Best Friend Forever's

"FIXED THE OLD"

oops.... almost, I went to ceplosan.if in fact, I still love ma sak emil. I do not understand, why this feeling is still the same even though he has hurt me. but I'm afraid to date again.I'm afraid of losing you, afraid he's bored and the most I fear is being left behind. I don't want to be left for a second time.

"mia.." brother emil broke my daydream.

"ehm.. sorry brother."

"again what? must be me??" with that tone of his PD.

"what the hell, sister wong, I no longer daydream."

"ow.. not daydreaming but being asked not to answer."

"what did you say?" emil didn't work, even drank his juice..

"o yes, brother emil why would you meet me? nyamperin's way to school?"

emil choked, when I asked him

"eng.. em.. "scratching your head feels very itchy.

"eng... What brother? how much wrong do I do?" my god is to him

"yes. I, just want to meet you and want to know the news."

"it's not because I miss you, is it?" I smiled while looking at him sharply.

"why kangen? you don't have anyone so nobody gets angry. don't you?"

"who said I didn't have one?"

"do you have a new boyfriend?" I laughed at the face of Emil.

"you laugh at this."

"finally, emil's funny face lok again curious." brother emil, turn his face away from me.

"he is, brother, I belong to God and my mother." I chuckled

"ow... if that's the case, I already know from the first. oh yes, how are the news of the relationship praise ma prik? prik rarely goes home."

"their relationship is good, he said it was fitting to graduate school, praise ma prik want fiancee."

"thank God if it's okay. You when is her fiance?"

I chuckled, "boro-boro wants a fiancee, there's no candidate."

"mia."

"sister, that promise is easy to say for everyone. I don't need an appointment but proof."

"i'll prove it. So you want to be my girlfriend again?"

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"i asked for some time to think, sis.because I can't answer immediately.I'm traumatized by all the events I've been through."

"i'll wait for your answer tomorrow."

emil took my hand off slowly.I don't know what to answer.I feel afraid to get hurt again.

after the conversation, we went home and I was taken home.

"thank you, yes brother." Emil just smiled.

"thank you, you made me smile and laugh today."

"yes, I am also, thank you, because you want to see me again. yes, I went straight home. You rest, do not forget the answer tomorrow." I just nodded and Brother Emil smiled as he left me. I went into the house and in the living room there was already a mother.

"mother?" I kissed the back of her hand.my mother told me to sit next to her.

"son, are you turning back the same emil?" I was shocked when my mom asked me about it

"no kok buk. was emil brother to school we continue to chat in the cafe."

"if, if only, you turned her back on her. yes, mother does not matter. just remind me. do not let the tears of your child, drip again."

"already, I am calm, if mia mangalikan, yes mia must be a story to mother."

"yes, if that's the case, go into the room and change clothes. Mom, wait at the dinner table." I just nodded, it turns out my mother was worried thinking about me.

what should I do now?? receiving emil's brother again or not???

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dear friend, dear friend,

when parents give us trust.

don't, once in a while, betray him.