
I'm still devastated by everything that happened. I try to make all this happen but it's very difficult to forget. many times I experience disappointment just because of love.it feels, it feels, it's, no longer want me to feel the name of love.I sat alone in the garden, crying and my two best friends came up to me.
"mia.." nur holds my shoulder
"we are with you. You, still have us. cry, so that your heart is calm. share your grievances with us, do not keep it yourself." praise wiped my tears. crying so much, these tears don't stop.
"thank you, you still want to be with me. accompany me, listen to all my pain. I don't understand, why this is all happening to me." - Nur stroked my back gently and let go of our embrace.
"mia, we just found out about all this.we also did not expect, they until the heart did it. but mia, mia, I just want you to let go of all this and I don't want our friendship to crack just because of all this. You and Rina, are equally important to us."
"i'll try to recant and forget all this, though, it's hard to accept all of this. I know, you must be confused to choose between me and rina, don't worry about this friendship going to be okay. I just want to be alone first. want to calm down this." they hugged me tightly
"remember mia, we are always the same you. jsngan ever think strangely. if you, need anything. say yes to us." said praise. I nodded and they left me.
Tet.... Tet... Tet... the entrance bell rang. it felt heavy to move this leg to class. could not meet and stare at rina and riski.
"argh... I should be able to. I should get into class." I headed to class and upon arrival in class, I sat down with nur. rina, looking at me. I pretended not to see her. the class becomes quiet when the teacher enters the class.
4 Hours later....
Tet.... Tet.... Tet... bell home rang.all the students shouted cheerfully and they immediately scattered out after the teacher came out first from the class.
"nur, praise me. I go first." I said.
"what else is it? today, I'm tired.want to mop up the house.next time yeah.sorry." and I left.
"mia.... I beg you, listen to me first!" my steps came to a halt, and I turned my body around.staring at Rina who was standing pecking.
"rina, if you want to apologize.I'm sorry you.let me alone first, don't bother me. It's not your fault but it's all my fault.I've cleared all this up, I let go of the riski for you. My best friend! although this heart is sore, but what can I do? I could only cry and let the riski go away from me." My tears, dripping again.I tried to calm myself but what danya, this heart can't.
"a.. a. I.." rina ran to hug me and cried in my arms. I tried to let go of her embrace. I wiped her tears
"love can not be forced.maybe, riski is not God sent for me but for you just, through me. I express all this, although I did not expect, I did not know, if Riski lies and hurts this heart." after saying everything, I leave them. These tears, keep dripping.I try to smile and forget all.
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dear friend, dear friend,
I'm bringing my best friend to you.
don't hurt her and hurt her like you hurt and betrayed me.
I'm enough to feel all this.