Badboy Vs Plain Girl
New Wound
No wound can be quickly healed, nor a wound in the heart
Qila pov's
Qila did not believe in all the narration of the Aldo to him, even it felt like a dream, Aldo expressed his feelings for Qila in the midst of many people, making Qila reluctant to express his views.
"Gua wants you to be the girlfriend of the Qi cave" Aldo said
But somehow the feeling was very tight to hear the words of the Aldo, not Qila was not happy with all the words that Aldo said that seemed to insinuate Rizky, this is not what Qila wanted, he said, he was close to Aldo just a friend even though there was not the slightest feeling of Qila on Aldo, the loud blow blew away the daydreams of Qila and Qila was very surprised that Rizky was also there even now that he had sauntered away, did Rizky also hear everything Aldo said.
Tight, that was all in Qila's heart let alone seeing Rizky's bloody hand for hitting the table so hard.
"Qi the cave likes you" again Aldo said that again to Qila
Qila doesn't want to be in this position, he doesn't like Aldo, he likes Rizky, not Aldo.
"Sorry Do" said Qila very slowly
"Sorry Do, I'm sorry but I can't" Qila replied and immediately ran away leaving Aldo
Qila decides to go to the school rooftop
calming her heart, Qila knew the answer she gave would definitely hurt Aldo's heart but she couldn't force it on her, even if it was for a month
so close to Aldo but still there is not the slightest taste that Qila felt on Aldo, unlike the case with Rizky even until now Qila's mind is always filled by Rizky.
No, Qila is not giving Aldo hope, but all that he did so that he could stay away from Rizky but in fact not and now Aldo even think that his closeness all this time because Qila began to be interested in Aldo even though all that is not true.
I don't know what now Rizky did because Qila knew clearly that he was holding back his emotions, and somehow also now that Qila was worried about Rizky he was afraid of things that used to happen again.
"Qi?" call Bella
Qila immediately ran towards Bella and hugged her tightly.
"Bell" said Qila even the pain was already
mastering his eyes made him drop his tears just like that.
"Qi, elo gap, right?" ask Bella
"Bell I can't" replied Qila
"Udah, the cave has never lost do not maxain your heart Qi"
"Aldo will also receive the same answer elo" said Bella
Qila did not answer that she chose to cry in the arms of her best friend Bella, Qila knew now that neither Aldo and Rizky would hate her.
"Gua always eliminate your Qi, if you have to follow what your heart says is not what people say. Gua understands how you feel, the cave always says never choose what is not in your heart"
"Yes Bell, but I'm afraid Bell I'm afraid Aldo's mad at me, I'm afraid Rizky's mad at me too"
"Udah gua sure everything will be good.
If it's about Rizky yes he must be disappointed to see all this but you have to be sure he will also understand later Qi"
"Bell, he must be really mad at me, Bell. You saw how he reacted"
"It's natural that he's angry Qi. Moreover, he has been chasing you long, you have not thought about it first.
You have to be sure everything will be fine
How could everything be okay. Qila was very understanding with Rizky's attitude, he could have immediately hated Qila, in addition to earlier Qila saw he was so emotional that hitting the table made his hand bleed. He was afraid that Rizky would consider her a bad woman. Honestly, Qila also did not know why Aldo could do that.
After a long time Qila calmed down, Qila and Bella decided to go to class.
Yes there was no Rizky there either he went where after seeing Qila with Aldo, nor was Aldo in the classroom.
It was not Qila's intention to hurt the two honestly Qila also did not want this to happen.
Two days Qila had not been to school, he told his parents were not feeling well when not his body that was not feeling well but his heart that again felt pain, indeed yesterday Qila had apologized to Aldo and Aldo did not concern all that, Qila thought Aldo would hate him but did not choose to forgive Qila and invited Qila to remain friendly even though Qila had hurt Aldo's heart, unlike Aldo, who was not, Rizky had no idea what she was going to do with Qila, and today Qila decided to go to school because she didn't want to be in this condition for too long. He must be able to tell everything to Rizky, he does not want his relationship with Rizky to be tenuous again. Although it was meaningless, he explained to Rizky because they had no relationship.
"You want to be in the anter?" ask Qila's father
"No, Aldo is in front of me with him"
Indeed last night Aldo sent Qila a message and asked the qila to leave together because he did not want the relationship to be separated because of it.
"Do me....."
"Udah do not discuss it Qi, the cave is mature ko natural if you nolak cave, it's right lo. The cave also does not want to maxain one's heart of Qi, so it is also natural that your heart does not accept that the cave is all in you" replied Aldo calmly
"I'm sorry Do's really sorry. I'm sorry if my answer didn't match what you expected I'm sorry
"Yes gapapa Qi, the cave is sorry you calm down"
"Thank you Do"
Aldo simply replied with a smile and immediately gave Qila a helmet.
***
At 06:50 AM they arrived at school. Many pairs of eyes looked curiously at the two of them and there were many words that students and students said to Qila. Making Qila's heart hurt because of that speech as if mocking Qila.
So pretty
He refused but still wanted to leave
together
Hypocritical
Grandstanding
I didn't think the cave was the same
So-soan nolak Aldo
So beautiful with Aldo nolak
Aldo doesn't know himself
There were many more words that made Qila's heart cramped. Qila could only bow his head, he understood for sure they were disappointed in Qila but they shouldn't have said that.
"Not to be horrified by Qi, assume that nothing ever happens" said Aldo and immediately pulled Qila's hand towards the class but when he wanted to enter the class Qila crossed paths with Rizky who inexplicably had his face filled with new wounds, qila longed to ask all that but Rizky missed it just to make Qila's heart tight for the umpteenth time.
