
Rizky was jealous of the rain that could freely touch Qila who could freely hit Qila's delicate skin, Rizky was also jealous of the wind because it could get closer to Qila's shadow, which can be rippling on his clothes.
For some reason but only this time Rizky really felt in love with a woman, indeed he had also fallen in love with the Rose but it feels much different now, Qila is different from the Rose. la is able to melt Rizky's hard heart, he is able to make Rizky obey his orders even Qila also always managed to make Rizky feel jealous, managed to make Rizky let out the other side huh that's Qila.
As he had this time with his cool talk with Aldo, Qila and Aldo had been much closer this week even now let alone say hello to Rizky, the smile towards him even Qila now never, ever, likewise with Aldo almost a week this Rizky never chat with Aldo because now Rizky more alone in the appeal gathered or just playing with his friends.
"Ky why are you?" ask Angga
"Father" replied Rizky lazily
"Oh yes Ky cave there is a later event of the same malem children. You wanna come with me?"
"What way?" Ask Rizky
"The way to cook Ky the other plan is to cook at Gabriel's house how you want to follow what not. Everything also comes along" explained Angga
"Aldo?" Ask Rizky. Somehow Rizky really wants to avoid his best friend that one.
"Don't know Ky he hasn't seen the cave come or not. Why why?"
"Gapa Ga grotto is just aja ko"
"Aldo seriously Ky just as he said to compete with you?" ask Angga
Very reluctant Rizky answered because it would disturb his heart again. But again he remembered that there was nothing wrong with Aldo. He has the right to fall in love with Qila because Rizky had promised to compete healthily, that means he himself gave the opportunity for Aldo also close to Qila.
"The cave does not know Ngga, the cave came out first yes" replied Rizky and immediately went out leaving Angga
He used to be free to skip school but this time no, because he did not want to disappoint Mr. Rully who had been struggling to maintain the school here, in the past if you knew Qila would be this close to Aldo maybe Rizky would prefer to leave school so as not to see what he sees now. Maybe in the past if he left this school he would not feel prolonged tightness in his heart. If he had left this school, but he didn't. He saw it all with his eyes making his heart ache a little.
Jealous. That's all Rizky can do now, even banning him from being entitled because until now Rizky had nothing to do with Qila.
"Why did Ky?"
"Bengong aja kesambet just know how you feel" said
Rully surprised Rizky
"Eh there's a father"
"Why not go to class?"
"Father sir" Rizky answered briefly
"Was there no teacher Ky?"
"There is no sir. He said not in"
"You got a problem?"
"No sir"
"Jealous of Aldo?" rully's guess was very precise this time.
"What right do I have to be jealous of him" replied Rizky
"Fight!" said Rully while patting Rizky on the shoulder
Rizky used to think Qila would be closer to Rully because it looks from the way she spoke with Rully who was so close but instead her assumption was wrong because now Rully actually supports Rizky getting Qila. The teacher always wanted to support Rizky when he was upset.
"What are you fighting for?" Ask Rizky
"Yes if you don't fight how can you get him Ky?"
"Struggling to continue to be tired sir want until when I continue to fight but without results. I can also be bosen right sir if in making it so keep mah" said Rizky pasrah
"It's a waste for the weak. The Rizky Emang that I know is weak huh, Rizky feeling that I know is hard deh.?" rully replied like a mock
"Wouldn't a Rizky get whatever he wants without complaining?" satirical Rully again
"It's not Rizky who I know is very rock-hard. What you want has to happen but it's different now"
"Yes now it's different sir"
"I know that struggle is sometimes not the same as the result, but if you do not fight that there is a struggle that you have been through all this time just disappear, just like that, aldo is getting closer to the finish. Moreover, I saw lately he was getting closer to Qila" said Rully
"Yes, really, sir, I also know that sometimes the struggle is not the same as the result. On the contrary, I do not want to continue to fight, sir, fearing that there is even heartache" explained Rizky
"Everyone if you give up you won't get hurt. You might even feel sorry for Ky. Fight before it's too late" Rully said again and immediately left Rizky alone.
Rizky was still thinking about the words that the teacher said, indeed as much as Rizky could stay away still his heart said another because he really liked Qila. To get rid of the taste was very difficult for Rizky, Rizky already loved Qila the girl of his puja.
Finally after a long time he struggled with his thoughts so he decided to go to class to just say hello or sing his smile to Qila, he said, but instead his heart was nosy back by looking at Aldo who now dared to scramble long hair belonging to Qila. They look so happy, Qila is not uncomfortable at all with the treatment that Aldo gave him.
Somehow there is a strange feeling again in Rizky's heart, indeed Rizky admitted he was jealous but it feels he also has no right because until now Qila is not his, not his, Rizky bowed his head towards the corner of the class that was already occupied by Angga.
"Ky?"
Rizky just showed her smile sign that she was fine because anyone had seen Aldo and Qila who were busy chatting.
The heart of the cave hurts Sya, but what cave can? inner Rizky
Rizky prefers to lean her head on the table and cover all her face with a bag that belongs to no one, no matter who, even almost all the male students know that now Rizky is upset because they also know that Rizky who is targeting Qila but who can be that close is Aldo his own best friend.
Long enough Rizky drowned his face on the table because today no teacher entered because he was busy with the study tour class 11 which will be held in two days, this time Rizky chose to play his phone open the instagram application and intend to delete all the photos he uploaded but when scrolling down to see the posts of his Instagram friends accidentally there is one more post makes Rizky's heart feel something strange, though, yes Aldo post that was sitting with Qila in the Library even in the photo Qila smiled very wide unlike when Rizky took him selfie Qila looks very stiff.
Rizky decided to turn off his phone to stay in his position in the corner of the class this time he played the guitar somehow his fingers instead play a song belonging to Aldi Maldini - Let me go
I didn't expect
Everything is like this
All that's beautiful is turning into nothing's gone
You can be like this
Leave me
Without a certainty
now that Rizky's friends have been singing along with Rizky makes the classroom atmosphere very boisterous, not satirizing but that's what Rizky is feeling now. The temple seems to describe the contents of Rizky's heart.
I can only hope
You're happy there
With him your choice
Even though he's my best friend
It seems like Rizky's friends realized the song that Rizky sang for Aldo, was evident during the temple even though he was my best friend they all sound compact until it sounded very crowded. Everyone knows that Rizky was the first to target Qila but why Qila is closer to Aldo now.
Let me go
Let me be the one who's hurt
Let me stop
Stop expecting you
Oh god, strengthen me
Accept all this
If he was for me
I hope to give him back to me
Even now that they are replaying the song and singing it together, Rizky really did not expect to have friends like all of them.
"Acik asik jos" said Gabriel
"Although abis" said the laen