Best Ex-Husband (FINISHED)

50 - Confused: Can I?

...Adara POV's...

I felt calm and secure whenever I was around him. Then now that he and I have decided to accept each other and together, will everything be as happy as this continues to the end?

After she told me to stop working as a sales promotion girl I finally fulfilled her wish. Although I am still confused whether I should accept the offer of Brother Eagle to Jakarta or not.

A lot has changed since I gave birth to Alpha. Mamah who originally worked as a midwife also decided to stop being a midwife and focus on managing Alpha at home. Luckily Papah is still able to bear all the burdens of my life and the daily Alpha. Although actually the Kusuma family always wanted to provide assistance for Alpha life, but I also did not understand, it felt uncomfortable to accept all the help.

"Neng, why even dumbass? Have you given me a letter of resignation?"

"Misty. So what, Alpha is bobo?"

"Udah, Neng. You want to come to Jakarta with Eagle?"

I fell silent because I was still hesitating between accepting the offer or not.

"Become don't know, Mah. If Dara comes to Jakarta with Brother Elang. What about Alpha, huh? Is it okay to separate from Alpha?"

The closeness of Mamah and Alpha has been too intimate as a grandmother and grandchild. Mamah loves Alpha very much, even since Dara decided to work, Mamah more with Alpha. I imagine Mamah would be sad to be separated from her granddaughter.

"Neng, you don't think Mamah. Mama and Papah will always support you. Moreover, Eagle said he wanted you to go to college again, that Mamah and Papah were very happy. You really want to go to college, don't you?"

It's true, I'm eager to go to college and be able to boast of my parents. But now that I have an Alpha, of course I wouldn't be as powerful as before, right?

"Become have Alpha, Mah. How can Dara go to college. Then who's gonna take care of Alpha?"

Mom stroked the back of my hand with a faint smile. "You'll take care of Alpha, Neng."

"Mommy?"

I was confused as to what Mamah meant. Do you want me to separate from Alpha? Ah no! I can where!

"No. You can come with me, Neng. Eagle has said to Mamah, if suppose Mamah wants, Mamah can come there, really."

Again I was surprised. "When did Brother Eagle say that to Mamah?"

"Secret, which is clear Eagle is a man with careful consideration, Neng. Papah you also agree that Mamah nemenin you to Jakarta, besides Papah there is work there, all goes by chance. If there's a house we can live in, so you don't have to bother the Kusuma family, how?"

Whatisthis? God's plan was so neatly laid out and I didn't expect it. A very fitting coincidence though I never imagined there would be such a coincidence in my life.

"Mamah knows you love the Eagle. Mamah also wants you to no longer feel inferior in front of the Eagle, Neng. Your son is beautiful, smart, kind. You can show that you are worthy of the Eagle. Mamah and Papah will try as much as possible so that you are happy, you must keep the spirit well."

Mamma...

I did not expect that my parents were very attentive to me even to my feelings as well. Mamah knows very well about my feelings towards Brother Eagle. I've always felt unworthy for a perfect man like Eagle's sister. What did you say I could make? Being a woman worthy of Eagle's sister?

"Well, can Dara?"

"You sure you can, you don't feel low, son. The eagle loves you so much, it's because there's something he loves so much about you, right here."

Mom pointed at my chest. "You heart, Neng. You don't know that your heart is so good, and that's what makes the Eagle love you,"

Did ya? Is it true what Mom said?

"But, Mah-"

"You can't be pessimistic, dong." My mother shook her head and hugged my body. "The son of Mamah is amazing, strong and also very patient,"

I have never seen anything like that in myself. I felt so weak and weak. Some of the time I have been through has been very stifling and I am often tired of almost giving up on my own life. Do I deserve to be called a strong and patient woman?