Back To Yes

Chapter 18

Night without stars, do not know where the star is clear tonight there is only a moon.

And Kauki is busy at his desk, doing his regular activities every night before bed, studying.

Ciii... Sreeeed... Dreeet

Kauki's focus broke when he heard the sound of shifting objects, making his ears linu. The glassy girl immediately threw a glance at the origin of the voice.

He saw Alpha again shifting the study table. Then put a laptop, and a projector. The alpha came back in and came up with a plain white canvas, putting it in front of the projector.

Alpha then went in again and came back with a chair and a guitar. The man in the nose was sitting while holding the guitar facing Kauki.

The Spanish-blooded Japanese girl also looked at him with a shrunken forehead, Kauki confused.

Alpha takes a breath, then smiles gently.

"Kauki, I don't know what else to do sorry. You know, we know if I'm not good at apologizing, it's because I never apologized before. But elo, Kauki, you're the first person to make me fight this hard so you can be sorry."

Alpha got up and fiddled with the laptop and adjusted the light from its projector to the canvas.

Kauki is still in place, waiting for the next Alpha thing to do.

Turns out the Alpha played their childhood videos. The video is Alpha kumpulin and he edits for hours.

Alpha returned to his seat, and began strumming the guitar.



Jreng..

You gota go and get angry at all of my honesty

You know I try but I don't do too well with apologies

I hope I don't run out of time. Could someone call a refere?

'Cause I just need one more shot at forgiveness

Kauki was stunned, a little amazed by the looks of Alpha. But Kauki was still insistent.

I know you know that I made that mistakes may be once or twice

Kauki snorted cynically, no, Alpha not only once twice made a mistake. But repeatedly.

And by once or twice I mean maybe a couple of hundred times

So let me, oh, let me redeem, oh, redeem, oh, myself tonnage

Alpha stared at Kauki inside, implied a plea within his brown eyes.

'Cause I just need one more shot at second chances

"the alpha! Don't do that!" Kauki's small voice in the video makes Kauki's attention distracted, in the video the little Alpha is poking Kauki with a lizard.

Then little Kauki ran to the nearby fish pond, Alpha still chasing after him. The little kauki kept screaming and pushed Alpha into the fish pond. Kauki laughed with satisfaction, as well as the laughter of Mia's mother who recorded the actions of the two boys.

And it brought up the little smile of Kauki watching it.

Is it too late now to say sorry?

'Cause I'm missing all the moment with you buddy, oh

Their moments as children continued to play with Alpha singing that accompanied him. Makes Kauki drift, reminiscent of the past.

Is it too late now to say sorry?

Yeah, I know-oh-oh, that I let you down

Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?

Huoo.. Huoo.. I'm sorry

Huoo.. Huoo.. Sorry

Sorry

Alpha's gaze never escaped from Kauki, the man seemed to want to show his regret through his eyes. And Kauki can catch it all. But the girl didn't want to know.

Yeah, I know that I let you down

Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?

Kauki fell silent, is Alpha late to apologize now? To be honest, it's never too late to apologize.

But Kauki is still insistent, he wants to squirm until Alpha struggles to apologize to him.

I'll take every single piece of the blame if you want me too

But you know that there is no innocent one in this game for two

Kauki looked down, his eyes fogged up. He's in a dilemma, on the other hand he doesn't have the same Alpha.

But the shadow when Alpha repeatedly hurts him only for his female idol makes Kauki's ego rise. Suppressing his conscience.

I'll go, I'll go and then you go, you go out and spill the truth

Can we both say the words and forget this?

Can Kauki forget all that? Cut all the Alpha wounds in his heart? Hell no's! Of course I can't.

But.. Kauki.

Honestly, Kauki never wanted to mediate Alpha. But it is difficult to open the heart when the heart itself is injured. The wounds in his heart had not healed completely.

Is it too late now to say sorry?

'Cause I'm missing all moments with you buddy, oh

Yes Alpha kangen, miss the moments they were still as close as before. When there's no one but him and Kauki.

Not so strong feeling, Alpha's eyes glazed. It feels like being kept away from the people we love. About his guilt.

But Alpha is aware, Kauki is also because of his own mistakes. If Alpha was in Kauki's position, maybe he would have done the same.

Is it too late now to say sorry?

Yeah, I know-oh-oh, that I let you down

Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?

I'm not just trying to get you back on me

'Cause I'm missing all moments with you buddy, oh

Kauki still enjoys watching their childhood videos. From starting toddlers, entering kindergarten to growing teenagers. The two are always together.

And honestly, Kauki misses those days.

Is it too late now to say sorry?

Yeah, I know-oh-oh, that I let you down

Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?

Huoo.. Wuoo.. I'm sorry

Huoo.. Uoo.. Sorry..

Uoo.. Uoo.. Sorry

I let you down.. Ow

Is it too late? Too late?

Yeah I know I know that I let you down

Is it too late to say sorry now?

