Back To Yes

Chapter 13

Kauki was still sobbing in his room when his house bell rang a sign of a guest. With a step, Kauki opened the door.

Kauki thinks it's Tristan, but it turns out that Viral is the one who wants to write Kauki's book.

"Ha-hai, You.ki?" Viral immediately showed his confused face squirming Kauki's face wet with tears. "E-elo ken-why, Ki?"

"Viraal.." isak Kauki.

Viral is confused but instantly brings Kauki into his arms, rubbing the girl's back.

"Why? A-is there a-is there a lo-hurtin?"

"Viral.. My parents died." replied Kauki accompanied by a cry.

Viral gasped, surprised. Just this afternoon Kauki talked about his parents who wanted to go home, but now it was just the sad news he received.

Handsome but stuttering guy is pitying. You must feel devastated, especially Kauki is the youngest child, plus the capacity to meet his parents is also limited, not like Viral who can meet his parents every day.

"Hey, good luck, Ki." Viral stroked Kauki's back, giving strength to his best friend.

Viral and Kauki are not as close as Alpha, but Viral has always been a place to confide in Kauki and his friends. Despite his shortcomings, Viral is a good listener. There is always a time when his best friend needs him.

No long time Tristan came, Kauki immediately rushed into the arms of his brother. Kauki's cry broke again, Tristan was unable to hold back his tears.

Viral can only look at both with wet eyes. As a friend Viral participated in the sad relationship experienced by Kauki and Tristan.

"We pack clothes now yes, Brother was already pesen tickets to Spain, we leave today."

Kauki nods and goes into his room to pack clothes followed by Tristan. While Viral doesn't leave right away, he'll wait until Kauki leaves.

"Viral, thank you for my shoulder. Elo my best friend," Kauki told Viral after finishing packing his things.

Viral smiled sincerely. "Yeah. Yeah-that's hard, K-Ki."

Kauki smiles then hugs Viral for a moment, then gets into the car towards the airport.

Viral takes a heavy breath, then throws his gaze at Alpha's house. The man with the crested wonder why Alpha does not appear when Kauki again hit gini disaster?

But when Viral hits Alpha's door, the maid comes out.

"I'm sorry, Den Viral, but his Den Alpha is back at his Grandma's house."

Viral can only nod his head, he wants to ngabarin Alpha through chat, but Viral forgot to bring hp. The guy decided to go home.

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The day was suddenly dark for Kauki and Tristan. All of them were wearing all-black clothes at Kauki's parents' funeral.

Kauki who was wearing a black knee-length dress looked hysterically wriggling both her parents in a crate. Her mother looked beautiful in a white dress, while her daddy was very handsome in a suit. But that beautiful and handsome face was pale, lifeless.

"Mommy.. Daddy.. Wake up! I know you were just asleep.. Please wake up!" Kauki screamed in the arms of Aunt Becky who was also flooded with tears.

Kauki's cry made the others tear up, especially Tristan who could not hold her tears. He still couldn't believe his parents didn't exist.

Tristan wishes to meet his parents, but not in this lifeless state.

"Tristan," call uncle Tadashi, the younger brother of the Japanese daddy.

Tristan turned his head with a hazy look, then rushed into the arms of Tadashi's uncle.

"Patience, Son. This is all a test from God that you and Kauki will be strong children."

Tristan sobbed, trying to strengthen his heart. The man took off his embrace and looked at Kauki who was still crying loudly in the arms of Aunt Becky.

Tristan approached his sister and took Kauki in her arms. His eyes looked at my parents.

Aunt Becky could not help but cry grieve for her two beloved nieces. The mature brown-skinned woman rubbed the shoulders of the two, giving strength as well as telling them they were not alone.

There are still many who love Kauki and Tristan.

That day, the earth seemed to be wet, not because of the rain, but because of the tears of the Kauki family who lost two people they loved.

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This morning Alpha stepped alone through the school corridor, he was about to leave with Kauki, but when he was being shampooed, Kauki's house was empty.

Kauki's servants go home, leaving Alpha confused. So Alpha wants to meet Kauki at school.

"Ci, where's Kauki?" ask Alpha to Cia who has stayed with his reading book

Cia grumbling with forehead. "Where I know, it's kamoh whose house is next to Kauki."

