Back To Yes

Back To Yes
Chapter 9



Kauki grimaced in pain when he received a bribe from Mia's mother. It's been almost a week for Kauki at the hospital, with Mia's mother as her nurse.


The middle-aged woman was excited when she heard Kauki enter the hospital. Mother Mia squeals many wounds on Kauki's face, even though at that time the condition of Kauki has been mendingan.


"Udah ah, Mother."


"A little more, dear."


"Mh.. Udah, enek," whine Kauki who already feels bad.


Mother Mia sighed resignedly.


"Kauki just ate three mouthfuls. Not full?"


"The food is not good, Mother, tasteless."


"It's also hospital food."


"Kauki doesn't like it here, Bun. The smell of drugs." Kauki frowned uncomfortably, the hospital was the place he hated the most in the entire world.


Mommy stroked Kauki's long, neatly combed hair.


"Prophey, honey. The doctor said tomorrow Kauki can go home," comfort mom.


"Mother.."


"What, Honey?"


"I miss school meatballs."


"Eat him cepet cured so that the school can continue to eat meatballs again."


"But Kauki is healed, Bun."


"No, Kauki hasn't been able to go to school before getting hurt on Kauki's face. Emang Kauki would like to go to school with that bonyok-like face?" Mother pointed at Kauki's face that was full of bruises. Yes, even if the wound is a bit faded.


Kauki can only be a manyun, he really misses the same school. Kangen Cia, Viral, Nando, Al. ehh, no deng, he will be angry with Alpha.


"Oh yeah, Alpha, you've never been here, Ki?" ask mother plain.


Mommy doesn't know about Kauki's problems with Alpha. You don't want Mia's mother to go with Alpha. Kauki's pieces are Alpha, he's still got a taste of kasian.


"Em. busy times, Bun, same schoolwork."


"Well yes, by the way school, Alpha is not like that spirit, Ki, to school. Eating is also rare, he wants in kamaaar mulu. Maybe because you don't have times yes, so no spirit, you're the twin," kekeh mother.


Kauki just smiled forcefully. It's actually males if you're talking Alpha. He's still sprained by Alpha.


The open door opened Nando, Kauki smiled brightly while the mother who did not know Nando frowned.


"Hi, Kauki.."


"Hi, Nando. Here in."


Nando came in with a fruit parcel.


"Hello, Auntie.." Nando greeted Mia's mother and courteously crucified the woman.


"Hello," replied the mother confused. "Who, huh?"


"I'm Nando, you're Kauki."


"Oh. kirain is Kauki's girlfriend," said the mother then glanced at Kauki.


"What a hell, Mother."


Mother chuckles. "I'm Mia, Alpha's Mother."


"Oh.. I guess the mother is Kauki."


"Hehe.. You are like my son, really. Why is Kauki's mother? Want to ask for blessing, huh?" seductress embraces Kauki who shows her careless face.


Nando just a clumsy smile while scratching. Embarrassed.


"Yes, Mommy comes out first, son. Come back here again."


"Yes, Bun."


"Son Nando, take care of Kauki."


"Yes, Aunt."


Mother Mia smiled then let the two teenagers themselves.


"Where are you, Ki?"


"I've been sniffing." Kauki gave her a healthy smile.


"So Cia nitip greetings to you, she's sorry for not being able to look at you."


"I understand, he has become a famous youtuber in Indonesia, must be busy managing this for his career."


"Oh yes, Viral also said he wanted to come here. Your friends are very confused with you."


"Continue?"


"Continue?" Nando frowned.


"Yes, continue, is there anything else that I miss?"


"M.. who?"


"Who is that," Kauki muttered his eyes. "You kangen, aren't I the same?"


Nando stumbled into a smile. "No."


Kauki chuckles. Nando looked at Kauki, like he wanted to say something, but the thick-browed guy seemed hesitant.


"Why, Nan?"


"Em. There's also a greeting from Alpha."


Kauki's face instantly turned flat as Nando called out a name he didn't want to hear.


"Ki, I'm like Alpha, he's like hell. Alpha rarely goes to the cafeteria, he spends more time daydreaming in the music room. Alpha. like you don't have a life, different when you're next to him. Not beside you for a few days already like a zombie, what more. Like Alpha said, he can't live without you."


