Anzar : A Story

It's about Nadia

"Anzarrrr cepet eat, invite your girlfriend" my mother's voice from the kitchen, heard that I came straight out of the room wearing a white tee shirt and black jeans.

"want to eat you?" Nadia who was sitting on the sofa while playing her phone looked surprised to hear my voice.

"no brother, no need" he replied timidly.

"already spit, I know you laper" I said as I walked to the dinner table "Come on!" I went back to Nadia who continued to sit still.

"yes, sister" Nadia followed me, watching me sitting on the chair there, her gaze diverted to my mother who was carrying food.

"Nadia help yah auntie" said Nadia while taking the food my mother brought.

"ohh yes dear thanks" answered my mother sweetly.

Saat itu aku hanya menjadi penonton keharmonisan mereka berdua, melihat Nadia dan ibuku duduk bersebelahan bersebrangan denganku, senyumku mengembang ibu kayaknya emang butuh temen kataku dalam hati.

"Eating a lot of dong, kok a little bit like that" said my mother to Nadia who was still shy.

"engga aunty segini aja hehe" replied Nadia kindly.

"cewe mah is afraid of fat ma" I said cutting off their conversation.

"ohh yeah" answered my mother nodding her head.

a moment of silence enveloped, there was only the sound of spoons clashing with plates, each one was busy with his own food, in contrast to me who was finished with my food.

I got out of my seat, intending to pick up the cigarette left in the pocket of the school trousers I kept in the room.

"where you going?" ask Mom.

"front" answered me who went straight to the room only to pick up a cigarette which then I sat on the living room sofa in my house, lit a cigarette shampoo mild and enjoyed it, and enjoyed it, from the dining room I heard Nadia and my mother talk.

"I help yah auntie"

"You don't have to, you're in front of Anzar's Temenin"

"iyadeh aunt"

Nadia comes with a face that is angry to make her even more adorable.

"when do you want to change my glasses?" I sucked the cigarette smoke deeply and threw it up.

"Later to smoke" Nadia pursed her thin lips agrhh Nadia why are you so beautiful? my mind is telling the truth.

"smoking mulu si" he replied in an annoyed tone.

"it's up to me" I replied no less upset.

I enjoyed every suction, braving the smoke for an adventure in my body and driving it away when I felt stuffy.

"already at half 5 feet, I will be angry" said Nadia with a clear face.

"it's none of my business" her face turned into an angry face, a face I liked very much.

"huh, you irresponsible boy" he said in an annoyed tone.

"what do I think of you? you want to come here too" I replied no less upset.

silence again enveloped me and Nadia, we struggled with each other's thoughts without caring for others.

"Cock on the diem-dieman" Nadia and I were shocked by my mother's arrival.

"Anzar nganterin Nadia used to be yah ma" I stood intending to go deliver Nadia to buy glasses.

"want to go home aren't you?" Nadia twisting her eyeballs did not answer my question.

"Nadia came home aunty" while kissing the back of my mother's hand, she was replied by my mother by rubbing Nadia's head.

"he's careful, baby"

"yes aunt"

I came out of the house, wearing blue adidas seanekers shoes while watching Nadia who was tying her shoelaces.

"This beer is your jacket left behind" said my mother who was carrying a black-and-gray army jacket, this afternoon the weather was cold, understand the beginning of the rainy season that I did not wait for his arrival.

"ohh yes ma" I grabbed the jacket and put it on, remembering something about Nadia not wearing a jacket, as a man I couldn't possibly let anyone's children get cold, as a child, anyway, this is all my fault.

"Where are you going?" ask my mother who saw me walking back into the house.

"there's a miss mah" I went to my room to pick up a plain yellow sweeter and then rushed out again.

"pake" I said throwing a sweeter at Nadia who was either standing next to my mother, Nadia just kept quiet and obeyed what I said.

Without a second thought I got on my bike and the sound of the bike started to accompany my story with Nadia.

"let's go up" Nadia quickly returned to obey my orders.

"aunty first" Nadia said with a smile that had amazed me several times.