"Gue went to his house, but there was no one."

"No Tristan, either?"

"Nothing, everybody's gone, don't know where."

Cia mangosteen, too confused with one of his close friends who say suddenly.

"Try asking Nando, he's the same old Kauki, maybe he knows where Kauki is."

"Decks?" Alpha is focusing wrongly. "Wait, deket how do you mean?" tanya Alpha sat in Kauki's chair, right next to Cia's stool and Viral.

"Yes, time doesn't know. They are again pdkt. Hadee.. I'm surprised, you're his best friend but don't know anything about Kauki."

Cia talk makes Alpha feel the kesentil. Yeah, well, why did he just know that Kauki was the same as Nando?

"Eh, it's Nando. Hi, Nando.." greet Cia as Nando enters the classroom.

"Hi, Cia.. Alpha.." replied Nando with a friendly smile. "Oh yeah, you know where you're going?"

"Loh, just now we want it to kamoh. You really don't know where Kauki is?"

"I don't know."

"Kauki doesn't chat kamoh or what if he's where else?"

"No. The number is not active, Tristan has also asked, but not responded" explained Nando.

Cia bit her nails, worried about Kauki. So did Nando and Alpha.

"Where do you know Viral?"

"When the virus comes, I'll ask you immediately."

"Maybe he's going to Japan, or maybe to Spain where his sodas are." Alpha try to relax.

Nando same Cia nodded.

"Hopefully."

The entrance bell rang, making the three return to their respective places. Cia who initially wanted to nanyain Kauki to Viral immediately clucked in disappointment.

It turns out that Viral did not enter because he attended his tantalizing wedding out of town.

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Plaza de espana, Seville, Spain.

Kauki stood on the bridge of the plaza de espana with a flat face, his reddened eyes looking blankly at the pool below.

Tristan deliberately took Kauki for a walk to one of the historic places so that his sister could forget her sadness.

He approached the girl, then grabbed her. Kauki's cry came back. They hugged with equally gray hearts.

Kauki who wears a black jacket and black trousers, and Tristan who also wear all black clothes, as if to describe their mood moping.

"Pst.. Deck, let's get them."

"Ki.ta don't have anyone else, sister.."

"Who said? There's Tia Becky, Tia Flower, uncle Tadashi, Tio Juan, we have a lot of brothers, Kauki, we're not alone." comfort Tristan. "Not to mention your friends. Alpha, Cia, Viral, Thoriq, Ferguso, who else do you walk with? Nando's? Yes, Nando. They all love you."

Kauki is still as excited, she feels shaken, the girl of Spanish Japanese blood still can not accept that two of her beloved people taken by God.

Not much different from Kauki, Tristan was actually hit. But Tristan can only denigrate his grief, he must remain strong so that his sister is strong. The head of Kauki covered in beanie.

Because death cannot be prevented, no matter how many tears, will not change everything. Tristan and Kauki could only pray that their parents would be placed in a beautiful place, next to God.

I'm faded.. So lost's..

I'm faded..

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Maura sat down at her workplace while occasionally looking up when someone passed by. The girl looked agitated, waiting for someone who had not come.

"Morning, Maura."

Maura looked up and let out a disappointed breath when she saw someone greeting her turned out to be Miko, Tristan's assistant.

"Morning, Mr. Miko."

Miko frowned writhing Maura's gloomy face.

"You why? I don't think that's spirit?"

"Ah, it's nothing." elak Maura with a smile. "Oh yes, sir. Where did Mr Tristan go, anyway? I haven't seen."

"Tristan's back in Spain, so today it's not coming in."

"To Spain? Why?"

This time Miko's face looked sad. "His parents died."

Deg.

Maura sculpting. "Pak Tristan's parents are dead?"

"Yes." Yeah." Miko smiled slightly but was sad when she imagined Tristan who was currently grieving.

Maura closed her mouth, not expecting it. His heart was sad when he knew his boss had fallen.

"I went to Tristan's room first yes, want to find a file that has not been completed."

Maura just nodded, she was still shocked by the sad news that had befallen Tristan.

Tristan must be hit hard right now. Moreover, Kauki, must be crying as much as now. Thought Maura felt sorry.

