ARABELLA (Vampire Royal Heir)

bereft

Christian drove his car as usual, speeding. I'm not afraid of accidents anymore because I know vampires' senses are sharper than ordinary humans, and even accidents are likely to hurt very little.

"say something".I asked to remove the silence.

christian is still silent.is he still jealous of noa?, or is there something else that makes him anxious.As long as I think, we have arrived at the hospital.

christian led me to a vip inpatient room.there was an isobel waiting near the door. his face looked sad.

"iswitches?" I looked at him confused.

isobel wiped away his tears, then hugged me with a trembling body.I was terrified, what is there crying?.We went in, there lay weak, grandma with a white cloth covering her body to the chest.

aunt Lily sat next to him sobbing, my tears flowing without feeling.

"grandma?", I called out to him in a trembling voice. By holding his neck, I knew there was no more pulse. no breath, no heartbeat, no sign of life.

I embraced the cold body of the grandma, smirking her cheeks and forehead, as well as her pale hands.

" grandma, I'm sorry", I cried so much no one tried to stop my grim screams.not even aunty, still lowered her head in tears.

"auntie called your mother, but the number's off, sweetheart" ,

I nodded in understanding, even talking my lips were trembling.My world seemed to collapse under my feet.

I looked at the pale face of my poor grandma, if I had not come to you, you might still be alive.

the thought made me even more hurt.What about my mother who was far away in new york? even now he can not be contacted, I do not have the energy to see it through my vision.

aunt Lily got up, she hugged me tightly, "just you and the sandra I have, take good care of yourself baby. Good thing you're here, at least I'm not lonely",

I looked at the aunt who was wiping away her tears firmly.she also wiped away my rushing tears, smiling soothingly as she patted my shoulder.Feel with the wrong aunt's thoughts, she said, she doesn't know I'm the cause of grandma gone, my tears are even more flowing. I spill all my heartache in aunt's arms.

For a long time, aunty then covered the face of the grandma with a white blanket.I could no longer stand up, so I sat in a chair near the window. I don't know what to do now. Grandma is gone, my mom somehow is.my dad, doesn't know where she is right now.

christian sat down on my knees, he held my hands coldly trembling. With a loving look, christian kissed my hands, squeezed them gently.It was like I was asleep in Christian's arms again. but we have to take care of the grandma's funeral.

The next day, the grandma cemetery was solemn.Our family did not have much, but almost the entire north pole was present at the funeral today.

My tears have dried up, all night I have not slept crying for my grandmother's death, and isobel is crying with me.

When the coffin went into the burrow, we cried again. embrace each other while strengthening.I, isobel, aunt lily and grace. almost every day together make us feel the same pain for the departure of grandma.

The state of the house became gloomy, the cold was still piercing in February. getting colder without the presence of a grandma that always served warm food for us. Grace still accompanied me in the kitchen while daydreaming. my other friend came home after the funeral procession was over.

"come home grace, rest" I asked in a hoarse voice.grace smiled assuring.after hugging me he left with shaky steps.

Aunty had entered the room and locked the door, there was a soft sound of crying that was held back.I, who had lost half my life spirit, planned to do the same thing as aunt.

"excuse me ra, this is because of my carelessness", chrsitian whispered in my cold ears.

I deliberately asked her to accompany me, my mind was still in a state of turmoil, my mother could not be contacted, even with my vision.

" i think this is what is called Christian destiny, you're not a god who can handle everything alone",

"ara, my fault is not just one", Christian insisted "i was late so your grandmother could be harmed by people, and when I met the fake alan in the hospital, I couldn't even sniff out her disguise",

"christian", now I turned to look him in the eye, regret so implied there,

" the beginning of all these wounds is me!, if only I had not left my mother, not come to the north pole, no one would have been wretched", those words gushed unbearably with my warm tears.

"no, all these problems have come since my birth.yes, that's what should be regretted".

" sstttttt", christian told me to shut up while peeping at my wet eyes.

"all right, we're not gonna bring it up again, there's nobody wrong, this is all fate".

" that's what I said from the beginning, isn't it?", I asked to be sure, eager to escape this reality.

"yes baby, we'll find a solution tomorrow, now go to sleep",

I just nodded weakly, not wanting to argue with christian as usual.

Tonight, I fell asleep in Christian's arms.he was singing a sad song that I did not recognize, maybe because the lyrics were not English. Every breath and touch of his hand, made me more tired, tired, until I forget for a moment the wounds of my heart.