BECOME SECOND WIFE

UNPREPARED

I enjoyed the embrace of Adam which made me very comfortable and instantly forgot that Adam was nothing, he was just my honey child.

It's hard to let go of his embrace but I have to be self-conscious not to be this close. Because I still belong to Faizal bang. I don't want to be stamped on a cheat.

I let go of Adam's embrace slowly, I glanced at the hopeful smile. Even though I know I can't retaliate.

"You're taking a leave, aren't you?" I turned my eyes away so that my tears would not flow. I opened the fridge in the back. I'll give her a cold drink.

I sat on the couch and Adam followed me sitting across from my chair.

"I'm taking a week off"

"Oh ..." confused what should I do.

"Where's the necklace?"

"Oh, that package from you?" my enthusiasm immediately looked for the existence of the box containing the necklace earlier.

It just sits on the cashier's desk. I ran a little bit to get it.

"This is from you Dam?" I took the necklace and I showed it to Adam.

Adam smiled and nodded.

"Bring here .." Adam's plea. Then I hand over the necklace.

Tidily put the necklace in the box again.

"Will you be my future wife Rah?" Adam handed the box over again with one other hand holding a bouquet of red roses.

"You're nothing Dam, I don't like" I don't know what's going on in my heart. The resentment, the disappointment churned in my heart endless.

I'm rattled. Suddenly my tears flowed in my chest. My pain is back. Given my pain and disappointment to the Faiz bang.

I thought I was healed but the truth is the pain is still there.

"I'm sorry Rah, if this makes you sick again" Adam said.

"I'm just kidding Rah, I just want to fantasize someday if I get the chance to propose to you I'm not gerogi" Adam bingun looking for reasons to make me calmer again.

I don't care what Adam says, my pain still feels. I don't know if I can be like this.

The twins came shortly.

"Mbar, please close the shop take care of your brother, wait for brother for a moment"

"Where is Adam going?"

"There's a need for a minute...!" Adam ran out of the store and the twins were still confused to see how I was still crying.

"Mbak why ?"

"Mbak's story, if there's a problem. Did Adam's brother hurt Mbak?"

I wiped my tears.

I took a deep breath and then I took it out slowly.

"What is Adam's brother?"

"He proposed to mbak"

"Why can't you take it?" ask Meli.

"Yes, just accept it. Later let brother Adam who take care of the divorce mbak with brother Faiz" added Mala.

"Huft. Mbak is still afraid, mbak is still confused with the heart of mbak who is still broken. Ma'am has not healed completely. I haven't finished my heart well"

"I'm sorry we are..." Mala Meli hugged me with her guilt. They forgot that I was still traumatized by the so-called trust.

My love and trust were lost in my trauma, and I slowly rearranged it.

Not perfect yet I set it.

"But keep in mind, brother Adam is good. He is really sincere" said Mala.

"I don't believe about that Mal, did you forget that bang Faiz also used to be very kind and sincere. But the truth..."

"Sir, not yet able to believe in love, it still feels in the heart. You have to lose Rayyan, right?"

The twins are silent.

"I'm sorry ma'am, we promise we won't force or tell you to fall in love with anyone. We will always pray for the best"

"Thank you, my beautiful sisters" I hugged them warmly.

Srak....

Adam opened the door tightly making all shocked.

He looks so bored.

"Sorry to wait a long time, how is Farah doing now?" ask her in panic.

"I'm fine, Dam, sorry to panic you"

"It is precisely me who should apologize, sorry if my statement made you hurt again"

"It's okay" I stood up and opened the curtain and returned the close to open.

I'm ready to open the store again.

Customers began to arrive to take orders for clothes. Because most of them are sellers who will sell their merchandise online again.

Adam sat down on the sofa sipping a drink to calm his troubled mind and was afraid to see my situation.

While the twins were serving my customers back to the kitchen my shop was picking up snacks.

"Now, eat it let it calm down. The shop will be closed at 5pm" I pat Adam on the shoulder. He looked confused to see me.

And I silently smiled at her ridiculous behavior.