"He can live without me, Nan," Kauki said. "So he can't live without me, maybe now he's dead. Uh, ah, don't talk about him, it's not important."


Silent for a moment, seeing the look of dislike on Kauki's face made Nando feel guilty.


"But I can live without you too" said Nando, making Kauki turn, looking at the man.


"I know."


"I can live without you, Kauki. But I don't want to live without you" Nando said with eyes glaring straight at Kauki's bead.


Kauki was fixated, the corner of his lips twitched until it formed a smile. A timid smile.


Kauki turned his face so that Nando would not see his red cheeks.


"You're here to see me, what do you want to do?"


"Not both."


"Continue?"


"I'm here to take care of the angel God sent me."


"What, anyway!"


Nando chuckled to see Kauki drowning her face in the pillow, seeing Kauki blushing, was a pleasant thing for Nando.


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Found you when your heart was broke


I filled your cup until it overflowed


Look it so far to keep you close


I was afraid to leave you on your own


Halsey's 'without me' is soft in Alpha's black room.


The bloody German man stared at the ceiling, turning the memory some time back.


Kauki, the best friend he always has, is always shoulder ready when Alpha needs to be. The friend who was currently disappointed in him was very disappointed.


I said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)


"Kauki, what's the matter?" tanya Alpha touches Kauki's wound. It was caused by the tons of thugs who almost robbed Maura last time.


"Ouch! Don't hold, it hurts!"


"Yes, I'll take it."


"Why did you leave me?" dengus Kauki nahan.


"Sori, Kauki. I'm worried about Maura."


"I know, but that doesn't mean you can leave me. I can defend myself, but you should have helped me out."


"Kauki, I'm sorry," said Alpha. He felt so guilty let alone squirming Kauki's wounds. As Kauki grimaced his wound, Alpha grimaced, as if he could frown on his pain.


Kauki sighed, did not have the heart to also squirm the face of Alpha nyesel. He's sprained, but he doesn't want Alpha to feel guilty.


Kauki smiled faintly."Yeah, it's okay. I really understand. People in love forget everything."


"But because of me, you're getting hurt."


"It's okay, Alpha. I'm just a wound, not dead, right" Kauki said forcing a smile. "Udah now you go home there. I want to rest."


And if they laugh, then*** 'em all


"Body you're hot!"


"Gue is okay."


"No, you must have a fever. Come on, now you gotta go home. You can't learn this sick, Ki."


"Brother lo?"


"Yes, I care. You are my best friend."


"Kalo lo care, you will not let me wait for you until the keujanan kemarenan. If you were my best friend, you wouldn't forget me just because of Maura!"


Alpha closed his eyes, my God! Maki Alpha in the heart.


And then I got you off your knees


Kauki who always gives Alpha a spirit when he starts to be pessimistic.


"Ki, do you think Maura would not be the same as me? I am the same age he is 9 years adrift. I'm afraid it's just the same kid as him."


"Most importantly you have to get his heart first. Because if Kak Maura already love you, age is not a problem. What matters now is that you're trying to work." Kauki pat Alpha on the shoulder, giving spirit through his sweet smile.


Wiggling Kauki's smile made Alpha a spirit.


"Lo really, I have to make him blind because of the love I love."


"That's dong."


Put you right back on your feet


Just so you could take advantage of me


You are willing to sacrifice anything for the sake of Alpha. Valuable energy, effort, and time. All Kauki love for his best friend.


"Ki, you're facing the kidnapper, huh?"


Kauki swelled, "What? Then what's the point of you here?"


"Gue's gonna get Brother Maura out of here, and-"


"And you're gonna leave me, is that it?" ask Kauki sharply.


Tell me, how's it feel sittin' up there?


Feeling so high, but too far away to hold me


BUGH!


The shadow that Kauki fell from the kidnapper's blow goes through Alpha's memory. Makes Alpha grimace at feeling guilty.


"Uhukis.. Help me.."


The gaze of sayu Kauki as she groaned for help, her bruised face, the blood on the girl's face, turned back in Alpha's mind. And that makes Alpha unable to cry.


You know I'm the one who put you up there


Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely?


