Awaits the Love of My Husband

Lunch together

...Prophet Muhammad Shallahu'alaihi Wa Sallam said :...

..." Do your evening prayer, for it is the custom of the righteous before you, to draw near to Allah, to prevent sin, to remove evil, and to prevent sickness from the body....

...(.( HR. Ahmad, Tirmidhi, Judge in Shahihul Jami')...

...Happy Reading's...

The alarm sounds wake the breath. Nafisah walked towards the bathroom for ablution. Indeed, it has become a habit of Nafisah wake up in one third of the night to practice tahajud prayer. Nafisah used her father's hand-off when she was on her 17th birthday.

After solemn prayer, Nafisah raised her hand to ask Allah SWT for help.

" Allah who is merciful, loving, loving, I ask you to open my husband's heart so he can forget the woman he once loved, Fisah realizes Altaf married Fisah because of compulsion but Nafisah Mas Altaf's wife who should be Mas Altaf love. Fisah does not expect love from her, Fisah only expects love from you the omnipresent love. O Allah give Nafisah the strength of the heart to be strong in the face of the trials that you give Fisah, Fisah is only a woman who wants to hope for happiness. "

Nafisah unceasingly prayed to the almighty and he could not pray without tears maybe that is one of the hobbies of Nafisah every do something for sure with a cry.

The way Nafisah expresses what she feels is by crying both sad and happy, he did not know maybe she was just a weak woman but he was still grateful because there was still a god who wanted to hear her grievances.

Without Nafisah being aware as she prayed there was someone who heard her and she had felt guilty for having dropped the tears of a woman let alone that it was her wife.

Altaf, Altaf is not a man who can see a woman crying but for now he is confused by himself who instead let the tears on his wife's cheeks fall.

Ego has mastered Altaf at this time until the moment he wants to approach Nafisah his mind always changes like he becomes a weak irresponsible man.

" I'm sorry for always dropping your tears. I can't see your tears falling because I'm the one who always hurt you. Forgive me for never making you happy. My heart aches when I see you crying like this, crying without complaining to me for my mistakes. " Say Altaf in the heart

" Please forgive me, I will continue to look after you Fisah but I'm sorry if maybe you will continue to be hurt because of me. " The murmur without fisah hear.

It was sad to see the girl he loved crying because of him. Really Altaf never thought it would be like this, the girl who used to always be happy when her Abi was next to him but when Altaf took his Abi obligations she could not make Nafisah happy. Maybe Abi was there disappointed because he could not take care of his favorite girl.

Altaf closed his eyes as he saw Nafisah standing up, pretending to be asleep. Altaf never thought that he could have a roof with this girl. The girl he had loved for a long time, Altaf had admired Nafisah because of his ability and his determination in dealing with problems.

The chanting of the holy verse of the Qur'an sounded melodious in Altaf's ears. Altaf felt his heart calm, I don't know what made Altaf feel calm, maybe because of the sweet sound of Nafisah or because of his Qur'an verse.

Altaf opened his eyes slowly, Altaf got up to sit Altaf also wanted to pray in the third night. Altaf, who never once woke up and prayed in the third night, may remember the last time he ran it when he was 18.

For some reason when hearing Nafisah chanting the holy verse of the Qur'an makes his heart feel touched to carry out the commandments of Allah SWT.

The breath is still unconscious if Altaf goes into the bathroom to take ablution probably because of the Breath that turns his back on Altaf.

After Altaf came out, Nafisah woke up as her husband walked beside her.

" Mas Altaf wants to pray?." Ask Nafisah. Altaf replied with a nod, Nafisah noticed her handsome husband as the ablution water soaked his face.

" Handsome. " The Nafisah.

" thank you. "

His breathing was shocked when Altaf answered him, did he hear it. Instantly the simple speech made the cheeks of Breath blush in shame.

Nafisah hopes that Altaf hopefully get guidance from god to be able to love him.

Nafisah will continue to wait until the end of his life if Allah does not show guidance it may be that he is not lucky.

If asked if she would continue to wait for the word love from Altaf, the answer remains the same she will continue to wait until the word love is said from the sweet lips of her husband.