And during the task, Maura was less focused. His mind drifted on Tristan and Kauki who were definitely busy arranging their hearts being broken by loss.

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Tomorrow at 9 pm, Mother Mia has sat on the terrace of Tristan's house. The woman went back and forth to get up and sit down just to check the gate.

Until finally the awaited came, Mother Mia immediately reviewed the smile.

Tristan came out first, then took Kauki who looked limp.

"Tristana.. Kauki.."

Tristan and Kauki turned their heads, Tristan gave a smile to Mia's mother, while Kauki remained silent. As if she had a smile, she had no energy.

Waving Kauki's flat face, Mia's mother sighed, approached Kauki and brought him into a warm embrace.

"Honey.. You are patient. Mami and Daddy must have calmed down there," said the mother relentlessly stroking the girl's hair.

Mother Mia already knows the news of the death of Kauki's parents from Tristan. Shocked for sure, not only that, Mother Mia is also sad to lose her best friend. Kauki's mother was his best friend in college.

Kauki nyaut, the girl immediately entered the house leaving Tristan and Mother Mia who looked at him gently.

"Tristan, you're strong, aren't you, son?"

Tristan smiled at the mother of his sister's friend. The woman he considered his second mother.

"Yes, Mother. Thanks." Thanks."

"Mother into yes, Kauki. Kasian, Kauki must be really depressed."

Tristan nodded again letting Mia's mother catch up with Kauki.

While the bright brown girl was sitting by the window with her legs bent, staring out with a blank look.

'Meooow..'

Ferguso's voice distracts Kauki, the girl immediately takes the petite animal into his lap, stroking its gray fur.

"Hey.. how are you?" Kauki invites his cat to communicate. "I'm sorry, yesterday I didn't take Ferguso to Spain."

'Myeong..'

"You're gonna want to make sure Ferguso meets Mami with Daddy.." Kauki's face turned softly. "But baby, Mami and Daddy died before you knew you, Ferguso."

Kauki came back crying, Ferguso who seemed to know his mommy was sad trying to grab Kauki's face, stroking with his tiny hands.

"You know, Ferguso, they're so kind, the best parents in the world. You'll like them, Ferguso. But, they're gone."

"I miss them so much.." Kauki's voice shook with his cry.

Mother Mia who squirms it also feels crowded. She sadly wriggles at Kauki kayak gini, usually Kauki is always cheerful in front of her, but now, there is only Kauki who is fragile.

"Darling.."

Kauki looked up and found Mia's mother beside him.

"Don't be sad, son.. Mother followed sadly to see."

"I'm fine, Mother."

"No! Don't tell me you're okay if reality is inversely proportional to what you feel."

Kauki again sobbed, mother immediately hugged him.

"Why did they go to Kauki, Mother.. Kauki hasn't even been anything, Kauki hasn't made them proud of Kauki."

"No, Kauki has made Mami proud. The proof, Kauki always get high grades in school. Kauki being an independent child, well, they're proud of Kauki."

"But Kauki hasn't been as successful as Kak Tristan.. And then Kauki's on the altar who doesn't have Daddy.."

"Pst.. Baby, yes.. Kasian Mami with Daddy if you cry. There's Brother Tristan, there's Mother, you're not alone."

"But Kauki can't hug Mami anymore.."

"Kauki can hug Mother, Mother dear you are the same as Mami. Don't be sad anymore."

Tristan watched it with a feeling of tightness. From today, he promises to keep his brother like he's keeping his own life.

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Tomorrow Kauki has started to enter school, although still shrouded in sadness, Kauki feels bad staying in school for a long time.

During the 12th grade, Kauki has been absent a lot. Start with the pain, get treated, and now, the disaster. You can be sure in the Kauki report book there are many records of his absence, and Kauki does not want that to happen.

"Kauki.." From behind Cia and Viral chased after him.

The two creatures who were Kauki's best friends were immediately scattered in the girl's arms.

"Hiks.. Why didn't you tell me your parents died?"

Kauki flinched, then looked at Viral who was scratching his head.

"Sorry, Kauki," said Viral. You have to ask Viral to keep his mouth shut about the news.

"Kauki..why hide this from akoh, kamoh do not mind akoh best friend? Huhu.."

