Anya's World (Widow? It's Okay)

Anya's World (Widow? It's Okay)
The Salto of Anya's World: Believe the Same.



"When will I be able to return home?"


Anya who was breastfeeding Arun turned to the mother who was sitting with Arum and Sinan while watching the card on television.


"She was told to wait until her doctor Arun visit ma'am. I'll be home tomorrow at the latest"


The day has changed night. Ocha and Wine are getting ready to go home first. Aaras had slept in Arka's sling, while Arsya slept in Wine's sling.


"Mom came home with Wine ya ma'am. Rest at home first." pinta Anya. Since her mother came, the woman could not rest at all because she was carried by Arum and the twins wherever she moved. She is not young anymore, Anya is afraid of mother's back pain if she moves too much.


Mother glanced briefly at Sinan who could only look down when their gazes met. Guilt, looks like it's gonna haunt Sinan tonight.


"Yes already. Mom went home. I brought Arum along. Later if tomorrow want to go home to tell mom. Let me pick you up" mom picked up Arum who also fell asleep from Sinan's lap. For a moment he stared at his daughter-in-law, before finally patting Sinan's shoulder slowly. "Titip Anya yes son."


Sinan who got the clap nodded. "Yes mom. Sinan deliver until the front yes ma'am. Let Sinan be the Arum's fat"


Mother shook her head, she gave Arum to Ocha "No need. Anya needs you here more. Assalamualaikum"


"Waalaikumsalam" Anya and Sinan replied simultaneously.


After the death of Mother, Ocha, Wine, Ark and children. Sinan sat on the edge of the bed while stroking Arun's cheeks gently. A little amazed that there was one other being born in the world with the same blood flowing with him. The shape of the face, eyes, lips to skin color that is so similar to it. Sinan smiled back at Anya.


"Why? Amazed by your own child?"


Sinan nodded his head. He grabbed Arun's tiny hand wrapped in white gloves. His red round cheeks made Sinan come closer and kiss Arun's cheeks of lightning. "Thank you. You've been born in this world, and you're not in much pain"


"Who said?" Anya wondered from where her husband could deduce for himself the pain that only Anya felt.


"You said. I asked him if he was not sick"


Anya laughed "The pain. Just another mindset in the head to reduce the pain"


"Keep powerful?" her husband's eyes showed complete ignorance. Either he did not know, or Anya alone was tricked by Sinan's eagle eyes.


"Yes not" sewot Anya.


Sinan did not know the taste because he never gave birth. But seeing his wife's annoyance, Sinan approached Anya and kissed Anya's forehead in "Thank you for giving birth to such a beautiful child"


"should. The husband should thank the wife very much. Because the husband can doang good, but the wife knows her pain"


Sinan laughing. His gaze now looked back at Arun who was breastfeeding with his eyes closed. If measured by the palm of his hand, this daughter's face was even smaller than her palm.


"Yes"


Sinan turned to look towards Anya. Tucking his wife's son's hair behind "Yes?"'s ears?"


"If. This is if yes Yang. We don't know what the future holds for us"


"If it turns out that I am called to God first. How's Arum's fate?"


Sinan frowned disliking his wife's words just now. They just have one more life in their little family, why discuss the loss of another life. "Kok said so anyway Yang. We'll be looking forward to old age together"


"That is God's destiny. Nobody knows, so I said 'if'. If that happens and you might not be able to take care of Arum. Return Arum to mother Yang. Or if not go to Wine and bang Arka. They're gonna want to take Arum"


It felt so painful when he heard a line of his wife's words just now. Unwittingly there is little disbelief in Anya to believe that Sinan will take care of Arum all his life. Instead of believing it, Anya believed even more in her best friend. "You know what you said just made me hurt?"


Anya nodded "I know. But at least it should still be said just in case"


"Listen An. No one will die here. And if it turns out what you're afraid of is happening. Arum will still be my son. Therefore before everything happens, I will be a good husband and father for you and the children" Sinan's hand moved rubbing Anya's tears that slide. "So, I beg you. Don't say that word again"


Anya nodded with a sobbing held in fear if Arun woke up. Although it looks ordinary to joke with his two best friends, Anya's mind is so chaotic when he sees Sinan pulling his mama out. There was a disappointed look from her husband's eyes earlier, and it bothered Anya's mind since then.


One free hand, Anya used to rub Sinan's cheek "It must hurt huh Yang?"


Sinan who thought he had managed to remove the slap the mother had on his cheek, rounded his eyes in surprise because Anya noticed "Still looking huh?"


"If in the eyes of others it may not be obvious. But in my eyes that every morning must be used to observe your face, I can see the difference" Anya again rubbed her husband's cheeks. I hope it will reduce the pain. "It hurts a lot?"


Lying if Sinan shakes. But instead of feeling pain in his cheek, Sinan's heart felt much more pain because this was the first slap of the mother for 27 years of his life. "I'm sorry Yang. I'm really sorry"


Anya nodded "Please put Arun in the box ya Yang"


Sinan according. Take Arun from Anya and put slowly into the baby box so as not to wake up. When he turned towards Anya, his wife's hand stretched wide.


"here. Hugged me" pinta Anya.


No need to ask for a second time. Sinan walked towards Anya, then hugged his wife tightly. Sorry for not being able to tell the truth.


Still with her hands wrapped around her husband's waist, Anya looked up at Sinan "I want to sleep while hugged"


"When Arun's doctor comes, it's not good"


Anya shook her head "Doctor Widi visit tomorrow. No one will enter this room. Anyway, I just wanted to be hugged. If I sleep you can come down"


Refusing would be in vain. Sinan lay down beside Anya and pulled his wife into an embrace. "You don't have to worry about Arum. Because I will remain Arum's father forever. I'll be fair to Arum and Arun"


Anya simply answered him with a nod of her head. Her eyes mukai closed to the rhythm of sleep delivery is the heartbeat of her husband.


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Neighbor Story ½ons changed to Second Soulmate Yes.