Beating Back

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it turns out that going around can calm the mind as well as the inner eunbi. sometimes aloof and do not care to be a good thing too that is always instilled eunbi in himself.

eunbi glanced at the watch he was responding to. immediately reached for the phone in the bag there was an incoming message written there Mother.

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prangs...

the sound of the slap was so loud that it was deafening.a hand stretched out onto a cheek.he could only sobbing at the face of the father who was full of anger.

"at least treat me the same as big brother?, am I not your son" he shouted.

he stood up with trembling hands making his heart beat fast and unstoppable tears passed away".

"mom at least show your care to me inner eunbi mom while staring at the mother who stood up earlier.

eunbi ran to the room to close the door and threw her body into the bed, shrouding herself in tears, still heard the voice of an angry father screaming in the living room.

"what makes me different from my sister?, why do they distinguish their affection for me

I'm jealous and I hate not having anything to be proud of

I..............

I'm tired of having to be someone who relents and I'm tired of hoping and then breaking and breaking. I just want to make everything happen that I want is it wrong?" eunbi stood walking towards the study desk looking for a diary and wrote.

" There are times when you hate circumstances so much that you condemn every hope.

And at certain points want to stop the pulse and breath that blows.

Every effort that has no chance, every promise that is broken, and every embrace that takes off, you are eager to tear the earth to pieces until it destroys every corner of the earth.

There are times when you are silent in the crowd of those who cheer. Without looking left and right, front and back. Only shackled quiet in public.

Every hidden cry, and every broken word. You are eager to clasp the sun with its light filling a room of darkness."

"mom if I could tell you how I feel. Would you hug me like a sister? did dad give me all I wanted" tears streaming down eunbi's cheeks dripped over her diary.

crying makes eunbi tired then slowly fall asleep at the study table.

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"eunbi" the sound of the scream made eunbi look back.

eunbi quickly wiped away the tears that were on her cheeks.putting the diary into the bag back.eunbi continued to look around.

"go away, I want to be alone" said eunbi.

"you must start learning ethics not to drive someone away, not good" Adri stared at eunbi full of seriousness.eunbi just fell silent while walking, adri followed eunbi without a word.

"bright ceiling huh?". tried to attract eunbi to talk to him. but unfortunately eunbi just fell silent while looking left and right enjoying the morning air and sunlight that began to warm the body.

adri gazed towards eunbi. "apparently beautiful eunbi also her inner". does not feel they are in front of the fashion school. eunbi wanted to enter the class but adri held back eunbi

"once eunbi, will lunch together huh?"

"yes" left adri and immediately entered the class. adri smiled happily at the end he opened his inner self.adri also rushed to go to the faculty of Indonesian literature.

"Today's class is finished here, you have to find someone as a model demonstration as the task of this semester can only be one of the students from the campus yes, do not take it from outside." then the lecturer left the class.

eunbi thought for a moment who she would make a model while she did not have friends.eunbi had to find someone so that the value of this semester became the best again.

"but I can look next time because there is still a lot of time but it would be better I find now. aghhhhhhhhh sucks. inner eunbi.

it turns out that adri was already in front of the class. eunbi had forgotten it turned out that he had agreed to lunch with adri.

then in a moment eunbi recalled the school assignment "maybe she can help me but how to say it". eunbi seemed to think hard because this was her first time asking someone to help her. adri looked towards eunbi who looked hesitant like there was something she wanted to say.

"hey, you're too dreamy we've arrived".

patting eunbi's arm made eunbi startled and immediately walked into the cafe.

"you look confused, think what" said adri towards eunbi because from then on eunbi looked dreamy like worrying about something.

"ah, that's nothing, just eat". but adri does not believe in trying to make eunbi tell the truth. "eunbi if you need something say yes, I'm ready to help you". eunbi thought for a moment then sighed.

"well. today the lecturer announced the group assignment for the semester value. because I have to prepare everything from now on. because if not now fear later will not be enough time". adri looked at eunbi seriously "then, what worries you" she replied.

"i was worried because it was a campus show and I had to have a model for it because....."eunbi paused and continued saying "because I don't have any friends.but would you help me?" eunbi's face flushed with embarrassment.adri learned that eunbi felt it was strange to have to ask others for help because she was always doing anything herself. but because this semester will be a lot of group assignments however he should start to re-mingle with others. without thinking adri assent eunbi requests. "so what should I do for the task?"

"you only have to be present when I need you for this task.I will send the details to WhatsApp,

thank you" he said towards adri. adri only returned with a smile. continue to look at the eunbi who was eating, inwardly adri was happy he would have a reason to meet eunbi. eunbi who felt noticed looked towards adri. quickly averted her eyes.

"you're not eating?"

"eat" Adri replied with a smile. after finishing adri asked eunbi "stay where eun? let me drop off" then quickly eunbi replied "no need, I can go home alone" but adri continued to force eunbi to come home.