"It's not so, Ci. I just don't want to be sad."

"But I'm our best friend too, huhu.."

"Sorry, Cia."

"Yes it's okay. The steadfast Kamoh yes, Kauki, there are still akoh, Viral and others who love the same kamoh," said Cia without taking off his embrace.

Kauki was moved, inevitably those beautiful eyes returned to take out the clear crystal. He immediately swerved Cia and Viral.

"Thank you. I don't know who to run to if there aren't any of you."

"Ja-don't hesitate, Ki. Ki-we're friends forever."

Kauki nodded her head, then embraced Viral and Cia together.

"Gue love you guys, guys.."

"We also love kamoh, Kauki." Cia replied followed by a nod of Viral.

"Kauki?" Alpha suddenly came between the novelty.

Kauki took off his embrace and looked at Alpha who was standing with a confused face.

"Where to go? Why did it just show up?"

"Np.. I'm from Spain."

"Well?"

"Mh.."

"Well the story will be, now there is something important that I want to talk to you."

Not yet Kauki asked, Alpha already attracted the girl a bit away from Cia and Viral.

"What do you want to say?"

Alpha took a breath. "It's about Maura."

"Why Maura?"

"Maura is jealous of you, Ki."

"Jealous?"

Alpha ngokuk. "Yes, he thinks our friendship is more like a courtship, too close. I don't want Maura to misunderstand."

Kauki's brows frowned, "You mean?"

"Gue will keep your distance from me."

Deg.

Kauki felt her chest tightening again. This alpha has not long made Kauki nyesek now already make sick again.

"Gue didn't want Maura to think we were more than friends. What else you never refuse if I hug, or kiss. I'm afraid Maura thinks you're a sloppy chick, Ki. I don't want just because it's too tight, my relationship with Maura is broken. Don't you want to be PHO?"

Alpha says it carefully, but somehow it makes Kauki hurt.

"You mean, I'm ruining your relationship? Whatwasthat? Maura thinks I'm a cute girl who wants to hug, you kiss. Maura or you think like that?"

Offended, obviously. Alpha indirectly said that Kauki brought bad effects to his relationship.

"I intend to destroy your relationship, why do I make you guys so? And you said I was a slack? Come on, Alpha, are there no words more painful than this? Don't you call me ******, actor, ******, *****!" angry Kauki.

Alpha choked when Kauki's high-pitched cry. He didn't mean to make Kauki angry or anything, he just wanted Kauki to keep a little distance from him, so that Maura wouldn't be jealous anymore. Her thought.

"Kauki, I didn't mean to"

"But from the talk you're clear, Alpha, you don't need to talk, I already know the point. Elo wants to say that my presence is bad for your relationship with Maura, right!"

Alpha shakes fast, no, it's not.

"No, Kauki. No-that-"

"Elo want me to stay away from you? Okay, I'll stay away from you, until you can't squirm me anymore!" kauki said emotion.

You think Alpha will hug him, give peace to him who is sad again, like Cia and Viral did. But that guy even made Kauki's heart wound wider with the guy's words.

"This is how you thank me for bringing you together? Thanks, Alpha, now I know it feels unappreciated like how it is," said Kauki full of emphasis, then passed from the front of Alpha with a piece of his heart that was destroyed because of the actions of his best friend.

Cia the same Viral who just watched approaching Alpha.

"Damn.. Alpha, really bad kamoh, Kauki was grieving, kamoh even made his heart hurt," said Cia sprain.

"Tet-tet-tau!" timpal Viral who is in a sprain.

"Kauki mourning? Grieving for what?"

Alpha's plain question made Cia and Viral look at each other with confused faces.

"Seriously you don't know?"

Alpha just shook his head, he didn't know anything, did he?

Cia patted the eel, while Viral growled in annoyance.

"O-OLD MAN KAUKI, DIED!"

"WHAT?!"

Feels sambled glek, Alpha immediately stung with guilt. The guy rubbed his face in frustration.

"Geez, Kauki.. I'm sorry.." sizzled slowly.

Without much thought, Alpha immediately ran away from Kauki's whereabouts.

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Kauki apparently sat on a concrete chair in front of the music room, the girl came back crying.

