Beating Back
Not hate, just limit
Eunbi is a second semester student at Padang State university majoring in fashion D3. eunbi figure of a loner woman so it can be said to have no friends. she comes from an affluent family.
Eunbi was in one of the rooms sitting alone while waiting for the course to start at exactly 08.00 WIB. Eunbi is back in her diary. He's used to channel feelings by writing that's how he finds order.
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"When you realize that you have ensnared me in your figure, dreams do not follow me in
your shadow I miss very much.
And when I escaped the snare of longing and pain in the memories that passed in
my real world, dreams show our closeness, show us the smile you once gave me,
joking around as if your figure should always be remembered.
And when I woke up from all those dreams, I couldn't forget at all. That dream too
reminds me of your figure.
I guess the way to forget is to stop wishing for what I have planted in my heart.
But in fact, maybe in my deepest heart there are still little hopes left
about you.
"
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Eunbi closed the diary finished.She realized and in a panic she immediately reached into the bag looking for where her phone is. But still did not find. he tried to recall the last time holding the phone "ah, I forgot my phone left in the boarding house". He glanced at the clock in his hand soon the lecturer will enter teaching by being forced to complete the basic course of fashion design first.
Eunbi walked towards the exit gate of the campus heading to the boarding house to pick up the phone left behind while unwind to just rest for a while. when in front of the gate suddenly "brak" eunbi's body was pushed back two steps. With the pain felt eunbi on his shoulder he tried to stay firm while holding his right shoulder. he glanced ahead of who hit his small body so tight, "doesn't he have eyes" inner eunbi curses the person in front of her. Unexpectedly when eunbi's eyes and eyes looked up, eunbi was stunned in wonder. "that man, that man of the night, how did he get here?".
The man quickly apologized to eunbi as he extended his hand towards eunbi. eunbi did not return the man's helping hand.just that he was a little surprised to meet her again after a month since that night. eunbi never saw the man anywhere again, "does he remember me?"
But after apologizing the man passed away.it seemed like he was in a hurry. "what made him like that?" I thought again, "forget it! I should just go home". he had an hour for the next course. kos eunbi is not too far from campus only about 10 minutes. eunbi sometimes take an angkot or sometimes walk. But today the weather is not raining and not hot. Finally, eunbi chose to walk to kos. crowds in the city of Padang make ear noises, cars and motorcycles continuously passing making eunbi exhale heavily. after walking a few minutes the cost of eunbi is seen in front. eunbi hastened the pace hoping to unwind a little and rest.
Eunbi reached for the key nailed to her pants opened the door of the room. eunbi immediately threw herself on the mattress and fell asleep for a while, for a moment she forgot her original purpose back to the boarding house.
"trings"
eunbi's phone rang, eunbi tried to wake up and look for the phone. she stood up then walked towards the phone located on the study table.he looked at the mobile phone screen WhatsApp campus group "It is expected that all students majoring in fashion and literature Indonesia gather at 11:00 to participate in PPIPM activities" will then be announced again the department will conduct campus activities. And for the courses that will take place are canceled and will be rescheduled. assalamualaikum".
eunbi let out a long sigh looking clockwise showing at 10:00 with a lunglai eunbi walking towards the bathroom cleaning up. half an hour passed by and out of the bathroom while drying her wet hair walking towards the closet picking out knit pants and tops, then back to campus.
There are already many students who gathered.every corner filled with all students majoring in Indonesian fashion and literature. The crowd made eunbi take the eirphone and close the walking ear while looking around looking for an empty bench that is not too flashy. Finally eunbi chose a chair in the corner so as not to be clear while waiting for the event to start, he again glanced back at the phone in his hand playing music so that he looked cool himself. someone suddenly approached him again and sat beside the eunbi.just eunbi ignored and did not want to know who the man next to him was, with a slight shift to the left of the eunbi meant to move away from the man beside him. At that time the man accidentally nudged eunbi's elbow. "sorry, my friend pushed me a little. does it hurt?". Eunbi turned her head towards the man. "you again?".
"yes, what am I?" kepas nya. eunbi lazy to argue with him again switch to look ahead regardless of the man again.the event began.eunbi took off the earphones in his ear trying to listen carefully.
"For you young prospective researchers, PPIPM which focuses in the field of scientific research activities and reasoning can be the right choice. This SME trains you to write scientific papers that will help develop the topic and essay writing."
thank you to all of you who have been present at this event." that's how the closing of the event was.
eunbi stood up wanting to step home but the man again and again acted to make eunbi upset. eunbi stopped her footsteps because in front of the man was standing blocking the way eunbi. "get aside" in a slightly irritated tone eunbi told the man to give way.
"Include me Adri, sorry about that.
eunbi thinks at least she'll step out of my sight if eunbi replies to her response. "Eunbi, you're blocking my way". Adri shifted to the side looking at the eunbi who was away and yelling. "friend me" while smiling thinly. This is the first time Adri has been attracted to a woman. Adri continued to look at the eunbi who stepped away without looking back. But actually eunbi does not hate the man just that he tries to stay away with all kinds of relationships either friendship or romance.eunbi trauma his story will repeat again.
