Ballad of Love Son of Man

Finally Talak one for Hana

And I ran after Mas Bagus regardless of the call of Mas Ferdy who had held my right hand until I was crying in sitting down to regret my actions. That same day I asked to go home and did not want to continue my adventure with my cousin.

At my contract, Mas Ferdy was still waiting for me in the car. He did not want to leave me alone afraid if suddenly Mas Bagus caught fire and acted rudely to me. But as long as I changed the stairs with her I never received the slightest harsh treatment from her.

The closed door made me pull out the spare key I had tucked inside my wallet. I sneaked inside and saw one big bag still sitting on our only wooden bench in the living room. I saw the lights on indicating there was a user. I breathed a sigh of relief that Mas Bagus was resting inside our room.

Slowly I opened the door and found my husband worshiping on his slum. I saw her shoulders shaken to the right and to the left like she was crying. I don't know why my feelings became sad and moved to see my man was complaining about his problems God. He must have told God I was having an affair with my cousin.

"Mas... Mas.. sorry I hiks.. hiks. "no power I hit the burly body that now looks thinner.

Mas Bagus was surprised to see my sudden arrival who immediately hugged him from behind. He brushed off my arms and got up from his seat. There is a pain of getting rejection from my own husband. I don't know if there is a fear of loss that suddenly looms over my eyes.

"How long have you been in contact with him? " tanya suddenly while folding her prayer mat. I got more and more closed in on the question I was afraid of. I don't know why I don't dare to look at my husband right now.

"Why Hana? Why are you a loser like this? " ask her in a loud voice.

I flowed his hands but on the edge violently and I pu felt very hurt by his actions.

"what's because she's more everything than me Hana? and I ask you to be patient with our current situation. Because soon we'll be happy Hana"

"I'm sorry Mas, I want to be like another woman whose life is always spoiled and filled by her husband. I'm tired of living like this Mas. "ultimately the uneg-uneg in my heart came out with my firmer stuffing. I don't think about Mas Ferdy waiting for me in front of my important rented house I have to tear my husband out right now.

"I guess you want to live with me this sincere Hana, accompany my struggle until later I can make you happy. But I was wrong, I'm sorry that you haven't been able to make you happy in my life. I know it wasn't just Ferdy that you cheated on me. But there was Josh who tarnished our marriage first. "

I looked up surprised by the words of the man who was still my husband I did not expect him to know the affair with Josh. I slammed into his feet I prostrated my apologies and forgiveness. But he did not shake to lift my body that was still falling under him.

"Once again I apologize Hana can not make you happy and from today I release you with whom your heart wills. I'm returning you to your parents' house tonight because from today on I'm not letting my body touch you again.! " break my tears together with my husband. I'm sad and humiliated because I'm on my husband's talaq tonight.

I tightened my arms around her legs and changed her request for forgiveness. I don't want to be divorced from the man I once fought so hard for in seeking Father's and Mother's blessing. Even though I have betrayed her, I am also sad if I have to end up like this. I'm looking for two soul mates I haven't seen before.

"I'm sorry Mas, I promise to improve my attitude and I'll leave them alone for our household" I cried hysterically, unwilling to be divorced. I am ashamed of my family deed if I am divorced by my husband who I used to be a constant companion in front of Father and Mother.

"I've forgiven you, Hana, but I can't forget what you did that tarnished our marriage. Tomorrow I will take you to Romo's house and I will take care of all our divorces.I will bring Bimo and Aryo" he said firmly.

"Where control yourself. Don't make the kids afraid of you" Pinta Mas Bagus with his distinctive authoritative voice.

"I don't want a divorce Mas, I'm sorry I promised I'd leave them both"

"Did you also promise to leave Josh's company? " he asked suddenly.

I was very hard to lose my job because from there I got my rupiah coffers for me to satisfy myself to buy all my personal needs. I'm sure Mas Bagus salary will not be able to fulfill my wishes.

"Why are you silent Hana? you're hard to live poor with me. That's why you're willing to work at Josh's place so you can still meet him again and again. Hana has sincerely separated us for your future and for the mental good of children who will not be healthy if they see their parents always fighting"

I cried again very hard to let go of this job but I also heavy to release the Good Mas that I used to fight for his presence in my life. Suddenly the sound of my phone rang out and I took it in the bag. It turned out that Mas Ferdy called me, suddenly it was good to take my phone by force.

"Han, what's the condition? be safe? " ask Amas Ferdy whose voice I can hear through my loud speaker phone.

"Aman Fer, from tomorrow you can be with Hana after I return her to Father's house. And ask Hana to Romo after her iddah period is over to be your wife. Happy Hana because she's not happy living with me" Mas Bagus said the most painful thing in my life.

Silent... Then Mas Bagus turned off my phone and returned it to me.

"at night, sleep in this room. I'll sleep with Bimo and Aryo. Tomorrow I'll take you home to Romo"

I cried again to see the violence of my husband's nature that I had never felt. I know I'm wrong but I'm also a human being who wants to be happy and wants a household only once in a lifetime, And I don't want Romo and my mom to know that my divorce is my own fault.

In my extended family no one is divorced alive. Because of infidelity, this could be a disgrace Romo and could kill my parents mentally if the cause of our divorce is my fault. I had to save my parents' pride.

Good ones have entered our children's rooms. I picked up my phone and started texting Mas Ferdy to tell him to just go home and I also asked him for his opinion on my case. Mas Ferdy replied that he would accept me after I divorced Mas Bagus and had me threaten Mas Bagus not to tell Romo about my affair, otherwise my two children would have me take it all.

Finally I ventured to knock on the door of Bimo's room and asked Mas Bagus to speak four more eyes in our room. And according to our agreement, I'm the one who will sue Mas Bagus so that everything is quickly completed on the grounds of incompatibility in the household. And I promised my two children's care to my ex-husband that he couldn't tell me about my affair with Father and Mother. I we Mas nice refused my request but it turns out he nodded in agreement.

And the next day I was really delivered home by Mas Bagus and handed over to my parents again. How wrathful Romo heard our excuses and without much ado Romo told Mas Bagus to get out of my parents' house immediately. I apologized again to the good man and promised to let him go with my two children