
I do not understand the way of mind of Brother Emil, who is so easy to talk like that.
suddenly there was a woman's voice behind Emil's brother.
"mas emil, do not force your will. This woman already does not love you even she hates you. Look at me who is now your fiancee. study, open your heart to me and I will patiently wait for you. forget this useless woman."
I just stared at the sharp tone and was silent at the words that came out of his mouth.Sir Emil tried to defend me
"what are you saying? you don't know anything about Mia! don't say anything nice and just so you know, I'll never open my heart to you because in my heart only engraved the name mia. so don't expect me to want to be with you."
"but this is reality, this woman does not want to be with you anymore.open your eyes, mas."
my head feels like it's about to break hearing the tone words
"that's enough!!! you guys don't have to argue here. You better get out of here. I'm really sick of all this. And I beg you, brother emil, never see me again. I'm the one who's hurt here, don't ever hurt a woman's sister again."
"but mia."
"please ask sis. this matter is over. forget me, sis. for the sake of your future."
I ran inside and closed the door. My three best friends came up to me and hugged me tightly.
"help me.. Help me to forget all this. I'm tired of all this." I'm crying.
"we will help you and we will always be with you, when you are sad and happy" Nur said.
we took off hugs and nur, wiped my tears slowly.
"mia, I know that you love Sis emil so deeply. Why don't you continue this relationship? besides, Emil's brother has said that he was engaged because he was forced and he also did not love to the tone." said praise to me
"what are you, ji? mia will not do that, because I know she does not want anyone to hurt her heart just because of this" said Rina.
"i'm happier this way. Laughing with your ma, it's more beautiful. Maybe, me and brother emil are not a match. if someday, if someday, I was rediscovered with Allah means he is my soul mate.I submit to Allah and yesterday or today, just a small test that God gave me. Thanks ji, you have given me advice." I'm trying to cover this wounded heart.I don't know why love can make my life this complicated? it took me a long time to forget the people I love.
"mia... tomorrow there are bru lo students in our class." said Rina who gave my daydream.
"oh.. yeah, you know where you are?" I tried to forget about the problem I just had.
"yes, you must be surprised at the new student.because you know the person and you also have deket ma him." added rina.
"who?? how I wonder."
"it's a surprise for you, yeah hopefully you won't hate him anymore" he added
"so. how do you know everything? I don't know what it is."
they just smiled and looked at each other, who exactly the new student was.
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dear friend, dear friend,
sometimes we have to choose
between being good to yourself but hurting others with
our hearts are hurt but good for others
which one would you choose???