Thinking you could live without me


Thinking you could live without me


You know, I'm the one who put you up there


I don't know why


Alpha sobbing softly but poignantly.


Alpha knows what he's doing is outrageous. He shouldn't have let Kauki get hurt just for his sake.


But that doesn't mean Alpha does it on purpose. He doesn't even know that Kauki will end up wretched every time he helps her. Not at all!


Alpha's just in love, is that wrong? But if he finds out that falling in love is the same as hurting Kauki, Alpha doesn't fall in love at all.


Thinking you could live without me


Live without me


Baby, I'm the one who put you up there


I don't know why


"Gue can't live without lo, Ki. Without you I can't even stand on my feet" she said before drowning him.


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A few days later, Kauki was finally able to smile happily being able to get out of the hospital. Kauki is back as a cheerful girl now.


Today Kauki was able to leave school, although the bruise on his face has not disappeared completely, but Kauki managed to cover it all with his makeup.


Kauki can't wait for school, even though Tristan told him to rest at home, Kauki is still tight and as a result now he is standing in front of a mirror with his school uniform.


Kauki was tidy with his gray white uniform, hair tied in two as usual.



Sometimes staring at the mirror with a sweet smile, seneng because in the end can school again.


Kauki fell silent, feeling that someone was paying attention. The golden brown girl turned her head to the side.


And really, there was an Alpha staring at him with an indecipherable expression. The guy was wearing the same uniform as him, getting ready for school.


Balcony room Kauki and Alpha is fairly decket, stay jump, both Alpha and Kauki can directly move to the balcony fellow.


"Oh!" Kauki snorted, his eyes spinning lazily, his mood suddenly bad squirming Alpha's face.


Alpha gives a smile but Kauki instead glares. The girl tried indifferently, she picked up the carrying bag at the study table, feeling finished with her preparations, Kauki stepped out of the room by slamming the door.


An alpha? Just can breathe. He knows Kauki's still angry. Alpha smiled wryly.


Naturally Kauki was angry, I was outrageous. His inner.


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"Sorry, Sir. Did you call me?" maura asked politely after Tristan called her over the phone.


"Yes. I have something to tell you."


"Ep.. What is it, sir."


Tristan looked at Maura for a moment, then said. "You I fired."


The deg!


It feels like being hit by a hard thing. Maura's chest feels tight.


"W-what, Sir?"


"less clear? You. me. fire!"


"But why, sir?" Maura felt he had done nothing wrong, so why did Tristan fire him?


"Because you've made Kauki wretched. Your abduction yesterday, resulted in Kauki being critically hospitalized. And I ask, you stay away from my sister, because I don't want yesterday's thing to happen to my sister," Tristan said without looking at Maura.


Let alone. Let's say Maura thinks he's selfish or something. Tristan just doesn't want Kauki to be wretched for the umpteenth time. And that's because of his ex-girlfriend.


"Sir.but all of that was a disaster. I also don't expect anything from yesterday."


"Yes, and that's why I'm on guard from now on."


"By keeping me away from Kauki? Sir, please don't do that. I can accept that you fired me, but I can't if you have to stay away from Kauki, he's like a little brother to me."


"If you consider Kauki your sister, it should be you who looks after her, not her who looks after you."


Maura was silent, yes, it was true that Tristan said that Maura should be guarding Kauki, not the other way around. But yesterday was an accident and Maura couldn't prevent it.


"I also want to tell you who will take your place."


Maura looked at Tristan questioningly, the man had already prepared a replacement? Wh who? Inner Maura wondered.


"MASUUK.." cried Tristan then the door opened.


Maura turned her head and fell silent as a curly-haired woman walked in.


"It's the rose, she'll take your place."


Rose smiled, there was a grin in the woman's eyes as she looked at Maura.


"And you, you don't have to worry, I'll send you a paycheck this month. Now go out and never show up in front of me again" Tristan said firmly and it hurt Maura's heart.


Evident from Maura's teary eyes, her tears were ready to spill that very second.


Before leaving the room, Maura turned around and looked at Tristan sharply.


"Oh yes, because I'm not an employee here anymore, it means you are not my boss anymore, you have no right to arrange me including to stay friendly with Kauki."