"Qi" call Bella
Qila immediately approached Bella and released his grip on Aldo.
Bella has a confused face.
"Qi?"
"I can explain everything Bell's the same as you?" "Yes clear now Qi?"
"Yes Bell. I'm sorry to Aldo, I'm clear he's all Bell, thank God he knows why I rejected him, he said, he is also the one who wants my relationship with him, he must be fine even though I have rejected him" explained Qila
"He asked me to be Bell's friend"
Bella nodded in understanding.
"Rizky abis was beaten, but the cave also does not know why he was hit so that no one knows who hit him Qi" bella said as if she understood what Qila was thinking right now.
Qila just nodded his head.
"But wait for Qi. Rizky must have thought that you have to accept Aldo Qi let alone squirm you left with Aldo rich earlier until you hold that same Aldo" explained Bella
Even if it is true that Rizky thinks that Qila can only be silent, because for what he explained everything to Rizky while his relationship and Rizky was only limited to friends no more. Indeed the plan he will explain everything to Rizky but he thought for what, anyway Rizky never thought he existed.
Qila decided to preoccupy himself with the book he was carrying, even though his heart was still a little claustrophobic.. But this would slightly reduce the tightness in his heart.
The bell went off and Mega arrived at the class.
"For everyone" said Bu Mega loudly
"For ma'am" they answered in unison "You make a group of two people yes" said Bu Mega
All the students were cheering so much as Bella and Qila because they were going to be a group.
"But this time I certainlyin the group yes" the next Mega bu greeting actually makes Bella and Qila pursed her lips do not like.
"Well that's the mother, usually we're the ones who are reckless?" Said one of the same students as Qila and Bella did not like the words of Mega ma'am.
"You guys are sure you're not going to be real,"
"Udah nirut same mother. Mom's condolences to her group"
"You're with Anjani"
"Aldo with Bella"
"Gabriel Gabby's'
"Chintya Bimo"
"Gani Giska"
Qila was a little anxious, as almost all the male students were not close to him. Especially from earlier Mega bu called everything in pairs between male students and female students.
"Rizky Shaqila"
The words of Mega made Qila round her eyes.
"I'm the same as the other mom, do you have to be a couple, can't you be the same guy?" rizky
Qila took a breath, again the pain controlled his eyes, how much Rizky hated Qila so much that he did not want a group with Qila, hearing the answer Qila just bowed his head. It could have been that Rizky did not say that in front of Qila, now the answer is that it makes Qila sick.
"There is no rejection"
"But ma'am....."
"I've said no, there is no rejection all must agree with my choice" said Mega ma'am and immediately mentioned another name that does not have a group.
"The task is to go to page 115, there is a question of Expedition Password, you make a profit/loss report, Capital change report, Balance Sheet, Adjustment Journal and Working Paper"
"I give you two weeks, work on polio paper"
"Tomorrow we repeat, you understand"
"Yes ma'am" they answered simultaneously, long enough Mega explained the paper work and during that time Qila also lost concentration, Rizky said this time really hurt Qila, so much, he seemed reluctant to become one group with Qila.
"Qi elo gapapa. Don't you ever hear what Rizky said maybe he was just joking Qi you know for yourself he's never serious?" ask Bella
Qila just shook her head, there was no way Rizky was joking, Qila believed she must have been serious about what she said just now. Indeed his heart is very sick but again there is no right he felt it all because he with Rizky was only a friend that even if Rizky still wanted to consider Qila a friend.
***
For a long time they struggled with the lesson until now the bell has rung, Bella approached Aldo to talk about her duties, as well as Jani who approached Angga, who was not there, actually Qila also wanted to approach Rizky but Rizky actually chose to go out on appeal to discuss the task together with Qila.
Qila could only take a breather.
"Qi, Rizky on the outside asked if he wants to start when gapapa ko he will not be angry or you just need no more tasks" said Bella
Qila just nodded her head and preferred to sit in class, but when Qila wanted to go home Rizky approached Qila.
"Tomorrow at 2 Perpus" said Rizky and immediately sauntered away.
What a disgust Rizky looked at Qila for a moment, so reluctant to turn his gaze on Qila.
Tight, why should the inner tightness of Qila when she with Rizky there is no relationship so why should feel the tightness in the heart.
Today felt so long as it did not side with Qila.
"Qi you want to go home?" Ask Bella
Qila nodded his head.
"Who's home?"
"Fine Bell Angkot"
"When will Nanyain Rizky start?"
Qila replied with a nod of his head. Now Bella comes to Qila and immediately hugs Qila.
Yes, only Bella's embrace this time is able to make Qila calm. He cried there honestly his heart was very sick to see the reaction that Rizky let out but again what right he had not the right at all to feel this pain.
"Udah Qi. Gua already said everything will be fine later there is a time you can clear all the same Rizky"
"What Bell did I explained to him that I had nothing to do with him. So why would I explain to him"
"Qi but you're the one he likes"
"Not Bell. He might not like me, especially I was horrified by myself for a group of the same me or he did not want to. Maybe now he hates me so much as Bell"
"Qi reasonable that Rizky was so disappointed with you. If the cave so Rizky will be the same maybe more but you don't be as rich he you must be clear if you actually reject Aldo"
Qila did not reply he just nodded his head.
"I'm going home first Bell. Afraid of the afternoon there will be no angkot"
"Jaudah heart heart yes Qi. Don't worry anymore. Gua sure all your problems will be finished do not cry anymore, Qi cave do not want to see the friend of the nangis cave"
Before deciding to go home, Qila hugged Bella first.
