Bad Girl Meet Karma's

23 | Sadness Giselle

Giselle Pov's

I am now sitting in a cafe chair, as we both planned. Yes, today Catherine said she said we'd make another reunion plan.

Gavin, Takumi, Alex, Catherine, I, will eat at this cafe while chatting about the days of High School, hihi.

Catherine had gone to the bathroom because she said she was stuck, and no one else had come.

I sat there with my thoughts dissolved, but a few minutes later came the man who had become my first love since High School.

Although I did not dare to express my feelings, but now it is different. Thanks to Catherine's support and help, it somehow made me confident and more courageous to find out how I felt.

Indeed the guy said that he had a girlfriend, but before the yellow janur curved, there is no harm in trying to win his heart?

However, there is something that makes me awkward. Because the old Catherine was drastically different from the current one. Alex did too, though not as much as Catherine.

But I don't think too much about it, because maybe they both have personal problems that can't be talked about right?

And I respect Catherine's privacy, as her best friend.

Alex looks back on somebody, maybe he didn't see me here. So I took the initiative to call him.

Alex didn't look at me at first, but it's probably not heard much. How big do I have to sound to let him sound when I call him?

After I called a few more times, he turned to me. He walked towards me and sat in front of me.

Honestly, when he sat in front of me and his face was very close to me, I could not hold a smile that was engraved on my face.

I feel very happy, even I can not hide my wrong behavior.

"Lo have a look at Catherine?" he asked me which one disappointed me a little. That's not what I want to hear from his lips.

I don't know why, the look on her face today looks brighter and happier than the day before.

Of course I know that because I've been hunching feelings for almost four years on her. And I always watched him secretly.

Maybe some of you are disgusted or do not like my treatment like a stalker.

But I don't care, as long as I'm happy, I won't think of anything else. I answered the question while putting on my best smile. "Gue hasn't seen him yet, but he's the one who invited me here" I explained.

Instantly the look on his face that looked bright and happy earlier, instantly turned three hundred and sixty degrees.

I was shocked and confused, how not? The look on his face quickly changed like that.

His dark eyes, the barely noticeable thin smile, instantly disappeared and was wiped away from his handsome face, and the look on his face turned cold again.

He also kicked the table suddenly while standing, of course it makes me very surprised by the treatment of him who suddenly.

The view at the cafe was immediately directed to the two of us, but Alex seemed to not care and went so alone I with a quick step.

I called him hoping he would hear me and stop, but it was a waste because he ignored me and was still loyal at his quick pace.

And at that moment, I saw Catherine running in a hurry after Alex. What the hell is going on here?

I swear, unparalleled confusion comes my way. Out of curiosity, I followed them both.

However, when I just came out of the door of the cafe I saw Alex who seemed to be in a big rage.

"Gue likes you, I love you! But if you can't thicken it all, you say it clearly! Don't make me mean to another girl! I'm sick!"

Once my whole body stiff like a mannequin, my eyes bulged as if it could get out of place, I did not know how to react.

It hurts, that's all I feel right now.

I swear, it hurts. My heart felt like it was being broken by a giant hand with a strong, very sick until my tears escaped.

I could only quietly listen to the two most meaningful people in my life right now being in a big fight right before my eyes.

"In the moment your best friend likes your ex, but your ex likes you! I hate all this cheap drama! I'm confused by how I feel!"

Again I can only keep quiet, so all this time Catherine was Alex's ex? And it turns out Alex still loves Catherine?

So all this time, I was the one who turned out to be Catherine?

Is this also the reason Catherine changed back then? Is this also the reason why Catherine at that time hated Alex so much that she insulted Alex?

But on what basis? On what basis does Catherine hate Alex? How many more secrets do I not know?

How many more secrets are they hiding from me?

It's all too sudden, I cover my mouth with both palms of my hand so that my stuffing that forces out can I hold.

Catherine looked extremely frustrated, she squeezed firmly into her hair while bowing her head. Which somehow makes me feel guilty.

But the fact that Alex has always been in love with Catherine, makes me not willing.

Which girl is not hurt, if the guy in her tribe expresses feelings towards another girl right in front of her?

It was futile to ask this, but the question kept coming out of my lips, "Is that all true?"

Catherine turned to me while shedding her tears. Honestly, I've never seen Catherine cry like this.

"Gi... selle...?"

He called my name with a surprised face that he could not hide, his voice was soft and almost drowned.

Then I saw Alex behind her, recalling the statement that she still loved Catherine, making my heart ache.

I can't stand it, my mind is fucked.

I feel upset, sad, angry, disappointed, guilty. All of them clump together so it is difficult to separate each of those feelings.

All this reality is too sudden. I don't know what possessed me, my legs were moved to run from here.

I could hear Catherine's screams calling out to me, but I ignored it all and ran as fast as I could from there.

I did not look ahead when running, as a result I hit someone so I could not maintain my balance and ended up sitting on a dirty floor.

"Sorry, aren't you papa?"

I also heard a very familiar voice in my hearing. I raised my head to look at his face.

No mistake, he's the one.

The guy who recently made me comfortable, who recently made me happy, and who I haven't seen for a long time.

"Giselle?!"

I also returned to escape my tears and immediately clasped the chest of the field, I don't know what encouragement made me do it.

But strangely, instead of pushing me, he sank me deeper into his warm, comfortable embrace.

God, why is it so comfortable to be in his arms?

To be able to make my heart beat faster, as well as being able to cause warmth that spread throughout my body.

Why don't I feel the same about Alex?

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Now we sit on a park bench under a large tree, making the air cool and shady.

With him who is still faithful looking at me with the look of his worried face, which makes me a little happy.

I also drank a bottle of cold black coffee that he bought for me, somehow the slightly bitter taste of black coffee is always successful to make me a little calmer.

"Are you a little quieter?" he asked and I nodded slowly in response.

"Thank you, it has helped me," I said with a deep smile.

He smiled back at me and said, "Together,"

Then after that there was no more dialogue thrown from the two of us, maybe we were too confused how to open the conversation.

"Lo what's the problem?" suddenly he opened the conversation, his tone sounded very careful, maybe he was afraid if he was too meddling in my affairs.

I also tried again to show my smile, "Gue is not papa, just surprised," said I was calm. "Do you know Catherine's ex Alex?" tanya I managed to make him wart and slightly furniture his eyeballs.

"Do you know?" tanyanya made sure.

I nodded. "Even Alex says he still loves Catherine" I smiled bitterly. "How should you do now? I feel disappointed with Catherine, but I also know that Catherine is suffering...."

Why are these tears coming out so easily again?

But before long I felt a soft touch that swept my tears, I immediately turned to the figure who had given a soft touch of smile.

He put a very sweet smile on my eyes, and he said, "Don't be too confused. The problem of gini will always be there to decorate our lives, what you have to do is try to make everything return to normal and solve it in a good way,"

He paused his sentence while looking at me deeply, then he went back to saying, "Lo just has to do what you think is right, then you can solve your problem,"

Somehow his whole sentence stunned me, and managed to make my heart beat again quickly.

It was as if this heart would escape from its current place as well.