Why try, why did Alpha have to talk like that? Say Kauki pho, say Kauki is a prank. In fact, all this time if Alpha swoops or kisses Kauki, Kauki never refused, erratized, not restless, rather, did not have time to refuse.

Because Alpha never asked for permission, so Kauki did not stop. And what did Alpha say? She's PHO? Doesn't make any sense!

If Kauki PHO, why would he help Alpha sampe could be like Maura Kayak now? Even Kauki has admitted himself to the hospital for the benefit of Alpha. Think about it, where's the PHO?

"Gue has sacrificed everything for Alpha, but he hurt me with his words" Kauki muttered and shook his head in a bitter manner.

Kauki did not realize that Nando was sitting next to him. Looked at him with a pity look.

"Kauki.." Nando touched Kauki's shoulder.

The brown unraveling girl instantly wiped away her tears.

"Eh, Nando. Hi.." kauki tried to be cheerful as usual.

But Nando did not thicken his fake smile Kauki, Nando even directly pulled Kauki into his embrace.

"Don't cover your grief, Kauki, I know everything. You are patient. You should be able to let them go. Because they are happy beside God."

Nando said it softly, until Kauki burst and released tears in his custody.

"Pst.. It's okay, get it all out, Ki, get out until you really feel plong."

Kauki sobbed in Nando's arms. While the man continued to rub his back gently. Nando knows what happened to Kauki.

Nando is sad, he undoes his intention to make his feelings real. The timing is not right. Think Nando.

At that time Alpha wriggled the scene, the guy was pecking, not knowing why it felt like he did not like there when Nando swooped at Kauki.

"Kauki.."

The hug came off, Kauki looked up at Alpha with a face full of tears, making Alpha again stung with guilt.

"What else do you want?"

"Kauki, I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you."

"Gue sorryin, now you go," Kauki said flatly.

But Alpha is shaking. Refusing Kauki's expulsion.

"Ki, why didn't you tell me your parents died?"

Kauki glanced at Alpha cynically. "Brother lo?"

"Kauki, obviously I care, I'm your best friend, Ki."

"Friend? Haha funny yes, elo my best friend, but you're the last person who knows this news. If you're my best friend, GO WHERE YOU ARE WHEN I NEED YOU!" Kauki's voice rose up full of emotion, his breathing was stinged on the sidelines sobs, this was the first time Kauki snapped Alpha.

"LO TAU, I CALLED YOU AT THE TIME TO KNOW THIS NEWS, BUT WHAT'S your answer? 'he might say it next time, Ki, I'm tired abis nganter Maura street', and now you even ask why I don't tell you."

Alpha's heart is breaking, he feels disappointed in himself. Alpha is disappointed to make Kauki sad for the umpteenth time.

Suddenly silent, there was only the sound of Kauki sobbing. Nando did not dare to open his voice, he did not want to interfere, the man could only sigh while rubbing Kauki's shoulder to calm down. As for Alpha, the guy could only look at Kauki with regret. He doesn't know what to say.

"Alpha, I've never demanded this lo it, I just ask your shoulder to be a backrest, is that hard?" Kauki's voice weakened, "Gue knows that Maura is your priority. I accept, as long as you don't forget me. But you asked me to stay away from you."

Alpha was about to open his voice, but Kauki didn't want to hear anything from the guy's mouth.

"Ki"

"God, Alpha. I'm tired, if you want us to stay away, it's ok." Kauki grabbed Nando's arm, took him away. You're sick of squirming Alpha's face.

Before you actually go, Kauki had a chance to say, "You should first find out what the real friend means, before you call yourself a friend."

When Kauki left, it was like there was a missing piece of Alpha's heart. The cool-faced man could only look at Kauki who was going with Nando with his heart.

At that time Alpha tears fell without being prevented. He's conscious now, Kauki's words make Alpha aware that he's not a good friend.

Wailing Kauki's cries, Alpha realized that the girl was hurting too often. Maybe the girl hates him now.

"I'm sorry, Ki. I am not******, I am***nice as good friends as you. I don't want to lose you, Ki," said Alpha.

And all Alpha can do now is just feed himself. Regretting what he did, but it doesn't change anything. If time could be repeated, Alpha would want to go all the way back to kayak first, when he and Kauki were decked out with no one to separate.

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