Best Ex-Husband (FINISHED)

20 - Confession: I'm Pounding Near You

...Being in love is human. Only if you love someone especially him who you see more often every day. When smiling, even crying. That's what I feel now. Could it be, I like Eagle? But, I still think of Thunder Brother. The father of the baby in my womb. ...

Virginia POV^^^^

As usual since I lived in the house of the Kusuma Diningrat family. He, the man who was so gracious as to greet me, spoke soft words to me, the first time in my life to feel so deeply cared for. Will I get caught up in my own feelings?

"Don't forget to eat the fruit, yeah."

Brother Eagle never forgets an item once, reminding me of trivial things such as eating fruit, drinking milk and vitamins pregnant women. Until I memorized every schedule he checked on me, going into my room only to cover me until I fell asleep. Now, my gestational age is five months.

No longer sad, I was happy nearby.

His treatment, his gentleness managed to surprise me. Again and again. It's too long, if I tell him everything he did for me. It starts in the morning when I open my eyes. Until I was covered with the warm blanket she always prepared.

Five months I've been in this house with him, my husband formally. His smile I can't ignore. Sweetness over sugar, I even often miss the clutch of his hands.

She hugged me as I sobbed at night feeling the baby kick start to feel active. Know her? I wasn't crying because of a little kick that didn't leave me sick at all.

But I was crying for something else. Imagine a time later, when I was used to the attention of Brother Eagle. Then it was with a weight that I came back to the fact that I would eventually be divorced.

"You why? How come you're that moody? Did little guy kick your belly again?" tanyakanya. That's what he thinks, I'm in pain because the kick doesn't mean it.

"No, really. Not." Just a pan that I can give while circulating the view and then sip the remaining water in the glass.

"Are you bored at home?"

Maybe I'm bored? Unfortunately no. This man always accompanied me, taking his time after he came home from work to take care of me. I always miss him, wanting to be with him like he is today. No matter in the house or anywhere. Me, Dara. Seems like he really likes her.

"Not bored, brother. Oh yes, how is Brother Guntur? Is he fucking human?"

I never forgot that guy. Thunder is my first love. And the man who first touched me, until I had his baby. Although it felt like I was getting used to his sister, who noticed me far beyond my expectations.

My breath seemed to make Brother Eagle feel astonished.

"The Thunder is unconscious, Dara. Do you miss the Thunder?"

Both of his eyes looked at me intensely and scrutinized. I smiled faintly as I tapped on the dinner table slowly. "I just want to know how he is" I replied.

It's just because of that. The kangen? I forgot the last time I missed that guy. It seems like it was a long time ago, I might have been alone.

"Become."

I raised my face as Brother Eagle looked at me while rubbing my palm. What's the matter? My heart is beating fast.

"Yes, Brother?"

"You're in love, aren't you the same Thunder?"

That question. So, that's what Eagle would ask.

"Love?"

I'm pregnant with Thunder's older son. Even though I was forced to. I don't want to do that nasty thing. But, I do love Thunder Brother. It's just that what the Eagle Brother asked was now? Or the past feelings?

"Yes. Right now you're in love, aren't you the same thunder bang?"

At present. So what Eagle asked was this moment. I—bingung.

"Become confused, Brother."

"Buddy?"

Brother Eagle is seen rubbing his forehead repeatedly. While poking at her lower lip, was she confused as well? Thought.

"You're starting to like me, Dara?"

My heart almost exploded. Did I not hear wrong? What did he ask just now? What do I have to answer? No no, I might as well. What after this Brother Eagle will immediately leave me, because I am so unconscious, who I am now.

"I don't ... means .. What, Brother?"

"I asked you, Dara. You don't like me, do you?"

How about this, I have to answer what.

"It's not so." I'm shaking.

"Good, Dara. Don't like me. Because I don't deserve to be liked by you."

I just lied to myself. I'm sure, I'm sure I lied just now.

His eyes were still looking at me, I was getting nervous. What if I told you the truth, things would get messier?

"Sir ..."

"Yes? Why Dara?"

"Become likes Eagle's sister."

Just slid out of my mouth. Don't know how Eagle's brother behaves after this towards me. But for five months there was only one roof, although not as long. I feel more cared for by this man before me. Is it wrong if love grows in my heart for her? I'm ready, if in the end Brother Eagle will leave me.

He looks clumsy. "You mean?"

"Yes, I'm sorry Dara, sister." I just ducked.

"Become... You must like me because of all my attitude towards you, right? Your gratitude to me? Yea?"

What this guy really wants. Ask about the taste I have for her. It all feels confusing. Of course I like him because he's good. But sometimes I feel pounding, not ... not sometimes, but—every time I face him, I thump.

"What does he want?" Because I was confused and also curious, he meant the question to me. What does he want?

"I'm sorry Dara. But, all my kindness to you, because you are the one who means the thunder bang. You are also a woman who is loved by him. I like you too, because you are kind and honest. You deserve to be loved by Dara..."

I just kept listening to her words. Heart expression? I don't know, I don't expect him to return my feelings. What I realized, full of self-knowledge.

"I understand, Brother. I like my brother for being used to being with my brother during my stay here. I, not expecting anything in return, I realize who I am. I know the limits that stand in my way and my brother. There is a wall in our midst. I also know, I don't deserve more feelings than Big Brother."

At least I felt relieved after saying it. The rest, I leave it to him. Nothing will change the reality of who I am and who he is.

Unexpected things happen. Eagle brother, he approached me so close. Then his face came closer to mine. Her breath felt warm on the surface of my lips. What's he gonna do.

Deg.

He kissed my lips at a glance and then placed his forehead on my forehead.

"I don't deserve to like you more than this. Adara, there are more deserving of me. I-" broke it and rubbed my cheek with her index finger. "Although I felt a strange feeling, I started ..."

I gulped my saliva hard. I nailed and mute for a moment. I'm not done yet gasping for a fleeting kiss from him that I don't know what that means. Now he looks into my eyes deeply.

"I'm pounding near you."