"yes, dear heart" answered my mother no less sweet with her genuine smile.

" yes maaa"

Cawed

I drove the bike at low speed, enjoying a cold afternoon with Nadia who was either aware or not she was holding me tightly to fight the cold that was approaching her body.

The sound of vehicles going back and forth alternately donated his voice as if to be the accompaniment tone of a romantic event that we are currently living.

you, I don't understand you

what is yours that can make me stunned

until then I realized

I can't control this heart anymore

- Anzar

"down" until I was in front of the glasses shop not too far from my home, Nadia got off the bike quickly, no matter what she was thinking at the time.

"let's go in" said Nadia with her carefree face.

I allowed Nadia to take care of her business, pick and choose the glasses that were there until she felt something was right with her.

"Son Anzar, this one is well" said Nadia showing glasses that she might like.

"have you taken it" finished the glasses shopping event called by Nadia, we came out of the store to my motorcycle parked dashing in its place.

"Gue wants to make coffee first" I said as I rode the motorbike.

"hhh already in the afternoon, I will be angry" he said, looking at the face that never lost its beauty.

"gue wanted to coffee" Nadia immediately gave an angry expression, intending to urge me with that cute face.

"i want to go home!" he said that he soon smiled back "he'll see tomorrow again, ntar Nadia memenin deh" I was quite surprised by what he said, will this be the beginning of the stories that will happen in the future?

"it doesn't hurt, does it?" I replied like a fool, Nadia shook her head while pursing her beautiful lips.

"no, why?" the answer is confusion, you are so innocent Nadia do not let your innocence you make a weapon to beat my heart hard.

"no, let's just climb up we go home" replied I who already do not know what is going on between me Nadia. "need to point the direction" I continued

"yes sister"

"come down, shady first!" in a hurry Nadia and I got off the bike and took shelter at the uninhabited bus stop.

"well, this must have been a long time ago, we broke out!" nadia said like she was worried about something.

"my wet males" I replied ketus.

"my mother must be worried, I will be scolded by her sister" said Nadia with a clear face that makes me feel sorry for her.

"I'm the one who said it" Nadia looked surprised by what I said.

"i've never brought a guy home, then a big brother in a rage" my smile broadened and I involuntarily pinched Nadia's adorable cheek.

"don't worry, I've been angry a lot" Nadia fell silent, shocked by what I did just now, suddenly I realized and immediately turned my eyes away from Nadia.

you're crazy Zar, what did you do just now? really crazy lu Zar, it's not Anzar it's a demon that's in Anzar's body my inner nagging who already doesn't know how shy I am.

the sound of rain accompanied me who was unable to control myself and Nadia who was sure she did not expect me to do such a ridiculous thing.

as time went on, shortly from the rush of rain this time getting weaker like allowing me to immediately deliver Nadia home.

"ayo Nad" I said as I rode the bike.

"yes, sister" he answered on my bike.

I drove my bike with a little tension, thinking what I did made Nadia dislike me so this time she didn't call me.

"is it not cold?" I asked Nadia.

"cold, why? he answered with a tired voice.

"you can hug me again if you want" What else is this? Anzar! you are crazy, don't turn on the devil! I continued speaking in my heart. A little bit of Nadia's hand started to curl around my body, giving me a warmth that I hadn't felt for a long time, she was holding me tighter and stronger against the cold air this afternoon.

"Later in front of the right turn well" said Nadia who was filling my mind.

"deket already?"

"a little bit more" my bike continued to walk down the street shown by Nadia "That's where my house is" saw the gate of Nadia's house that opened, Nadia's house, without a second thought I put my bike into the front yard of Nadia's house.

Nadia got off my bike as I followed her, I opened my shoes intending to see Nadia's parents to explain. Not until I was at the door, suddenly the door opened and a beautiful woman of my age was seen.

"mother's asslamualaikum" said Nadia while kissing the back of her mother's hand.

"waalaikumsalam, you just came home, who is this?" his mother replied in a soft voice, welcoming my arrival in a friendly manner.