Brakkk


Door closed hard.


Tristan closed his eyes while breathing out. Actually he could not bear to fire Maura, but this was already his decision. He just wants to keep Kauki from the people who put his sister in danger.


And Maura, is one of the things that makes Kauki wretched. Even if it is not directly.


A rose? The woman smiled with satisfaction. Satisfied because the goal has been achieved-up the post.


Actually it was Rose who instigated Tristan to fire Maura. Tell a lie about Maura. And Tristan, who still harbors hatred for his ex, easily believes his words.


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Kauki took a hasty step, behind him was Alpha chasing after him while calling his name.


"Ki.. Kauki, please, stop first. I want to talk to you."


You know, he keeps avoiding Alpha. Males must have seen Alpha.


Kauki even moved a seat beside Nando. The group task force also asked to be separated from Alpha.


Sreet..


Alpha has Kauki's hand. Kauki was about to refuse but he jolted. Kauki was shocked because of the cold Alpha palm.


"Kauki.." Alpha's voice is hoarse because of the soy sauce chasing Kauki.


Kauki did not budge, he could not escape because now they were at the end of the school, in front of the music room.


Finally Kauki can only resign when dealing with Alpha.



"Ki.. You still mad at me?"


There was no telling from Kauki to make Alpha sigh.


Without excuse, Alpha hugged the girl's body from behind. Soft but enough to make Kauki sculpt.


"Kauki.. Until when do we keep gini? I miss the same lo. Sorry, Ki, please.."


Alpha bass sound weakens, making Kauki not bear. But again Kauki's ego wins, Kauki yanks the hug until it is released.


"Sorry.sorry! I'm sorry but you repeat your mistakes. What do you think I am, Alpha? What is this I'm doing?"


"Elo is more than a friend to me, Ki. Lo family, brother, elo the most precious thing to me."


Kauki chuckled cynically. "worthily? If I'm valuable, you won't name me for the sake of your heart."


Kauki's words pinched Alpha's heart.


"Gue know, I'm a fool, a coward," said Alpha, and then he looked at Kauki. "But, Ki, am I wrong if I fall in love?"


"It's not wrong to fall in love, Al. What's wrong is how you make people you like. If you really like Sis Maura, you should use a way that does not sacrifice anyone."


"Gue didn't mean to sacrifice anyone, Ki, I swear. Okay, I'm telling you I'm wrong, everything's wrong." Alpha blush, "But, Ki. Can we go back like we used to? I and Elo, bloodless twin brothers. An inseparable friend? Please, Ki. Love me a chance, please don't shy away from me, we fix our friendship as before."


"Fixed? We?" Kauki chuckled cynically. "The only thing to fix here is elo, Alpha. Not us" said Kauki.


At that moment the bell rang, distracting Kauki. The girl took a short breath then let out a silent Alpha leaving a thousand languages.


Alpha looks at Kauki's passing. Kauki said, It is not their friendship that must be repaired, but rather Alpha himself.


"I'm sorry." said Alpha weakly.


The guy grimaced when he felt a pain in his head again. Alpha doesn't feel well enough than Semalem, but Alpha maksa makes school and finds Kauki.


If at home it is a bit difficult to meet Kauki, because Tristan who is still angry with Alpha forbids the guy to be close to Kauki, even if only one inch.


"Mmh.." Alpha again grimaced as the dizziness in his head became more and more. But Alpha's trying to survive.


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But tomorrow, Alpha really falls. The guy had a high fever, and now Alpha was lying curled up on his bed with a blanket covering his entire body.


Mother Mia who squirms her child is still asleep at first nagging. But once she found out that Alpha was sick, the woman panicked and immediately called her personal doctor.


"Where's Alpha, Doc?"


"Alpha was stricken with high fever, his body was limp due to lack of intake. His blood pressure's dropping, too."


"Alpha hasn't eaten much lately."


"This is the prescription. Try to make Alpha consume vitamin foods and do not be too tired. And if the heat hasn't come down yet, it's better to take it to the hospital."


"Yes, thank you, Doc."


After the doctor left, you were still in a panic, because Alpha's temperature was still hot.


"Mother.." call Alpha down.


