Ballad of Love Son of Man
Confession
Mas Aryo held my left hand which had been embedded in a white gold ring with a tiny diamond crown.
" Andrea I'm happy" he said steadily
" I'm happy too. But there's one thing that scares me" I said. Slowly my tears were dripping down my cheeks.
My chin was raised with one of his right hands.
" What are you afraid of, baby? God willing I keep all my promises to you. I want to be a knight who can keep the promise that has been said "
I hesitated to say something that had been bothering me for months. In fact, I've been avoiding calls from Mother for 2 months when her schedule visited Aryo mas.
I played my own palm. Did I break my promise to Miss Hana to avoid and break my relationship with Mas Aryo. Akh still remembered the speech for the sake of spicy speech Hana ma'am who humbled me. How a mother can give happiness to her biological child is limited to the weight of seedlings and bebet only.
"Say baby what's wrong? At least if you tell me the wedge in your heart then the burden will be reduced "he said as he rubbed my hair
" What does mom mean in your life? "
He scrunched up both of his thick eyebrows.
"You've already told me about the Mas family. Mami ya means she's my birth mother" she replied of origin
" Did I love Mami? "
" Yes I love mommy. I respect her as the one who gave birth to me"
" If mommy wanted to sacrifice mas as a child would mas do her? "
I said firmly while wiping away the tears that suddenly flowed.
"Why are you asking that? tell me what's up? why are you crying? Whatever happens you have to be honest" she said, wiping away the tears that were still running down my cheek.
Then I stammered about the incident 2 months ago when his mother met me. Did her mom say nothing about this. I saw her jaw harden withstanding anger. His hands are clenched.
" It's outrageous that mommy's attitude to you, baby. I didn't expect my mom to interfere in my business this deep. From a young age he didn't take care of me and BiMa . He chose to leave us. Why is it that after I grow up he just as well he comes to tear up my relationship with you "he ruknya growled.
I tried to hold his hand.
" Maybe he saw that I didn't deserve to be with you. He's already picked your matching soul mate"
"Listen Andrea! Ever since I decided to love you. I am sure of my heart. I don't care about mom! I'll talk to Papi!" continued.
" I'm actually who will be in jodo with you" I asked curiously
"You've known him long before. It's Dona! " he said kelu
I remember my first and last meeting with Dona at High School.
Mas Aryo seemed proud to introduce me to his friends at that time and Dona looked angry. So that's the cause.
"That Mas Aryo knew the match long before he knew me? " many more. He nodded weakly.
"I didn't pay attention to Mami's whining that told me to get close to Dona. I assume she still has a sibling relationship with Mami so I should start to establish my good attitude. But mami made another connection to my closeness with Dona. When I informed him that I was accepted at Taruna. Mami thinks I want her. "
" Have you ever visited a mas while in Magelang ?" ask me.
He's nodding.
" 2x mami coming. The first with Kedu my half-sister and the second with dona"
I glanced at the eyes. So Dona had already come to him there.I'm alone as her lover never once visited her.
" Dona loves you Mas. "I said quietly. He puts his shoulder.
"I don't care about him. All I care about is do you love me too?"
I nodded my head. Then the hands stretched out trying to grab my body. He shifted his seat near me. He hugged me tightly.
" But I promised Mami to cut off our relationship" I replied. He glares his eyes.
" Some time you are Andrea. I tried to fight to direct our dreams and always hold back my longing but you were as good as you were to accept my mother's request! " Aryo took his hand out of my hand.
I was surprised to see his reaction. I took his hand again. But he shook my hand. Oh my God, this time he was mad at me.
" Well, I'm sorry! " pintu memelas. He lowered his head I rubbed his cheek.
He turned his face away with sadness.
" Your love is not as big as I thought Andrea was. I'd better go home. And tomorrow morning I'm leaving for Surabaya to undergo my final education."
He stood up and asked me to call my parents to say goodbye. I stood still. Ignoring his request.
I felt guilty and cried even harder.
" Yates, don't cry. What should I do to keep you quiet. "
" I'm sorry Mas. And don't misunderstand me. I love you more than anyone. Because I want to see you filial to your biological mother I'm afraid to see you happy with your mother's chosen woman" I sobbed as I held her hand.
Then I hugged her body tightly. She's speechless.
"I'm well off forgiving you. But give me some time to calm down first. Want to digest all of this. Why didn't you tell me from earlier. "
I cried again. Aryo hugged me tightly. And kissed my forehead inside. He went into the living room and looked for my parents.
Soon after, he came home to both of my parents. Mama saw my eyes swell. Gritted his eyebrows.
I cried over my naivety and stupidity. I hugged my mom and cried hard. Mom and Dad were confused to see me. After I calmed down a bit. I told you everything that stuck in my heart.
Mom was surprised and rubbed my eyes.
