Assalamu'Alaikum, Yes Habibi Qolbi (REVISION)

HIJRAH LOVE

Just because you can't see the air,

it doesn't mean you stop breathing.

Just because you can't see God,

it doesn't mean you stop believing.

You may have lost everything you have, you may have lost your loved ones, but as long as you have God, you still have everything you need.

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The first resting bell finally rang, most of the disciples scattering out. Some of Hafiz's friends are seen taking Hafiz to the court to play basketball but Hafiz refuses, all day he only focused on Zahra who did not move from his seat and just cupped his head on the table.

After yesterday's incident, today Zahra does look more quiet than usual. Although she is indeed a quiet girl but still for Hafiz today Zahra is different.

In silence, Zahra recalled the events of yesterday. I don't know what feelings are lingering in Zahra's heart so she can think of Hafiz. Zahra recalled the moment she felt a hand gently touch and rub her head. Although he was unable to open his eyes, but that voice once made his heart rustle during his initial introduction to the man. A voice that reminds him of something.

Zahra was sure that the voice that was so soft and beautiful when reciting the verses of Allah was the voice of Hafiz, although at that time he heard it faintly but he admitted, it made his heart more peaceful.

"Ra," called Lintang who was still faithfully sitting beside Zahra, making Zahra aware of her daydream.

"I'm fine Lin. If you want to go to the cafeteria just go" said Zahra, who still cupped her head on the table

"Today is a holiday first, not to the cafeteria," said Lintang who still faithfully pay attention to Zahra.

"Ra." call Latitude again.

"Hmmm..."

"On yesterday." said Lintang directly on the sidelines Zahra.

"I'm sorry, it worries you."

"It's okay, Ra. But you're better today, aren't you?"

"Hmmm... "

"Ra.. do you remember anything? Something about... Andrie?"

"Lin, hasn't three years passed. Why did I just remember it? why do I feel like there's something I'm missing, something missing from my memory."

"You still don't remember everything?" tanya Lintang answered with a headband by Zahra.

"Lin, I saw that finger dancing beautifully on the piano. I see that smile in my memory but I don't see what his face looks like? What's the owner of the fingers and that smile is A' Andrie?"

"Bec.."

"What's his face like, Lin?"

"Stop forcing your brain to remember, Ra. Remember, the harder you try to remember it, the more your head hurts and it will affect your emotions.

Zahra, it's all in the past. I know the wound is too deep, I also hate his attitude towards you as well as me. But Zahra, time will never stop at one point where when we get hurt, time goes on, Ra. I hope time can heal that wound, make you forget it and learn to open your heart. Start living life from the beginning again, I'm sure you can definitely get another happiness that may be much happier than before" said Lintang while gripping Zahra's hands tightly.

Zahra smiled bitterly at the sincerity of Lintang. It was not until he hurt his best friend with clear questions that he found it difficult to explain it to Zahra. Because he knew the latitude explanation would only worsen his head and emotional health.

"Yes, what you said was indeed true Lin. And now I am learning to reorganize my life, to organize my life better by drawing closer to God, to our Creator. I'm afraid, if something that used to happen to me happens a second time. Right now maybe I can still survive, but I can't guarantee a second time, if I can.

I just want to learn to love the Creator of the heart more, God willing that He will meet me with someone who loves me because of God.

Husna also told me once,

“Don't make your love for a creature exceed your love for God"

especially if we drop our hopes on him.

"When your heart has too much hope in someone, God has placed on you the pain of hope. That ye may know that Allah is full of hope besides HIM. Allah prevents you from doing this, so that you may return to Him." (Imam Syafi’i)

I don't want God to be jealous let alone angry at me just because I did something He hated. You understand what I mean, Lin?"

Lintang smiled as he nodded.

"Whatever your decision as long as it is good for you as a friend, I can only support and pray for you, may you always be in His protection. Only, I beg you next time if there is any story to me do not bear his own burden. I am your friend, I am always there for you. And one more thing, don't ever try to remember it again. Even if one day the memory returns let it return by itself. I don't want you to do anything, Ra. I almost lost you enough. Just one friend left me, not again. You know, Ra, you're the only friend and brother I have. I love you."

The cross flew into Zahra's arms. A single tear fell from his eye patch as he recalled that day, the day he saw two of his best friends lying with blood rushing from their bodies. He was really scared if it happened again. Losing a friend means so much to him.

"Yes, God willing I will always remember your words, Lin. Sorry for always worrying about me."

Zahra replied to Lintang's embrace tightly.

Not far from where the two girls were, a man looked at the two with a shady smile. There was something warm in his heart when he saw so close and in the bonds of friendship they both, especially when he saw his beloved girl so sure to strengthen his heart to move to his love.

"Take him and his love for You, O Lord. Keep the purity of heart and love until the time limit where you set someone entitled to be his guardian. May it be that day, I am the one you give the right to keep his wholeness and love."

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