Anzar : A Story

I know my pulse better

I sat quietly with a very happy feeling, what else should I do with Nadia? everything feels so beautiful, only with her near me.

I took a pack of cigarettes out of my pants, took a stick and put the pack on the table there, slowly I lit the cigarette I had slipped my mouth, then smoke the smoke in visiting the lungs that I have.

"God! bengong aja lu" said a man is none other than Gibran who then sat in a chair beside me which was only blocked by a small table.

"hhh there is my brother" said I'm kind of familiar with Nadia's brother.

"ha ha ha could have you" he answered, taking a cigarette from the wrapper I put on the table, without permission, and then lit the cigarette.

"gue did not expect, it turned out to be Nadia's brother" I said without looking at Gibran.

"gue also did not expect, you know me equally" said he also without looking at me, he just enjoyed every puff of cigarette smoke calmly.

"soal undangan lu..."

"don't think, I don't mean you to join, you also don't not like me just because you deket same Nadia" cut it quickly.

"that's not Bran..."

"Zar, I know you that, from my friends, your name with Riko began to rise after the HAT incident, continued your duel with Tiar, and recently I also heard the news, too, you both have the same courage to fight PM with a lot of numbers, I do need people like you there BZ, but I don't want to ngebanin you, you just take care of me aja" cut it back at length explains.

"Bran, I want to join BZ!" Gibran quietly did not answer my words "go the same Riko hunted, and I can not fight one gang alone, I do not want to make my friend in danger because of me, because of me, I'm happy that you're with me and Riko" I said, expressing all my concerns to Gibran.

"are you sure of what you said?" ask Gibran to make sure.

"gue sure, I want to bring my enemies in one name!" reply fiery.

"hm. I want to see firsthand how ferocious Anzar is" he said casually. "later we attack PM!" continued.

"that's that noise?" ask me confused, is it because I bwru joined BZ, Gibran continued directly the initiative to attack the PM? is that so crazy as BZ?

"gue there is a problem with the PM, two BZ children he said earlier in the same PM, continued to be pounded until his face bonyok-bonyok, fortunately they can still run away" he replied coldly with anger in it, I just kept quiet with the passion that started to rise to destroy the PM "it would be a surprise for them" Gibran continued.

"coffee coming!" the voice that I longed for, the beautiful voice that could always calm me down. Nadia came with two cups of coffee that I asked for. Wait a minute, two glasses? oh yeah, maybe Gibran also asked Nadia.

"so long!" I said I reached for the coffee Nadia brought.

"still mending contrived!" say "well there is no seat for Nadia" he continued with a disappointed expression.

"it's been there!" reply Gibran.

"yes, come on, brother!" nadia said to me.

"yes come on" I replied as I got up and brought a glass of coffee that I had put on the table "need to come?" ask Gibran who's still sitting.

"sana first"

"yes I've come back" Gibran just nodded, I walked intending to enter Nadia's house.

"dalem can't smoke!" said Nadia blocking my way. "get rid of the cigarettes first!" he took the still-lit cigarette from my hand and threw it into any place.

"dear that baby" I regret a cigarette that is still long, discarded by Nadia just like that.

"sadly to Nadia!" gibran's voice, like one who was about to vomit, was clearly heard by me.

"what the hell is bang? envious huh? so find a girlfriend!" nagging Nadia on Gibran "ayo brother" continued Nadia pulled my hand.

"where is your mother?" ask me to start a conversation.

"kitchen, again washing dishes" replied Nadia quickly.

"don't you help?"

"the place is narrow, so same mom"

"alesan aja lu"

"really tauuu!"

I drank my coffee, sipped it slowly, enjoying every drop of the sweet coffee.

"when will Brother Anzar come home?" ask Nadia back.

"want to do it here? later sleep with you" Nadia widened with her round eyes surprised to hear my words.

"ihhh do not want" he said annoyed "sister Anzar mah his mind perverted ya" he continued in a soft voice. I brought my face closer to the face of Nadia whose cheeks began to turn red, now my face is very close to Nadia's face, Nadua looks very surprised by what I do, Nadua looks very surprised by what I do, he closed his eyes and it was clear that he was tense at the moment.

"why rem?" I said a little bit away from her, she opened her eyes.

"no" he answered, turning his eyes away from me.

"yahhh's wish?" I asked Nadia who was misbehaving.

"ihhh Anzar's sister can't do it anymore ah" said Nadia angrily made-up, making my smile expand. I couldn't bear to pinch her cheek. "sick" her voice was smooth, showing a pouting face that made me anxious. I let go of that soft cheek that was meeting.

"echem" Gibran's voice from outside, quickly entered the house. "mother where is Nad?" ask Gibran.

"kidapur sis" after hearing that Gibran walked quickly to the kitchen without saying anything more, soon Gibran came again.

"the branch came home first Nad" said Gibran hah? isn't this Gibran's house? but how he said he wanted to go home my batib who was confused by his words.

"yes sister, be careful" replied Nadia softly.

"yes" he replied quickly "go first Zar" Gibran continued to thrust his hand at me to shake his hand.

"get ready" I replied kindly.

Gibran began to die in this house with the bunches of his motorbike already on, and his voice began to drift away, raising big questions for me.

"Nad, where's Gibran going? this is the house" I asked who was confused by the incident just now.

"hm.. sister Gibran lives with the father, the same mother the father had separated after Nadia 1st grade Junior High, Nadia went to the mother, while bang Gibran joined the father, while the father joined the father, but we are still on good terms right now" Nadia replied with a smile hiding her sadness. I was very surprised by Nadia's story, behind her carelessness it turns out she keeps a very sick.

"sorry Nad, I don't mean..."

"not Brother Anzar! Nadia is okay, there will be sister Anzar" Nadia cut with a sweet smile that.

"it can only be a boy" when I pinched Nadia's cheek, she just smiled as she leaned her head against my shoulder. I just wish Nadia's mom hadn't seen this.

Man is indeed very great, he smiles, he looks happy and fine, without anyone knowing, it turns out he is feeling pain and a very heavy burden.