
I stared at the big mirror before me, looking at a girl with a skin as pale as snow and lipped as red as cherries.one would think that girl was a snow princess in a different form.Yes, it was different because his teeth were a little sharper.
her beautiful face fascinates me, who is she? my mind did not want to turn away, until I felt a warm hand holding my hand as a handsome man appeared in the mirror image, he did the same to the beautiful girl.
then I gaped along with the look of the girl's horrified face across the mirror.I turned to the side where the handsome man stood, his face was similar to the man across the mirror.
he only grinned, with his white and neat teeth increasingly emitting his magical aura.
Chapter 1. moving from a cursed place
that day, I last saw the children playing ball in this narrow alley. crowded place with small apartments lined up. I have made the determination to move. because the situation here is increasingly nauseating.
my mother, working as a comfort woman in a big casino in this city.new york, a city with a bustle of busy people.I really can not stand the bulian of my school friends.
I've moved my savings to a bank in a state that's more snow-covered, alaska. There's grandmas and aunty lily, they're both my future hopes now.
"honey," mommy started her seduction again while I was waiting for a taxi.
"stay here, mommy will find a better job, and you can go to college here".
I kept quiet, imagining how many times he promised me that when I cried when I came home from school after being bullied by my friends.
my decision has been made, I will not be consumed by the fake seduction again.
the last thing I want to avoid is meeting that jerk who sneaks into my mom's room every night.
"ara, are you leaving?" he pretended to be sad, but I knew he was happy.
I'm still holding my side while looking at my watch, long time ago my order taxi came. Really wanted to make me die because I was upset.
mommy took her boyfriend to the apartment, I heard them arguing.
"it's good that he's gone, babe"
"you're crazy, I love her, how she's my only daughter hans"
"don't be selfish baby, let him be happy with his choice, he's not happy with you here, can you see him crying every day bullied because of your work".
mommy was silent, I just heard her sobbing and then a taxi stopped in front of me.
mommy came up to me immediately, hugged me so tightly that I was short of breath, but I held back.
he gave me a big wallet and a document bag. I wanted to check the contents of the wallet, but the taxi driver was impatient.
"call mommy yes son, mommy dear you.every mommy can money surely mommy send money to you dear yes", her tears sagged.
I know she's sincere, which mother would part with her child, but I really can't stand the life my mother lived.
I just smiled while holding back tears, hans helped put my suitcase into the trunk.I respect with his way of thinking, I guess he was just glad I left, it turns out he also cares about my psychic condition.
"i'm here to say goodbye to Ra, I know you're a bad impression of me, but trust me I'm trying to look after your mother", I'm stuck for a while, her voice heavy and mature. but then I realized when he thrust a parcel at me.
"hanks!" i'm nervous.
mommy squeezed my shoulder, I hugged her and kissed her cheek one last time.
he wanted to drive me to the airport, but I refused, because I knew it was his shift.
after mommy and hans disappeared from my arms, I began to cry as much as I could, the taxi driver was not surprised to see me cry. It was so long ago I arrived at the airport, my tears to dry.
"thank you", I smiled at him.
ten minutes away my flight was about to depart, so I quickly headed for the boarding pass.
when I was on the plane I felt a little relieved, but also nervous because this was the first time I was on a plane alone.The trip took me more than 6 hours and a half, so I prepared to sleep.
when the plane took off, I remember wanting to open a parcel of hans. a plain peach sweater, but it looked sweet. There was also an envelope with money. turns out hans isn't as bad as I thought.
the wallet my mother gave me, I opened slowly afraid of containing memories that would make me cry, but it turned out to contain money also with a note, "mommy has transferred some to your account, mommy's prayer is always with you".
ooohh I wanted to cry again but my tears were dry, so I just decided to go to sleep.
landing at dawn, with a cold I opened my phone, dialed my aunt's number there.
he was still sleepy but was leaving, I know because he turned off the phone when the sound of his car roared. I immediately walked out of the airport.
a lot of people passed by. a few times I smelled a fragrance that invited me to sniff it, but I tried to ignore it.
some of the people who looked at me were pale skinned and had a black circumference under their eyes, their eyes were bright red. Yes, it was bright red, I thought they were wearing contact lenses.
aunt Lily had arrived when a handsome man smiled at me warmly, I was a little charmed but still kept my sanity.
"my dear sister", lily's aunt hugged me enthusiastically,
" wow, you're so beautiful now", she's ruffled around the waist.
"aunty piss, don't make me fly, it's still early and cold".
she laughed crisply, "let's go in, let's get your suitcase auntie brought in"
I think, all I saved was a wallet containing money given hans and mommy.
during the trip, aunt Lily continued to chatter about the corn garden she worked on, there is also a canola flower garden that is usually processed into oil.
grandma's still as healthy as the last time I met her 3 years ago, but she's kind of senile as the aunt told me a long story.
I want to ask you the most important thing in my life, but let it be completely relaxed I'll just ask you.
grandma was really pretty when I got to her house, she was standing in the kitchen in warm clothes and was brewing tea.
"hello my dear grandson"
grandma can really warm my heart.I started crying again when I was in her arms.Mranny always knew my heart even though I didn't say it.
"rest baby, you must be tired" grandma ruled.
I nodded. climbed the stairs to the second floor room.the former room mommy when young first, but that room was always my room when I visited here.
nothing has changed, grandmothers and aunts are the types of people who like to reminisce by keeping things in place.
like this time, I see this room like the last time I came here.lilac colored wall paint, tumbler lights on the bed, photos of mommy girls and photos of my childhood displayed on the wall of the room.
creamy sperm with a cherry pattern, grandma says she likes the cherry fruit because it is similar to the color of my lips.behave he bought the bed sheet because he remembered me.
I lay my tired body on the bed, with a soft latex mattress. While still hugging mommy's purse, I fell asleep, towards a dream that I did not understand the contents of the story.