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Section 9

On the day leading up to that night, Shania was stunned by the last message from her husband saying she was outside the gates of Shania's house. The woman watched the scene outside from behind her window. He scoured all sides of the gate of his house, was there really that man there?

Looked like a man in light blue. From the balcony of her room, Shania can find her figure who is standing behind the gate of her house. Although it was not clear, he knew very well who the owner of the sturdy back was.

Unbeknownst to the residents of the house, in the time before the magrib, Shania finally walked quietly to the front of the house to meet the man who had become her soulmate–Pradipta.

As soon as the gate padlock was opened, the sound of clashing iron creaks distracted the man who turned his back on him.

"Shan," called out to him after turning around and with a faint smile. The man was ready to hug the body of the woman before him tightly and it felt like he would not let go again for good.

Seeing the smile of the man in front of her that radiated as bright as that, Shania honestly missed the figure of the man who once filled her whole heart, the man who became her soulmate, the perfect man in Shania's eyes. If I may say, Shania will express her longing and embrace the man right now and say, 'I miss'. However, that sentence could only be triggered in his mind without being able to be expressed.

"Darling, I miss you" it was Pradipta's turn to say that. One sentence that Shania hears almost every day she says after work. If on a typical day Shania would answer, 'I miss you too, Mas," but this time it's different. Diam– had absolutely no response from the blue veiled woman.

Peadipta was ready to stretch out his arms, hugging his lover exactly as he usually did. This time, however, Shania steps back. He dodged and shook his head.

"Why?" Ask Pradipta who was astonished at the boyfriend–in his memory.

"Don't you always like being in my arms, Shan?" Ask Pradipta who remembers one of Shania's favorite things.

Again the woman in the light blue veil shook her head, "it was then, but now you are suffering–" Shania said.

"Amnesian. I was in an accident and I'm amnesiac, as you and the people tell you" Pradipta said.

Pradipta understood, he who suffered from amnesia must inevitably understand what Shania said.

"alright. But, Shan, I'm sorry if I did something wrong to you. People say we're married, right? If so, I would be the happiest person in the world. Even now, I don't remember anything about our marriage."

Shania shook her head, "no, we're not happy. We're going to get a divorce" Shania said, holding the man's chest down so as not to move closer.

"No way, I loved you so much until this very moment. There's no way I'm gonna divorce you. There must be a misunderstanding here," said Pradipta remained firm in his stance.

"You don't love me anymore, you fuck me, Mom. So go and see you in court" Shania said, closing the gate again.

"No, Shan. Wait!" Said the man holding the end of the gate before it was locked.

Shania stopped her movement, "I never expected you. Even to this day, I never had that intention" the man said earnestly.

"In fact, you do that. You will even have children from other women after marrying me," Shania said in a speech that began to mix her sobs.

"No! No, Shan. That is impossible" Pradipta tried to evade, trying to get the woman in front of him to believe and see how much he loved her.

"But it really happened!" Shania's strangulation, made Pradipta rewind his body, Lifetime in his memory, his lover never once raised his tone. Namub, today is different, he feels sad to make Shanianya cry and shout at him.

"Shan, I'm sorry if I ever did anything wrong to you. I might forget that because I don't know what happened to me either."

"But, Shania, please don't ask for a divorce from me if we're married. Because I'd be the world's worst person if I parted with you. No, Shania, don't do that" Pinta Pradipta pleaded.

However, Shania remained shaken.

"alright. Give me some time to remember everything first, until I realize what I've done until you're this angry with me. After my memory has recovered and I have been shown to do such a thing, then I am ready to let you go. I promise! Please, give me a moment to remember everything, Shan. And I beg you, stay by my side, Shania" Pradipta said, holding onto Shania's hand, this time with no rejection from the woman.