
"honey, are you okay there?"
mommy sounded out her voice for me.
this morning I woke up with a frenzy, because christian was still sleeping beside me. While grace and isobel sleep curled up together on the floor covered in a thin mattress.
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, mommy calling, fortunately not a video call.maybe because she didn't want me to see her cry.
"don't ask me how I'm doing, how's mommy doing?" I cried as soon as I said my first word.
"mommy's fine baby, and there's good news for you" she sounds excited now.
" what?" I'm no less curious.
"mommy had quit her old job, and got a regular job at a printing company".
Yes, I remember mommy actually went to college in Seattle, so said aunt.must be the father who financed her college.but why is it now that she is applying for a decent job?.
" really? congrate mom!" I screamed with excitement,
I felt Christian hugging my waist while lying down.I jumped on my bed.
mommy finally got the job she deserved.
"hans sends his greetings the last time mommy cut ties with him".
I bite my lip, actually hans isn't that bad.
" i didn't ask mommy to leave it for me, I think she's good enough"
I can feel mommy shaking across the phone.
"mommy just wants to focus on you, even if we're far apart now baby, if mommy has found what mommy's looking for, we'll be together again".
I want to answer that, that I know what he's been looking for all this time.I can only say in my heart, I'll help him . and it looks like john costel can help me.
" okay mommy, I'm very good here, so mommy doesn't have to worry,"
"sure, mommy has to leave now"
"mom"
"yes?"
"forgive me for being selfish"
"no, no, you're not at all selfish - your decision made you a better decision for us"
"pardon me for leaving mommy alone". I sobbed, christian got up and hugged me.
" mommy is grateful for your decision, son, in this way mommy can move freely"
"okay mom,"
"don't be sad anymore yes, your decision is right, the most important thing is that you should stay safe and well".
" of course, I love you"
"i love you more, sweetheart!".
the phone was cut off, I covered my face, could not stand the torment of guilt that ran through the entire recesses of my soul. mommy.
christian took my face to his wide chest, oh God's comfortable.
then I took out my snot and wiped it in christian's clothes, he laughed.
"you really are!"
I grinned the horse. christian quickly kissed my lips wet from tears. I think there was a little snot there.
and the split-second incident otu was seen by grace and isobel who had been getting ready during my conversation with my mother earlier.
"stop dating, !" hardik isobel while pulling christian's hand. "go get ready there!, I'll be here until you come again".
with my mouth pursed, christian let go of his embrace and kissed my forehead for a long time.I just enjoyed it. Well, I was hypnotized as it turned out!.
" i'll be back in an hour, the city's going to seattle".
"grace?"
"sorry babe, I promise you Megan's gonna go with her shopping today".
" want me to lend you my card?" isobel.
"don't!" grace was terrified, "i'm afraid I can't control the bell".
" no limit babe" isobel smirked, "anyways what would my money be if not to waste".
" jeez, you're really arrogant", grace ruffled her waist while thinking.
isobel immediately slipped the card into her grace pants, with a pretentious face forced to grace saying "alright if you force me so much, thank you babe"
I finally got up from my warm bed, ready to take a warm bath in the shower.
isobel gave me a big soap bottle with pictures of flowers.
"wear it, the fragrance suits you"
"okay".
when out of the bathroom it feels like coming out of the flower garden.Wah must be expensive, maybe I do not need to wear perfume anymore.
isobel was having breakfast with aunt Lily and grandma when I got out of my room.
we solemnly breakfast bread sandwich made by grandma. shortly afterwards christian came alone with a black suv audi car. It was cool that car, I whistled.
grandma poked my head with a vegetable centong.
"hi, good morning" christian greeted us
aunt Lily shines brightly as bright as the sun in summer.
"hi's handsome, finally coming too".
christian blushed and sat next to me, Grandma offering him tea.
" you guys are leaving today?" grandma asked isobel.
"iya grandma, christian will be our driver".
" good, be careful on the road".
I don't know what isobel said to the grandma, but he seemed to be calmly releasing this granddaughter of his.
I remember I hadn't opened my mommy's document bag yet, I quickly prepared my luggage and stuffed it into my backpack.
isobel said there was no need to bring clothes.
traveling with rich people seems to have to get used to all practical.isobel said we will stay.they certainly have a luxury apartment there.
after finishing breakfast and finishing a carton of milk, we set off. Grace waved from inside her house, and uttered "carefully" without a sound.
it turns out that in the steering wheel there is ken, he will take us to fairbanks international airport.
during our trip a lot of silence, isobel busy with his notebook that displays the designs of clothes.
christian was busy discussing with ken, I don't know I didn't notice him. Arriving at the airport, ken immediately left. while we went straight to the boarding pass, then entered the plane vip class.
christian turned on the tv for me, and changed it to a Korean movie channel.I guessed it. Because my mind would fly everywhere.
air travel takes three and a half hours, from fairbanks directly to seattle.
"sleep, you'll put a lot of energy on when you get to dsana" Christian suggests.
I nodded, I don't know if I got wind, I fell asleep very quickly.
isobel woke me up when the plane was landing at the airport.With Christian in his arms, we got out of the plane together.
there was already a jeep waiting for us in front of the entrance.I guess it was one of the bodyguards john costel.
"where are we going?"
"to my apartment"
"didn't your mother live here?"
"that's my mother, but she's not in Seattle" isobel replied.
oh, so they're different mom. Okay I understand now. and embarrassed to ask her further.
the trip to the apartment is not too far.Iru building is very luxurious, and high.I looked up not even look at the end.
after arriving at the apartment, we plan to rest for a while, before starting the search.
I don't know what we're going to look for, I don't know where to start, but I sense someone is trying to reach me by telepathy.
it's silly, but I'm used to hearing voices in my brain, sometimes they calm me down when I'm out of control.
I opened my mommy's briefcase, which contained all my important documents, from birth certificates, family cards, and diplomas.
but there was one more room that when I opened it contained old photos.
I gasped at the picture was a picture of the three of us, mommy, father and me when the baby. father was tall, not too full.but his face was like the face of a Roman nobleman. His eyes, full of intuition, full of, and her hands were so tenderly hugging mommy and holding me, her smile was so warm that I remembered her face.
I remember when my father called my name after finding a name he thought was right.
"arabella, my beautiful daughter, someday you'll be a smart woman, and have a big responsibility, baby, be strong"
I cried when I remembered the faint voice of my father, "dad". I whispered while rubbing my father's face photographed.