"Why, Honey?"


"Alpha's head hurts."


Duh, mother confused herself, she wants to buy a cure for Alpha, but the future Alpha itself. Want to tell the driver, the driver will be on vacation again because of the weekend. But if you do not buy, Alpha can not take medicine dong.


"Yes.."


"Yes?"


"Kauki.. tell him to come here."


Nah! Bener too. Excitement in the heart. Mother nodded then called Kauki.


Mommy waits in a frenzy while occasionally wiping Alpha's head.


"Hello?"


Mother was relieved when her call was lifted. "Hello, Kauki. Can you go to Mother's house, son?"


"Why, Mother?"


"Alpha is sick."


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Deg.


"Alpha sick?"


"Yes, honey."


How's nih? I'm angry with Alpha. When I went there. Thought Kauki.


"Em. but, Bun. You're at the temen house again."


"Please dong, honey. Mommy wants to buy Alpha medicine, just a moment," pinta mother Mia memelas, Kauki so can not refuse.


Kauki clucked heartlessly, then replied.


"I.yes, Mother."


At her home, Mommy smiled with relief.


"Thank you, Son. Mother wait, dear."


Kauki hung up the phone with a teary face. Cia who was beside him immediately asked.


"Why, Ki?"


"Alpha's mother told me to go to her house."


"What's wrong?"


"Alpha is sick."


"illness?" Cia. "Yes, now we go there, kasian must be Alpha again bother."


"It's okay, is it?"


"It's okay. The video is still edited, anyway," said Cia, they are still filming the video for Cia's content.


"Yes, I'm back. Sorry I can't help."


"Oh my goodness, Kauki, we did help me shoot earlier," Cia said with a smile.


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Tung ting!


Alpha house bell rang, Mia's mother who again nyapin Alpha immediately stopped her activities.


"Just a minute, Al. Mother wants to open the door first. Who knows it's Kauki," said the mother who got a weak nod Alpha.


Kauki just stood at the door. Somewhat messy for agreeing to the mother's request to come here. Going back home in doubt. Kasian also if he does not come, mother must be troubled. But... You know, Kauki went to see Alpha!


"Eh, Kauki.."


So busy thinking, Kauki did not realize that the door had been opened the same mother Mia. Kauki smiled faintly at my mother's greeting.


"So yuk, Alpha has been waiting for you from earlier," said the mother.


Kauki could not refuse when Mia's mother pulled her hand to enter, Kauki was taken to Alpha's room and when she got there, Kauki could squirm his orok sohib was hating it was curled up behind a blanket.


"Alpha, look who you've brought."


Alpha opened his eyes slowly, then smiled as he squirmed Kauki.


"Hi, Alpha," Kauki said as if there were no problems between them.


"Hi, Ki," Alpha replied with a relieved smile, as she thought Kauki was not angry with her.


"You Mother stay a while, Mother wants to go to the pharmacy to buy Alpha medicine. Kauki, take care of Alpha first, honey."


Kauki. "Yes, Bun."


Alpha who had been sad was immediately sad, because he thought Kauki was not angry. But all that changes when the mother breaks down, the friendly smile on Kauki's face fades away instantly.


"Kauki.." Kauki glanced at Alpha. "Sit here" Alpha patted the empty spot next to him.


But Kauki was sitting somewhere else, Alpha could only sigh, Kauki was still angry.


After that there is only silence, Kauki males if you have to talk first while Alpha is confused about what to say.


Kauki exhaled, bosen diem-dieman continued.


"What pain?"


Alpha relieved when Kauki opened his voice.


"Just a fever" he replied. "Kauki.."


Kauki nyaut.


"Please grab a drink, I'm worn out."


"Take it yourself."


Kauki ngeliatin Alpha who painstakingly take a drink, make Kauki not bear and finally rise to help Alpha.


"Thank you." Alpha gave me a genuine smile.


You stick the glass to where it was when Alpha handed it over.


Grepp's!


Unexpectedly, Alpha got up and hugged Kauki. The bright brown-eyed girl was startled, then tried to remove Alpha's arm on her stomach, the man's face was in the recess of her neck.


"Alpha what the hell!"


