Anya's World (Widow? It's Okay)

Chapter 53: There is No Hope

Anya's arrival in a gray white life at that time became the color for Sinan and Setta's life is gloomy because of the lack of affection.

Every morning Sinan would wake up not because of the soft caress or kiss of affection from his mother like other children usually. Sinan would wake up to a pat on the shoulder by Juminten's aunt as a housekeeper. After that Sinan will wake Setta slowly because his sister will go berserk if awakened by someone other than mamah, father and brother.

They will sit together at the dining table in full uniform. Eating in silence for making a commotion will not attract attention, because at that hour both parents are already on the way to their respective offices.

In one week. Sinan could only bend his 1 finger to count the number of days he could eat together to his two parents. It was only Sunday and it was both eating with cell phones in each hand.

Therefore, when he stepped on the 3rd grade of High School, he had a very busy schedule to prepare for the exam and get into college. Sinan was very grateful when Juminten's aunt said that she did not have to worry that no one invited Setta to play anymore because she was too busy studying. Mamah was forced to resign from the office by her grandmother and asked to focus on being a housewife. Although late for Sinan, but at least not too late for Setta who is new in 3rd grade SD.

Sina finds out and hears Anya's name for the first time. The woman whose age is only 2 years from him is now the new face of the company and change the position of the mama. Out of curiosity Sinan came to the company of his grandfather and was stunned for the first time.

Well-favoured. That's the word that came up for the first time. Although only using a purple blouse with jeans that form a pencil on the bottom, Anya looks very beautiful.

After that, unknowingly every Friday afternoon where the timble schedule is not too crowded. Sinan would steal a glance to see Anya.

His gray color life turned to color in just an instant. Although he had returned to become dull because he saw Anya's wedding invitation. At least now he really has his full Anya.

Now, Sinan could not hide his smile since Anya asked Sinan to park the car at the supermarket which was not too far from his lover's house. Anya wanted to walk around enjoying the night air, and Sinan obviously happily granted it.

Indeed, no one spoke because Anya also asked him to be quiet and enjoy the days of the road both nights with her. Sinan simply clasped Anya's hands tightly, linking their fingers which made the worries of the day fall down one by one.

Yes said Radit. Anya is no longer a child of ABG who is still unstable and paperan.

Until it feels full life color now begins to dim slowly and turn into a deep black color. Not gray anymore, but really concentrated to make Sinan step stop instantly.

"What did you say just now?" Sinan tried to hold the hand of Anya who wanted to escape from his grasp.

"Let's rethink this relationship. No. gabe. I want to end our relationship"

The long exposure that came out from Anya's mouth just now felt like lightning striking Sinan's body instantly. The previously inflated smile now turned flat with a surprised face instead of playing.

"What did you say?" Sinan hoped his ears were misheard this time.

"Let's break up" Anya replied firmly.

"A..An?" the effect was really devastating until Sinan stammered just to call out the name of this woman in front of him.

"Originally you know Nan. From the beginning I approached you just because I needed your money to keep Arum. But now I realize it's all wrong"

Sinan shook his head "Don't joke An. From the beginning I also knew that this was only to benefit each other. That's why I'm trying to make you really fall in love with me. So don't tell me that until now you only needed my money. But you need me in your life too"

"I just need your money from the beginning until now"

"You're wrong Nan. I don't want to involve you anymore in my dealings with my ex-husband"

"Is it because of mom?" Sinan increasingly squeezed the hand of Anya who was still in his grasp.

"No. I only know that I am not worthy of you. I just need your money. And it's wrong"

"Fuck it all An. I don't care, so let's assume there's never been this conversation between us, huh?" please Sinan.

Anya shook her head "Let's behave like a bosa and an employee on Monday huh Nan. Nye"

Sinan could only be glued to see Anya's back getting further and further into the house. Everything is obviously still very unreal. His colorful life was now back in the dark as if all the power outages were dead in just that one word 'Decree'.

***

Once inside the house, Anya's defenses collapsed instantly. His hand clasped tightly onto the door knob from the inside with a gaze that stared at his two friends fixedly. Tears slid one by one spilling a sense of tightness in the chest. As Ocha walked forward first then hugged her body tightly. Anya's cry broke out instantly.

The pain is much more painful than divorcing Danu first. Because now it involves feelings whereas it used to be nothing at all.

"Divorities choking. Break up with Sinan cry as you like" said Wine while hugging Anya tightly.

If you are with both friends. Being weak is no problem at all. Anya can't pretend to be strong anymore if she's already in the Wine and Ocha deck.

On the way, Anya sent a message to the group asking that her two friends wait at her house. Mom and Arum are asked to sleep in Ocha's house. The reason is because Anya does not want to look weak in the eyes of the two most important people in her life.

"It hurts Cha, Win" Anya said. His hand clasped tightly onto Ocha's shirt with a cry that grew.

Seeing how Sinan's expression earlier was filled with disappointment, it felt like his heart was sliced slowly. Although repeatedly Anya convinced herself to end this relationship for the sake of Arum, but in fact the pain still hit him repeatedly.

Ocha and Wine no longer answered, they just hugged Anya tighter with their hands patting her friend's back slowly trying to calm her down.

Sinan : I did not accept your request, An. After I got home from out of town. We'll talk again.

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