Ballad of Love Son of Man

Don't love me

Since my death duet that night my name and Zulfikar became famous. I was surprised by the students here so quickly idolized someone who was just a duet. 2 Months of the show has passed. But Kak Zul's feelings for me are increasingly displayed in public. Sometimes he waited for me in the parking lot or he deliberately waited for me in the mosque when going to pray dhuhur.

Ratna and Satria have become lovers who are kasmaran. I thumped my mouth when I saw the two of them sticking everywhere. While I have to be satisfied waiting for the presence of Mas Aryo.

That afternoon in front of the campus mosque, I saw Kak Zul sitting waiting for someone while his hand carried a package. He looked agitated as his eyes rolled into the mosque. Tumben Satria is not next to it usually Brand both often go everywhere together.

Because Ratna is in monthly hitch mKa this time I do my own prayers . I hastened my way out of the mosque to the cafeteria. Brother Zul's voice called me.

" Andrea, may I speak for a moment" he said. I squinted my eyes at the heat.

" Yes can. What's up, brother? "

"We better talk in the cafeteria. It's really hot, "Take her I nodded in agreement. Maybe a glass of orenge juice can ease my thirst.

I walked ahead of him and went into the Sriwedari cafeteria. I ordered a glass of Orange juice and he ordered black coffee. Then he ordered a plate of cryspi tofu for a snack.

While waiting for the order to come. He looked to the left right looking at the somewhat quiet atmosphere of the canteen. Some students are still there. This canteen is open until night. because in the mlama day it is made for extendedion lectures or evening classes for students who are working status as well.

Our order is coming. And he allowed me to drink. I sucked my drink from a white straw.

" Tumben you're alone? " he asked as he poured the black liquid over the coasters.

" Ratna had gone home first her stomach hurt again got the moon "I answered while plucking know crispy

" Owh deserves Satria hastily ran away after class"

" Young Andrea, may I ask you something the same? " he asked while lighting a cigarette in his hand.

"Please brother "I answer origin. I have met him quite often so there is a sense of ordinary when I am just accompanied by him like this afternoon

" Yates, do you have a lover?please be honest with me"

I immediately choked on hearing her slow question but it sounded like a razor in my ear.

" Why ask like that, brother? "

He smiled as he exhaled his cigarette smoke in the uadara.

" Yes, answer me, what is it? " I was silent for a few seconds then smiled forcefully. I never admitted my relationship with Mas Aryo in front of friends. They know I'm single because I'm too picky.

There were some friends or upperclassmen trying to get close to me. But back off because I saw Brother Zul more aggressively approaching me.

" If I told you already, is there any influence? " my answer is calm.however, my relationship with him is limited to the level of a younger brother. Nothing special I never gave him false hope.

He smiled but there was disappointment in his eyes.

" Is the answer correct? Or just kidding? "

I nodded in confirming.

" Yates for almost 1 year now I've harbored a feeling of love for you. " Reply again

" Is there no chance for me to approach you? "

I knocked on my glass with the tip of my finger.

" Don't love me, sister. I already have a lover "my answer again

"Sister I consider my own brother. Because all this time brother's attitude was kind and treated me like a sister"

He smiled again and sipped some coffee that was already a bit cold.

Hmmmm. It's your fault that you love me. Don't love me My Inner Legs are ridiculous. But love can never be forced and she will grow up following her master's path.

Highlight his eyes looked very poignant but I better say that honesty from now on I do not want to give him false hope. What I feared all along from her approach was her declaration of love. I heard a lot of girls at this college adore her too.

Zulfikar was a young engineering student but he also had a very good economic life. His father was an automotive businessman and from his first semester of college he had held his father's branch office. It is fitting that he never lacked money and he often treat his friends. And he is also one of the benefactors in every social activity.

" I'll keep waiting for you until I actually see your wedding invitation with the 'That' guy'! " Said full of emphasis. I feel in this unpleasant situation so restless.

Aduh Ratna why use stomach pain all the way. I had to leave immediately in front of Brother Zul for fear that my fatherhood might be seen in his eyes. I want to run away from her immediately.

" Sister, please again. Stop loving me, consider me your friend or your sister. There are still many other girls who are better than me" I said trying to calm her down.

The cigarette had already 3 sticks exhausted in his suction. Hm ......

This is what it feels like to see a broken adult male.

" Andrea, please don't prevent me from loving you. My love is sincere Andrea. I will always love you. And for now let me take you home" he said.

Why is this usually gentle man so forced. I'm getting goosebumps

" I'm sorry, brother, I brought my own motorbike

And thank you for all the kindness and care you have had all this time. I'm sorry I couldn't reply. I'll go home first Brother" I said retreat

I see he's still pecking. I immediately got up from my seat and walked out the door. I only saw Brother Zul with his pitiful face.

I'm sorry, Brother Zul, I said myself.

 

POV ZULFICAR

Today I deliberately waited for Andrea to finish praying from the mosque. I've understood his habits in college for a year. The beautiful girl of indo descent had robbed my heart from the beginning of her college.

She's a rather quiet but friendly girl I've never seen with another man or chatted with his centile.

Her cute and pretty face reminded me of the figure of Alina my ex-lover who had left me by marrying her parents' choice.

The difference with Alina is that Andrea is an independent and smarter girl figure. He's more cute and doesn't seem to pay attention to the beauty of him that makes some guys here compete to approach him.

Because of Satria I can get close to him. Satria's relationship with Ratna was a good friend and now I have to fight to get close to Andrea.

May my efforts all this time bear fruit.

But now the beautiful girl has rejected me. He said he had a girlfriend who had been with him for 3 years.

God, why am I so stupid I can't pick up on the signal of friendship that he gave me. Ah why my way of love should be like this God. 2x I fail to live romance.

Alina prefers Benu her husband left me with my love for 1 year. Now Andrea.

Am I not You do not predestine to be happy, O God...

I remember Mr. Haji Romli an ustadz in the Al-Khlas boarding school that I go to every month. I have to see him immediately at this time I want to hear his advice so that my brain and heart are upset this can be a little treated.

I immediately drove my car. 80/km I saw my spedo meter.

Bismillah

O Allah comfort your servant. Slave sincere with all MU provisions.