Assalamu'Alaikum, Yes Habibi Qolbi (REVISION)
ABOUT THEM
Waiting for love to interlock without having to say to each other is not an act of cowardice
Instead of guarding each other until the time limit that has been set
By waiting we will realize each other the meaning of a struggle, patience and even a painful feeling
Until finally the time will come just as fate unites the two men in His bondage
The fate that made the two together under the shade of His love.
No one knows, is he whom we have hoped to be the soul mate whom HE wills?
And until that time comes, we can only say his name in the do'a
Put all his feelings and longings on Him,
Hope the feeling is conveyed by Him through the strand of do'a that we always say**
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Zahra's heart skipped a beat when she heard Hafiz's soft, soothing voice, a voice that seemed familiar to her. I don't know he didn't know, obviously he was incessantly reciting God's asthma in his heart to overcome his nervousness.
As with Zahra, Hafiz who was aware of his wrong actions began to get nervous and cursed at himself inwardly.
"Delight.. What demon possessed you until you had this kind of courage. O Allah, forgive your servant who forgets Your creed in a moment. Just looking at her faint smile made me forget Abi's advice at every dawn prayer. O Allah, O Lord, what shall I do now? Forgive the servant of O Allah who has been presumptuous to touch him. O Allah, help me to refrain from what you do not allow. Help me to keep this purity of self and self before the time in which You unite us. Keep this love until you give me the right to have it as my mahram, "inner Hafiz with a face that begins to look regretful with her attitude.
For people who do not know the close figure of Hafiz may think Hafiz is the same as most teenage boys in general who are usually associated with the opposite sex. But not with the two friends of Hafiz, namely Gilang and Kemal who have been three years accompany his days. They understand very well how the personality of a Hafiz.
Hafiz who was born from a religious family, let alone relate to the opposite sex even just close to a girl Hafiz never wanted to let alone touch never once. That is why when Hafiz walked up to Zahra, Kemal called him many times because what he did was not like him all this time.
When viewed from his appearance like a Korean actor with a high body posture, strapping, white skin and handsome face. But who would have thought that Hafiz was indeed a pious man with deep religious knowledge. How not, Abinya is a school principal with a background in Islamic Religious Education. While the Umminya before marriage, spent his time in education in the boarding school, no wonder if Hafiz and Hakam brother grow up to be polite, obedient and understand religious knowledge. One more thing that makes Hafiz a different figure is that Hafiz is a Qur'an memorizer.
Once Gilang advised Hafiz to tell his girlfriend his feelings, but what Hafiz said at that time made his two friends stunned in disbelief.
FLASHBACKS
"If he is my soul mate.. God willing, God will bring us closer and unite us in His way without me having to force myself. You guys must know that something forced must have ended in a wound and I didn't expect that to happen" Hafiz said.
"But Fiz.. You really won't regret it if one day he belongs to someone else? the girl you are estimating is the beauty of Fiz's beauty, there must be many who like her," said Gilang.
"Yes Fiz.. If you wait until you're old enough to say it, doesn't that mean you have to wait about 10 years or so. Over time Fiz, who is in the hunt is taken," added Kemal followed by a smile after Hafiz
"Yes, if the truth should be like that.. Ehhmm. means he's not my soul mate. Allah must have prepared another angel worthy of me" said Hafiz a little insincerely in his heart.
"Well, if the edges are that it means your friends do not have to baper the same kangen-sokan him.for free dong make a swipe of the heart," said Kemal who was replied with a smile by Hafiz.
Yes, there is a point, too, Kemal said. During this time Hafiz always made a very longing for the girl, even so longing for her, she had to work every weekend at the bookstore owned by Oom Hilman, the sister of his ashes, and his brother, just to see it. The girl is a regular visitor of Oomnya's "Light of Life" Bookstore, every weekend she will come to the bookstore whether it's to buy a book or just read a book there.
Deggs..
Suddenly there was something soft creeping in the wall of his heart, a subtle sigh that made his heart pump faster than usual. And so a strong urge came from inside to want to see her again after her first encounter with the girl.
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That uncharacteristic taste made Hafiz only able to be silent and mention his name. Lucky at that time a middle-aged woman entered his class, making the entire class return to his seat, including Hafiz.
The middle-aged woman is named Ms. Rini, the teacher who will be the X.1 homeroom teacher for the next year. At this first meeting, he used the time to get to know each other. Ms. Rini also immediately created a class organization structure, in which the children agreed to appoint Hafiz as class president, while Zahra was elected secretary.
The days did not seem to have passed quickly.
Five months later they became high school students. Both Zahra and Hafiz are like going back to the initial phase before they get to know each other. How not, after an introductory event that causes a long enough inner struggle, they become equally clumsy or awkward when having to face directly or just talk about class interests.
At the time of the istrahat after the dhuha prayer and dzuhur prayer, Zahra always spent his time reading books in the school park bench facing directly towards the field. The park looks beautiful with some rather large trees that decorate it, one of them is a fairly shady bougenville tree and looks beautiful growing beside a bench that Zahra often used to sit. Zahra, it always seems to be alone but that is not because he has no friends but his two best friends, Lintang and Prisil who began to be close and familiar with him, prefer to go to the cafeteria after praying together. Zahra would rather read the book than join them.
After fulfilling his obligation to the Khaliq, as usual Hafiz and his two friends headed to the field where they practice basketball with other friends. This is where he likes the most, a place that can make him see a small picture of the angel of heaven. On the sidelines of playing basketball, Hafiz often. secretly steal the opportunity to look at Zahra with a small smile, the girl is always cool with her book regardless of the surroundings.
The girl who was not only beautiful in face but also her character was indeed known as a quiet and cold girl. Once Hafiz accidentally caught an upperclassman declaring his love for Zahra, but the girl just silently lowered her head and apologized as a sign of rejection. At that time Hafiz was really worried if the girl was owned by someone else, but after he knew enough Zahra's figure, he was really worried, now he can smile a little relieved because he is aware of the type of woman who does not justify dating like him, although sometimes he must be frustrated to hear reports from his two friends who say many times, he said,
"Miss..Zahra shot the guy".
The experiment often made Hafiz ketar ketir, worried that Zahra's defense heart broke down and said yes to one of the men who expressed love to the girl and if it was this way, he said yes, Hafiz could only offer his prayers to the Khaliq hoping that the girl would become his.
"O Allah, O Lord.. Take care of his heart and strengthen his stand on Your creed. Take care of the sanctity of his heart and self. If you allow it, encourage your servant to be with him someday. Halt us by Your permission and bestow upon us the love that is due to Your love" do'a Hafiz in heart.
" Woy, Fiz," call Gilang while patting Hafiz on the shoulder. Instantly, Hafiz's daydream was dissolved because of it.
"Ehem.. ahem... Why, Fiz? again mantengin prospective angels of the world and his heaven, yes, until the bengong. Remember, zina eyes you know Fiz if you see it followed orgasm," Kemal seduce while reminding.
"Astaghfirullahal'adzim," said Hafiz made his two friends chuckle slowly at Hafiz's strange behavior.
"What the hell are you guys. It's the bell, to the Lab. Art yuk," Hafiz asked while stepping first and followed by Gilang and Kemal.
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