Anzar : A Story

Prologues

I believe there are countless names in this world, but fate gave me the name "Anzar Maulana Akbar" that is my name, the name that will accompany the story of the name itself.

There was no clear reason why I wanted to write this story, by accident while I was enjoying my daydream, at first glance this brain was thinking of telling it all, telling the young people of this nation with all physical forms and all things of thought.

I'm a high school kid who can be said to be naughty, who wants to be a bad boy? I don't want to, but all this has become a habit.

For some people I am just a trash that always makes trouble and becomes a culprit in every problem.

This world makes me sick, if only I had something that could destroy this world, I might have done it a long time ago.

I don't know how to be a good boy, how to be diligent? maybe it was from birth I was created like this, said my mother when I was a baby I was rarely crying, until I came to the conclusion now "crying lazily, let alone studying?"

I am now silent with all the silence, there is only the sound of the keyboard accompanying me, I thought I just wanted you to know, what is in this room.

negeri yang katanya indah, negeri yang katanya makmur, aku akan memperlihatkan semuanya yang tentunya dari sudut pandangku.

I "Anzar maulana Akbar" was once in the vortex of life of Indonesian youth, I want you to know what kind of Indonesian youth, although in general a lot of smart young people, who, young people who can afford to qualify for college abroad, but not a few students who take to the streets to fight in the name of self-esteem, and they are basically the youth of this nation.

What I did in my teens, about the good and the bad will be wide open, no need for you to push, I will open it myself, he said, from nothing that became part of the streets and the famous school heroes of his time.

I started from a pressure that forced me to make a decision, to shape me into a bully and put forward anger.

I don't know who to blame, maybe it's my destiny, to shape myself by destroying others.

Every day of my life was a dangerous journey, meddling in the death vortex or occasionally becoming the mastermind of that vortex.

I'm not a good writer even this is my first story, but I'm going to try to make everyone understand what I'm saying, what I experience and what I experience may be a lesson in the future.

I thank the Mangatoon App for allowing me to tell stories here and the people who supported me to turn this story into a novel

but there was once something I loved

I don't know how long it's gonna be

as long as you can accept me

and continue to grow longing in the heart

- Anzar

someone has habits

a group has a tradition

I don't know my habits

I want to find him with you

live with me

and I'll get used to loving you.

-Anzar*

"Nusantara, in your land I used to be in a very creepy vortex of life and now I come again even if only with ink scratches"