" dear. Trust in Your Mother. She just needs time to calm herself down first to face her mommy. "
"You have to tell us everything. Or tell her Mother Aryo so that misunderstandings do not occur. "
"Later Mama will call your mother. Now all you have to do is calm down!"
I nodded, I knew Mas Aryo was disappointed in me. But I didn't expect his reaction to be that angry. May he forgive all my mistakes.
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Aryo POV.
My heart was disappointed to hear my beloved's story. He who I fight with all my love turned out to give up when facing mommy. Is her love not as big as mine?
I'm not really angry, actually just disappointed. I entered the living room and looked for Mas Bima. I saw Papi sitting relaxing in the family room with Mother.
" Aryo, I've come home son" said Mother
" Mother Assalamualaikum,Papi. Where is Mas Bima? " many
Mother shows her hands towards the swimming pool behind
" She was with Dinda and Myrna. He said he'd like to do a barbeque for you tonight"
" Aryo there first Mother" my pamiyku hastened
" Well...Mas Bima's! " cry me. The man I was looking for seemed to be waving his hand.
" What's up Ar? why scream kayaking in the woods"
I approached. Then I whispered something in her ear. He nodded his head in understanding. Then we both walked into the living room. Earlier Mas Bima said something to Mbak Dinda his future wife.
Soon we both faced Mother and Papi.
" Papi, our Mother wants to go to Mami Hana's house" said Mas Bima
Papi was surprised by the words of Mas Bima.
" What's wrong with you meeting your Mami. Did your mom make trouble? " It's like I can guess what happened, Papi leaned me in with a question.
Mother was silent without a sound.
Indeed, when it comes to Mami, Mommy chose to remain silent because the youth themselves did not want to interfere in our affairs with Mami.
That's what makes me respect him even more. I admire her way of thinking as a wise mother.
"Just tell me what has happened to you" said Mas Bima firmly.
" Just sit down first. Papi wants to hear your explanation Aryo! "
I sat in front of Papi and explained the thing that made me lose my patience. After I finish my sentence. Papi's face looked furious.
" He never stopped bothering my kids. He never stopped hurting my family" he replied.
I saw Mother stroking papi's hand as if giving strength.
" Papi let you go there. Remember Aryo you can't always want your mom. Because happiness is not in the hands of greedy people like him! " the word Papi suppressed his remark Just this time papi said like that.
Papi has always been quiet even I remember Mami used to humiliate Papi in front of my grandparents.
The three of us were silent. Fortunately, Mas Bima closed the back door that connects the family room with the swimming pool. May Papi's angry voice not be heard to Mbk Dinda and Myrna.
" Aryo do you know where your mom lives now? As far as I know she's in Tegal town following her husband"
I nodded my head in knowing
" It's been 2 years ago that Mami moved to Bandung Pi"
Indeed, my mother used to live in Tegal but after my two half-sisters went to college in Bandung, my mother decided to accompany them. I found out from my mom when she visited me at the dorm.
"Oh then immediately book a plane ticket to Bandung. You better get on the plane faster. Bimo you call Novi to book a ticket there" Papi ordered
I thank Papi for supporting me
" Bimo! take care of your sister's emotions. He cannot think clearly when he is angry. " The word Mother reminds Mas Bimo.
He nodded and greeted Mother and Papi. I did the same thing with Mas Bimo.
Exactly 30 minutes later mas Bimo told me I had got 2 tickets to Bandung.
I was planning after Bandung straight back to the Dormitory so I saved my time instead of back and forth exhausting me.
So I also brought all my stuff that I brought from the dorm yesterday.
Fortunately I didn't bring much stuff. Only 2 pairs of shirts, 1 pair of jeans and 1 uniform. No. I forgot Manly's needs I brought along.
Exactly at 18:00 am I and Mas Bimo have slid into the airport among Pak Hardiman our family drivers.
Mas Bimo also had previously driven Dinda to return home which is not far from our family home.
My heart still trembles considering that Andrea has made her promise to Mami. What is this Andrea. Don't believe in our relationship anymore? I saw there were 10 x calls from her and 3 chatsingan whatsapp up on my phone.
I deliberately did not raise his call and whatsapp only I read. Let him know I have a feeling of disappointment too.
My dear (Andrea)
Mas
My dear (Andrea)
😢ðŸ˜
My dear (Andrea)
Mas sorry **me ðŸ˜
My dear (Andrea**)
I love you Mas very
My dear (Andrea)
Oh Allah why his anger is not finished..
My dear (Andrea)
if you don't reply I won't see you again
I finally replied after a long time.
Me :
I'm tired of wanting to rest
Then I turned off my phone. Because soon this car entered the airport.I accidentally did not tell him about my departure to Bandung. I want to. solve and straighten my problems with Mami first so that later when I married her I have got the blessing of mami. And let my mom stop feeding me with Andre.