"i am Anzar aunt" I replied while kissing the back of Nadia's mother's hand. "sorry Nadia came home so late, it was fitting at school I accidentally matahin glasses, he said, keep on coming home I invite Nadia to buy a new one, right we want to go home ehhh rain, so even shady first" I said giving a reply.

"ohh yeah it's okay, I like you dare to be responsible" for that also haha my inner voice is naughty. "yuk enter first" I follow Nadia and her mother to enter the house.

"Anzar sat here, okay, what do you want to drink?" I sat on the sofa in the living room of Nadia's house.

"water anget aja aunt, again cold hehe" I replied shyly.

"you were here with Nadia"

"yes aunty" Nadia's mother walked over leaving me and Nadia in the living room.

"i thought you'd be angry" Nadia said as if she had just been relieved of the pressure.

"there's no me" I replied, scaring Nadia.

"i want to go straight to sleep with the weee" he replied like a child.

nadia's mother came with a pastry with two glasses of warm water that I had asked for. Two glasses? make Nadia one.

"Anzar will return home maghrib aja well, pray first here" said Nadia's mother to me.

"is nothing aunt?" reply ensured.

"iya pray first here, call mother aja not aunty" replied Nadia's mother while sitting next to her child.

"yeah yes ma'am" I said smiling kindly.

"yeah, how come you don't wear a uniform?" I just realized that I was not wearing a school uniform, afraid that Nadia's mother thought I was a bad boy, even though I was naughty.

"so come home first bring money to change Nadia's glasses, all change clothes" I replied casually and showed an elegant attitude in front of Nadia's mother, the bottom two.

"ohh that, now pray first, then have a meal prayer first here" said nadia's mother with friendly words and language.

"had eaten earlier ma'am at Anzar's house" cut Nadia who had fallen silent earlier.

"ehh, sorry well my mother's child is nicotine" said Nadia's mother.

"no ma'am, even I'm happy" did you answer Zar? you're a lick-fighter.

"i pray first yuk" said Nadia's mother.

"yes ma'am"

"Nadia's another hitch" said Nadia rushing towards her room.

nadia's mother showed me the bathroom for ablution and showed me where I should pray.

after finishing the prayer I returned to the living room, waiting for Nadia's mother to come here and then I will say goodbye to go home.

silence enveloped me until Nadia came to kill the silence, came with a beautiful and fragrant look that made me comfortable, she wore a pink nightgown made her look attractive, and she was very happy, next he sat right next to me as if to allow me to be close to him.

"where's your mother? I'm going home" I said, starting the conversation.

"again pray again, wait a moment again" replied Nadia as usual with her soft voice. "sorry well brother, I took care of brother" he continued with an expression like regret.

"no, it's my fault" I replied gently and a smile that didn't feel printed on this face.

Nadia's mother came with a smile and a beautiful face that was no less beautiful by her son, seeing that I immediately stood up to say goodbye.

"i want to go home mom" I said with a friendly smile.

"well, don't you want to nemenin Nadia first?" replied Nadia's mother teasing me.

"the next time ha ha ha" I replied smoothly.

"well, but promise me you're here again?" what do these mothers mean? if he knows what's really going on, don't know.

"yes ma'am ready" I replied respectfully ala army. "yes, I say yes ma'am, Asslamualaikum" I continued to kiss the back of Nadia's mother's hand.

soon I got out of Nadia's house with Nadia who drove me to my motorcycle that I parked in her yard.

"sister Anzar" hearing that I immediately turned to Nadia and this time we looked at each other. "thank you brother" he continued with a very sweet smile.

"yes, don't forget your promise earlier, not tomorrow I charge" I replied carried away.

"Nadia won't forget" I smiled at the innocent Nadia, Nadia who had confused me."you've come home well" I continued.

"yes sister, be careful" I turned my body and started riding my bike, then left Nadia at her house.

I don't know how I felt this time

just going to walk through the next days.

and show what will be found

will you always be there?

or just disappear?