After Nafisah prayed at dawn he cleared his mukena, Her husband was not at home because Altaf preferred to pray in the mosque.

Nafisah looked at the mattress that was still a mess so Nafisah intended to clean it up. After that, he moved outside.

Why the pain is quickly treated with the behavior or words issued Altaf. Nafisah was also confused when he was sad but a second later his heart was like someone was in love drunk.

Maybe it was because his painful person had treated him back. The small scratches in Nafisah's heart were treated because of the man. Why he quickly forgot everything when he also did not know when the scratch came back.

Nafisah saw a small album on the nightstand, she did not dare to open it because it belonged to her husband but she wanted to know whose photo it was so that her husband put it in the album with the cover in front of it written

I LOVE YOU'S.

Maybe if she opened the album looking at a photo of Tyas, who else does her husband love besides a woman named Tyas.

Nafisah began to open one by one the album was true that the contents of the album was a photo of Tyas but he kept opening sheet by sheet and each sheet made the heart of Nafisah sick only. How not there is a photo of Altaf with Tyas that looks very harmonious, whether Nafisah can exist as in the photo.

" Astagfirullah. "

Kafisah Kaget when he saw the photo sheet on the album, he felt familiar with the photo.

" Assalamualaikum's chat. " Greet someone.

Nafisah caught a glimpse and was clearly right, she still did not expect with the photo.

The album went into her husband's hands. Altaf took the album quickly to make Nafisah shocked.

" Who told you to hold this album. " Altaf asked firmly, Altaf raised his voice making Nafisah speechless.

" Sorry. " Say Nafisah held back her sobs.

" I don't need your forgiveness, next time you never touch my personal belongings. " Secret Altaf then took off his cocoa shirt and sheath and he walked to the bathroom.

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Nafisah still did not expect the photo to be like him because he could not see wrong. But why Altaf has a photo of him as a child while Nafisah know Altaf not long ago even though their parents are close to each other but not with Nafisah and Altaf they met for the first time about 15 years ago when their parents are reunion.

Nafisah sat still with her mind everywhere.

" Oh yes Fisah, mother gave us a wedding gift. " Said Altaf who just came out of the bathroom.

" Wedding gift?. " Tanya Nafisah who was sitting on the mattress while holding her HP which she had not held for several days.

" Yes, honeymoon ticket to Bali. " Said Altaf who to the point really make the face of Nafisah immediately blushed.

Honeymoon

It never occurred to him much less that it went with Altaf. Nafisah is very happy to hear the gift of the mother. Mother is very kind and understanding.

Hopefully this honeymoon will be the beginning of her second relationship.

" Bali. "

" Later noon we immediately leave so as soon as you prepare the goods for us to bring. " Altaf said, continuing his activities, he was again busy with his laptop.

His breath came down with a smile that kept on emanating on his face, so happy. Maybe God had started to open Altaf's heart to himself just now when he spoke to Altaf, Altaf did not show his cold face at all. It was so happy, Nafisah.

" Morning of non. " Sapa Mbok Lis

" Morning mbok, mbok cook what. " Tanya Nafisah, seeing Nafisah smiling like this mbok also happy.

" Not ripe the non, sorry about the new mbok cook. " Said Mbok.

" It's okay to let Fisah help." Nafisah began her activities as usual.

Nafisah intends to make Altaf's favorite food. Butwhat? he did not know Altaf's favorite food, when he made chicken porridge while Altaf did not like chicken.

Finally Nafisah decided to ask the mother.

" Non seems to be very happy from earlier mbok notice smile continued smile very sweet. " Thank you mbok. Mbok is happy if Nafisah smiles and he knows for sure Nafisah smiles because of Altaf.

" Fisah is happy. " Say the Breath

" Alhamdulilah non, mbok also happy to see non smiling like this hopefully non always like this. " Say mbok, Nafisah immediately hugged mbok darling. Nafisah is very fond of this middle-aged woman even though Nafisah has not been familiar with mbok for too long but they are as they have known for a long time.

" Amin just pray. " Nephahah continued her activities.

To be continue...