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Section 10. Don't Disturb Again

"Please help me, meet me with him, Shan. The woman you think is my mistress, I wonder what she looks like" Pradipta said that night before the meeting.

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For Shania, her story with Pradipta has come to an end since her love was betrayed. Then, the man's business with the third person he had deliberately invited was also not his business. So, Shania thought she would let the man solve the complexities of his life for himself.

Now, they were chatting in a cafe where they had promised in the days before. The request of Pradipta who wanted to chat with Shania outside the room to discuss who the third person was, then that day materialized. It is not easy for Shania to travel recklessly let alone to meet with Pradipta. It was something that his parents were forbidden.

The impromptu meeting was finally accomplished, the result of several experiments Shania tried to leave the house quietly so that the people of the house did not know. Thankfully, the day he escaped, there was relief when his footsteps were not heard by his parents.

"I don't have much time" said Shania Cuek.

"His name is Amanda" he continued.

The man sitting in front of him was slightly jolted at the name of a woman, closed his eyes tightly as he tried to twist his brain and try to bring up a glimpse of the memory of the woman named Amanda whom Shania mentioned.

"Shan, I don't know him" he shook his head.

"At least I don't remember. I swear to God, I don't know him. You have to believe that I'm not cheating" Pradipta said, pleading with Shania's hand to believe that she really knows who she is.

Shania pulled back her hand that was originally on the table, "You have amnesia, I remind you if you forget, Mas. You used to know him very well, you were fondling him in front of my own eyes. How can you now ask me to believe if you don't know him?" Said Shania.

The man took a deep breath, he forgot he had amnesia.

"Can you help me solve this problem?" Ask Pradipta.

"In what way?" Ask Shania.

"Every way, whatever it is that can make me remember everything" said the man.

Shania thought for a moment, then she shook her head, "Can't, because I don't know how long it will take until you remember everything" she said.

"Help me to remember everything, Shan. Who is Amanda, what I have done to you, I really don't remember anything but my memory of us loving each other" Pradipta said.

"You lied. I used to think if we were like you said–saling, love that I thought love a life of semati. But, everything was destroyed after Mas himself who made it so," Shania said with a sharp look.

"No, I definitely didn't intend that. It must have been due to an error," said the pradipta still firmly with his conjecture.

"Khilaf, but to the point of obscurity to impregnate people" said Shania.

The man still shook his head, "So, Shan. That's not possible! In what way can I fix everything so that it can get you back to me and us together like we used to?"

Shania shook her head, there was nothing to say other than her one demand. "Punish me, Mas Dipta!" Said Shania who raised her face and said with great emphasis.

"No, if in the past I've married you. It's impossible for me to let you go, never will" the man argued.

"That means you're selfish. You want to know why I asked for a divorce from you? Do you want to know?" Challenge Shania.

"Yes, tell me right now, Shania,"

"OKAY. Let me tell you what you've done to me, listen carefully!" Said Shania with great interest.

"The day I saw you making out with another woman, that's when I lost a fetus in my stomach. Our son, the son we waited 8 years for! You are! It is you who have killed the child in my womb. You destroyed all my dreams of being a mother! With you being more concerned with him than I am, your legitimate wife, Mas," Shania said, accusing the man of sobbing.

Her chest felt tight after being forced to recall the incident.

"The only way I can forget and take this pain away is separation. I want to separate from you. Please live with that woman of your affair and the baby that Mas delivered from your adultery, Amanda confessed it to herself in front of me."

"Basic savage humans! Unfeeling, now look at me, Mas. What am I lacking in your life? If you claim to love me, you should know that in my heart there is only you. Why can you bring in the third person among us and just crush my trust?!" Said Shania with a soft voice full of grief, her tears were already scattered crowded on Shania's cheeks. He pressed down firmly on his chest which was like a sharp dagger piercing through his ribs.

"I keep asking for a divorce! This is our last meeting, please don't bother me anymore. Excuse me, Assalamualaikum!" Said Shania who immediately got up and walked quickly leaving the man with a million questions.

"Ah, fuck! Why don't I remember anything!" He grabbed his own hair and scrambled it in frustration.