2022 create a new spirit, a better person, and better everything - the gala.

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