
This morning routine as usual after all gone I went straight to the grave of Rayyan my Sholeh son.
This morning it was calmer because I had a dream last night to see Rayyan smile at me. I don't know who carried him a beautiful woman like an angel showed Rayyan's face that was so handsome, white and shining.
"Mother is relieved, dear, mother is sincere. Wait for me baby" I'll take Rayyan's headstone. I sprinkle new flowers and this time I have displayed a photo of Rayyan yesterday in print the twins are even smaller.
"Thank you Adam, thank you doctor Fadlan and doctor Gita" Adam told me this morning that he had arrived safely.
It's time I got up and opened a new page, don't think about romance anymore. Set the future brightly, if his decision later bang Faiz will divorce me I am ready to widow.
I need to be strong and be a strong and independent woman.
"That's it, ma'am..." I saw in front of the tomb one of my neighbors showed myself to a group of four people who were not so clear because it was a little far from Rayyan's tomb, for that I don't care.
I'm back in focus on Dad's grave.
"Well, come on Rayyan yeah well, she's your great granddaughter who's been struggling in your son's stomach" I moved to my father's grave next to Rayyan's.
"Assalamualaikum.." I saw the source of the voice how surprised I was, bang Faiz and his family came. My chest was tight, my hands were shaking, I held my father's headstone tightly. My tears were already flowing profusely as soon as my mouth locked.
The roar of my blood churned incoherently. My feet were squeezing everything I looked at was unclear.
All in my shadow is bang Faiz left me when I was all out in contempt by his sister and accused bang Faiz of having an affair.
Pain, it's ruined. All my views are dark.
"Take him to the hospital." I still hear who it is.
"Don't, take her home first if you're worried "we still hear all that. But no idea I didn't hear anything.
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Faizal carried Farah into the car and hugged her tightly. Abah replaces driving and next to him is umi.
"Darling, I'm sorry .. I promise I won't leave you .." said Faizal crying over Farah.
Arriving at home mom was waiting at home, because there was a brother Farah who saw that there were guests making mother come home quickly from the market.
Mom panicked after seeing Faizal carrying Farah.
"Bring to my room" I asked my mother a little in panic and followed Faizal from behind.
"What's the matter, son?" mother sat down next to Farah who was lying in the room and Faizal greeted her mother-in-law.
"Faiz doesn't understand ma'am, Faiz came here and the family apologized but no one kept a neighbor saying Farah was morning to the tomb"
"Faiz and the family were escorted to the tomb but had not had time to greet Farah passed out when she saw Faiz Bu"
Mother was silent because she knew very well the condition of her firstborn son who still harbored deep pain and trauma.
"You see for yourself, son, how broken he is"
"Yes Ma'am sorryin Faiz Bu" Faizal then rested at the feet of his mother-in-law.
"Daughter, I'm sorry. Come stand. Just pray that Farah is okay" mother stroked her daughter-in-law's shoulder gently.
Faizal sat down next to Faiz.
"So I've called Gita Bu's doctor here any minute"
"All right"
Doctors Gita and Fadlan arrive and they enter Farah's room.
Doctor Gita's checking in and Fadlan's just directing.
"Let Farah rest first, let's get out first"
In the living room everyone gathered. And there's an opportunity for Fadlan and Gita to explain what really happened.