BECOME SECOND WIFE

FADLAN

Adam was still silent at the dinner table, he was afraid if uminya increasingly scolded him because his father was angry and left the house.

But he really loved Farah his father's second wife, yes that love was present when he told his father to look after Farrah a few years ago when Farah was not yet his father's wife.

The forbidden love just appeared, when he was difficult to fall in love but could easily fall in love with the woman his father loved.

He knew he was wrong to take his father's second love, but he could not lie to his growing feelings for his father's second wife.

He wants to fight for his love that is so present without permission, without knowing the time and place.

But he was also afraid of being a child of the ungodly, because even so his father was also a role model father figure that he loved and became a place where in the past when slumped had to lose the bright light in his life.

Long ago when he lost his birth Abi for ever his stepfather was present to be an encouragement and guide in his life.

He also did not forget all the services of his stepfather whom he had considered and his younger siblings like his own biological father.

"Sister, you calm down. Later Umi will help you to fight for your love" said Umi gently rubbed Adam's head.

"Seriously mi?" sumringah Adam's.

Umi nodded then left the dining room.

Eyang kakung and eyang putri silently looked at what should be confused.

They felt guilty for the main cause that had Faizal remarry also on their advice and counsel.

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I was a little surprised to read the letter from the Faiz bang that should not be surprised because it has been too often bang Faiz sent a letter to me.

But this time different words bang Faiz touched my heart. The Bang Faiz I always missed but didn't want to see.

Somehow I still fear and hate to meet the Faiz bang, to carve back the household with his already no desire anymore.

I'm afraid he's not like he used to be with his promise that will always be there for me, when I'm down or in trouble.

All this time he was gone, and I fought myself against everything.

Yes, there is one person who is always there for me even though I still hesitate to step up and give certainty and hope to him.

Muhammad Adam Sirajuddin yes, the man who was always there for me. Strengthen and trust me when all his family doesn't trust me.

Either I still want to be alone, even though I really want someone present to color my heart.

My life feels empty not as good as it used to be.

The tears that have always been my friend and my sisters that were the place where I needed a hug.

"Assynoltom..."

"Waalaikumsalam.." I wiped my tears and looked for the source of the voice that turned out to be Doctor Fadlan.

"What's tumben doc here?"

"So I played to my mother's house she said you were here again, so I came straight here"

Yes, it is routine that doctor Fadlan and doctor Gita visit my mother's house to check on me but this time he went straight to the store to see me without being accompanied by doctor Gita.

"on your own?not the same as Doctor Gita?"

"He's on guard today, why still call doc anyway we're out of the hospital"

"Yes, sorry brother..."

Doctor Fadlan is an obstetrician who studies psychology so he knows about everything I've been through.

He's a guy I never feared because he's really nice and knows how to treat women.

No wonder doctor Gita is crazy about him even though doctor Fadlan has not been able to reciprocate the taste.

"Have you eaten?"

"Not yet, here I bring food for us to eat" Doctor Fadlan opened the food and fed me.

"Don't eat?"

Then the doctor ate with my spoon. Yeah, it's just one food and Doctor Fadlan, like, wanted to eat alone with me.

"Sister?if only one meal my own brother was okay, I also finished eating ice kok"

"You don't like it?eat my ex?"

"It's not like my sister, I don't feel good if Gita knows or my husband knows. I'm still the wife of a brother"

"Is there any hope for me to enter your house?"

I was silent, confused as to what to answer. Because doctors have repeatedly said Fadlan wants to be my husband.

I always wanted her to be my husband, but I didn't want her to be my husband.

Very heavy road ahead that must be taken.

My status is still the wife of the Faiz bang, and moreover the Gita doctor who has become my friend. There's no way I'm ruining everything that's been good.

"Sorry brother, even though my house is empty but my door lock is still carried by the owner"

"But tell brother? if the key is back, I want to open it. I want to inhabit that house. I will make the house colorful and full of love. To be calm, peaceful and cheerful"

I lowered my head, unable to look at her anymore because I did not want to give her any more hope.

Indeed, I am very comfortable to tell a long story about the problems I experienced so that doctor Fadlan can provide a solution of all what I experienced.

But it's not like this when I'm weak he comes in and wants to rule me.