Alpha ends the song as her childhood video ends. And at the end of the video appeared a large Spanish-language writing.

'LO SIENTO MUCHO, LO SIENTO MI AMIGO. TE AMO'S.' (I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, my friend. Love you).

Kauki's forehead creased back, why should there be the phrase 'Te Amo'?

But Kauki doesn't bother. Maybe Alpha means, he loves Kauki as a best friend.

Alpha naro his guitar and looked at Kauki in the shade.

"Kauki.. I've been trying my best. But if you're still mad at me, it's okay, I understand. It must not be easy sorry humans are as stupid as me. But, Ki, I wouldn't give up if you still can't forgive me. I'll keep trying, until you get back to me."

Kauki fell silent, sculpting. His mind was full of consideration between sorryin Alpha or not.

If I'm sorry, is Alpha not gonna fuck him again?

But all of Alpha's faults to him mean nothing if coupled with their friendship that has been established since infancy.

Everything they pass together, happy, sad, yes, all of that you can forget just because of Alpha's fault.

You are not****, he just can't be evil. So Kauki mutusin for sorryin Alpha.

Looking at Alpha, the guy was still waiting. A thin smile Kauki gave Alpha pleasure and wonder.

"Is that the answer yes or no?"

Kauki sniffed his shoulders.

"Wait, before you answer, I still have another song for you."

Alpha gets ready to play the guitar, but then Alpha gasps when cardboard slams on his head. Make it swallowed up by darkness.

Kauki closed his mouth writhing Mia's mother the perpetrator who covered the head Alpha using cardboard.

"Good yes, people want to get ready to sleep, even noisy!" mother Mia's nagel.

Alpha removed the cardboard from his head, then looked up to wriggle Mia's mother.

A second later Alpha screamed. "YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! LEGATION.. HAUNTINGS.. JIIINU.. SHUHH PAIT PAIT.."

Mother Mia glared and ruffled waist squirming Alpha jejeritan while closing her face.

Naturally, at that time Mother Mia again wear a mask. Her long hair was unraveling and wearing a white nightgown.

Alpha's ear made the man scream.

"Addicted.. Sakiiit pain.."

"Sukurin! Who told you to do the devil's mother!" madam mother Mia.

Alpha opened his eyes. The man breathed a sigh of relief when he knew it was his mother, not the devil.

"Mother.. Alpha Kirain dead demons and comrades." Alpha's grin makes Kauki almost chuckle while Mia's mother glares.

Kauki chuckled at Alpha who scratched his head at mother.

"Hi, Mother."

Mother turned her head and realized that there was Kauki ngeliatin them.

"Hi, honey, you haven't slept?"

Kauki. "Kauki's learning."

"Great craving for Mother's child. Look at Kauki, Al, he's learning. You are not learning, even singing is not clear. Kauki, Alpha must be bothering you?"

"Ep.. A little."

"That's right! Alpha, Mother does not want to know, anyway all this must be given abis you sleep. You go to school tomorrow, Al. How sleepy then?"

"Yes Mother yes.. Alpha will be in order."

"Review yes! Kauki, learn it not for long yes, do not sleep kemaleman, tomorrow school."

"Yes, Mother."

"Yes, Mother is sleeping, son. Alpha, mopping up!"

"Yes, fighting.. Mother's son tuh me or Kauki anyway, same Kauki talking really soft, same turn Alpha really fierce." dumel Alpha reddened his lips while megeberesin objects to seduce Kauki earlier.

Kauki giggled softly, feeling funny wriggling the face of the Alpha manyun who looked gushy.

Mommy just mendelik and throw a breath before finally left the balcony of the child's room.

Alpha snorted, the bunch was actually not fierce, but if you already nagged caving firecrackers.

Uh, the new Alpha wants Kauki. The girl gave no answer.

"Kauki, you're sorry about me, aren't you?"

Instead of answering, Kauki smiled making Alpha curious.

"Kauki?"

Kauki chuckled, while closing the window curtains of his room, Kauki said.

"Buenas tardes, Alpha."

Alpha's dumbfounded. Kauki just said good night, smiling again. That meansaa..

"Buenas tardes, Kauki." muttered Alpha replying to Kauki with a big smile on his thin lips.

Tonight, Alpha believes he's going to have a good dream.

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Tok tok tok tok

Kauki opens the main door and finds Alpha who has been tidy with her school uniform.

Just like Alpha, Kauki is also ready in the same uniform.

"Mh.. Buenos dias, Kauki." say Alpha.

After that Alpha scratched his nape, for some reason he nervously stared at Kauki.

"Np.. I'm here because I want mastiin, are you sorry me or not."

"According to you?"

"I don't think I know. You just smile, but you don't say anything. That makes me doubt. So. I want you to hug me now."

Alpha speech brings a frown on Kauki's forehead. "Why should I hug you?"

"So I'm sure you're sorry. Lo tau, eeeh. as proof."