"Please, Ki.. Just moment. I miss you," whispered Alpha.


Kauki froze, to be honest, he misses Alpha, too. Kauki misses these moments with his soul. Kangen kidding together, confiding, exclaiming, Kauki kangen it.


Not long after Kauki felt something wet hit his neck, the girl frowned.


"Al..pha?"


Alpha didn't answer, the guy sobbed. He felt sick, not from a fever, Alpha was sick from Kauki's cold attitude. Alpha doesn't like Kauki nyuekin him, Alpha is sad because Kauki keeps him away.


"Gue know I'm wrong, I know I***, I don't deserve to be your best friend. But, Ki, I can't get away from you, I can't stand it. I'm willing to be hated all over the world just don't lo, Ki. Pleasee.. I'm sorry, Ki, sorry.." isak Alpha makes Kauki shocked.


You really just want to give punishment to Alpha, so that the guy does not underestimate him. And it turns out that guy was more than just sad when Kauki was away.


"Alpha kok lo crybaby, anyway?" Kauki tried to take off their embrace, but it was hard. Alpha swoops him fast, Kauki feels he can die because of the same stick Alpha body is still hot.


"Alpha, lastin first, my body so follow this hot woy!"


Alpha does not ngedengerin Kauki's words, the guy even tightened his arms.


"l.. I'm not going to apologize if you continue to hug me gini."


After hearing Kauki's words, Alpha immediately let go of his embrace. You can squirm Alpha's face wet with tears.


"You really want to excuse me, don't you, Ki?"


Kauki took a breath. "Yes!"


Alpha immediately smiled broadly with his face. Sorry about Kauki being such a potent drug for him. Instantly make Alpha feel healthy.


Cuddling Kauki, again.


"Thank you, Kauki, thank you.."


"Alpha, my God.." Kauki's voice restrained from Alpha's embrace.


Alpha Kontan took off his embrace as Kauki breathed a frenzied breath.


"Sori, Kauki. I'm a grim."


"Lo makes me breath!"


"Hehe.. It's not that."


Kauki just grunted.


"Kauki.."


"What?"


"Don't cuddle me again, don't get away from me, and don't foe me again" said Alpha seriously.


"If you don't disappoint me, I won't admit it all, Alpha. I'm just bales what you love. Lo love me kindness, I bales kindness. Lo memgecewain me, that's also what I will do to elo," said Kauki.


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"Ki's.."


"Hm?"


"Don't keep going, I don't want to be questioned anymore" whined Alpha.


A few minutes ago they were fine, making Alpha a great relief.


"Gue again bales his message Kak Tristan. Sleep gih sono, you're sick again, you have to rest a lot."


"Gue will sleep, as long as it sings."


Kauki glanced at Alpha briefly. "Lo want your house to anchor if I sing?"


"Not going to be angry, Kaukiii.. Let's sing it."


Kauki. "Singing what?" his question is not sincere.


"Nina bobo."


"Yes you've been sleeping" said Kauki, prompting Alpha to fall asleep. But Kauki pushed the tightness.


Bruk!


Makes Alpha grimace.


"Slow down dong, Ki."


"Sori" said Kauki, the girl took a breath for a moment, then started singing. "Lady bobo.. Oh Nina bob -"


"aaah.. No, my name is not Nina!" alpha protests while waking up from his sleeping position.


Kauki again snorted and changed the lyrics to Alpha's request.


"Alpha bobo.. Oh Alpha bobo.." Alpha gave a cheerful smile then leaned his head on Kauki's shoulder and began to close his eyes.


"Bobolah bobo, forever and ever.."


Yheng!!


Alpha's eyes immediately opened again, he immediately gave a look of protest upon hearing the last verse of the song that Kauki was singing.


"WHAT?"


"What?" the Beo Kauki watados.


"The last lyrics aren't getting much, anyway! Lo ngedoain I die?"


"No."


"That's the proof, 'take bobo forever...',"


"Eh, the soto bowl, I mean 'stuck forever' that's elo long sleep, sick people will have to rest a lot. Negative thinking mulu lo same me."


"Yes because the meaning of the lyrics was like I was dead."


"Yes, actually, yeah, ahaha."


"Kaukiei!!!"


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