"Evidence? You want proof? Okay." Okay."

Alpha smiled happily and spread his hands. Guess if Kauki wants to hug him.

Kauki smiled ignorantly and then struck Alpha.

PLAQUES

Got that tabokan Alpha gawking.

"That evidence. Congratulations, elo I'm sorry." press Kauki then passed by Alpha because Nando already came with his pastel blue vespa.

The girl chuckled while Alpha let out a sigh of resignation.

"The ones in the arms, the ones that were caught were even slaps." muttered Alpha sniffed at his cheek that Kauki had slapped.

Not really loud, only Alpha wants to sniff the touch of a touch Kauki on his cheek.

While Kauki had climbed onto Nando's motorbike and immediately swooped at the man's waist with a happy feeling.

"So, are you better than Alpha?" ask Nando enthusiastically.

"Udah."

"Thank God, I'm glad to see it. We shouldn't have friends with each other."

"Yes, it's also thanks to you. Thanks for giving me advice, I'm lucky to have a girlfriend as good as you" said Kauki leaning his head on his girlfriend's shoulder comfortably.

Nando smiled gently stroking Kauki's arm around her waist. "I'm lucky to have you too. Thanks for choosing me."

From the Alpha terrace wriggled the scene with a feeling of urgency. Alpha touched his chest, relieving the throbbing pain in his heart.

"Alpha, we go first." said Nando to make Alpha aware.

"Oh, yes. Be careful both of you." return Nando's thumbs up and dibales Kauki's smile.

After the two lovebirds left, Alpha threw out his breath that felt tight. The black haired man smiled bitterly.

Naw. He cannot be jealous. Kauki is his best friend, and so is Nando who is now part of his life.

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Kriy..

Alpha students enter the class and are ready to begin the lesson.

But then they were made curious when the headmaster came with a girl who turned out to be a new student.

"Include my name Laluna, you can call me Luna, I'm moving from Singapore."

The voice made Nando look forward, as soon as he froze looking at a beautiful, black-haired girl with a slight blow.

Viral who sat with Alpha excitedly nudged Alpha. Make Alpha careless like his friend's behavior.

"What the hell, Viral!" decak Alpha is.

"I-it's. That's."

"That's what?"

"Your new students are pretty cec, Alpha?"

Alpha wriggles the new student with a flat look. "Obsolutely normal. Still waiting for Kauki." she replied.

"Huh?" Viral frowned.

"What?" Alpha is back.

Viral did not want to take a headache as Alpha said, the man turned his attention back to the front. Stare at the new student in admiration.

"Cec cec prettynyaa.." decak Viral was amazed as if writhing angel.

"Okay, Laluna, please sit on an empty bench."

Wrestling Laluna who was wailing on the empty bench, Viral immediately pushed Alpha who was again holding his chin while looking at Kauki beside him, as a result the handsome guy fell.

Bruckk

"Ouch.. Viral begoo.." ringis Alpha rattling his ass that pain abis nyiun floor.

Kauki who was sitting the same Cia Kontan giggled.

"Lal-Lal-Luna, dud sitting in-in-aja. It's empty here!" yells.

Viral's words make Alpha tick. The man stuttered with his book out loud.

"Eh ****! What do I take? The devil?"

"E-elo pi moved to Nan-Nando gih's chair, Al. Bi-biar Laluna is with me."

"Have a son! NO!"

Viral manyun while the other students laugh amusedly wriggling the debate of the two creatures. Except for Nando who is silent a thousand languages.

"Alpha, Viral, you are so ashamed. Show your courtesy to the new students. Laluna, you're sitting on Nando's bench."

"Yes, ma'am." Laluna replied with a straight look towards Nando.

The girl stepped into Nando's chair.

Kauki stayed in his place, actually he did not want to when the teacher told the girl to sit with Nando. Kauki repeatedly looked back to squirm Nando as the new boy anxiously.

But Kauki was somewhat relieved to see Nando who was not affected at all by the new student.

There was a sense of regret when he decided to move seats. How else, he wants to sit in the front, while Nando's bench in the back. Tell Cia tukeran same Nando also not good.

Yes, Kauki can only give up.

"Chew looh.. The nandonya sat with the new student." seduced grim-faced Cia Nakutin Kauki.

"What the hell, Cia. Why anyway? After all Nando inget if you already have me." reply Kauki ketus.

"But that girl is so pretty, Ki. Look, a lot of people are fascinated. What about Nando Kesirep? You're not jealous?"

"Gue believes in Nando." Kauki insists.

Cia just mangosteen, then grinning while rubbing Kauki's shoulder.

"Yes, Ki.. Still looking forward to kamoh really," entertain Cia, Kauki just mutter eyes.

Nando remained silent as Laluna sat beside him. The sweet girl glanced at Nando who was pecking at his place.

"Hi, Nando. Long time no see" said Laluna staring in Nando.

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